i'm sick and tired of this shit, day in and day out i try and be happy,make things good, have a good day, and what do i get in return? shit, i try and right my mistakes and it gets worse, i try and explain my side of things and i get ignored, why is it so damn hard for people to listen and stop assuming and just shoving me away? I'm stressed as it is, i work almost everyday including biking 10 miles each to and from work, and when i get home i just wanna relax and talk with my friends and not fight but i cna't even do that. I'm about ready to say fuck it all and go back to how i used to be if things don't change, i can't take it anymore, pouring my heart into what i do and getting shit or worse back for just trying to help.

Sorry i haven't been on a lot lately, no i haven't forgotten any of you, i've been extreamely busy, i was in the middle of getting a job and moving, i will be on more often, if you would like to know a simpler way of reaching me drop me a line i will ether give you my number or my e-mail. i did miss you all