i canit do a damn thing right anything i do fucks up in the end. its like why even try anymore? why do i even care about anything anymore. its dumb

what wrong with me? i canit seem to find ppl that care about me. the only ppl i know have my back is my boy mike. i love u bro i mean you lifted me up when i needed to be picked up. it was dark inside me but u never let it get too me. there are others who i think will have my back but i know he willl i know he will kick whoevers ass. theres something wrong with me tho