Let no other speak these words that now I force myself to speak.
Let no other remember them in the times of sadness.
Speak not the sarrows of yesterday and the pains of today.
Let not the shadows of depression cloud your way.

Know only what you are allowed to know and wish no more to be known.
Give the right to be forgiven even if the penalty does not.
Know what true forgivenness intitles from the mind and the heart.
Give such respect to the forgiven to the end from the start.

May no man believe he is better then the better ones who have bested him.
May no man fight for personal gain,
See with my eyes not the true hearts of black.
Let not be seen these these hearts who cannot turn back.

Allow me to die before I witness earth's consumption
Allow me to die in pain or in peace
Let me see not the deprived be taken and the givers refuse to give
God take me before the light's shine cease.

Hit hard the ones who hit and not those who hit not
Be men and speak your own faults
Give not into the hatred and deception now consuming this land
Turn away from the evil that lends you a hand.

I cry now for my tears shun the pain that pains my unpained heart
I shall not shame my feelings from the light
Give what givers give to be given
and MAYBE the heavens will make all right...

my diary is no longer sad and empty... Now it is sad with one page...