omfg i was in a car crash saturday on the way back from meeting my lover jason.. but we didnt have real sex.. see my frienddavid drove me to see him and we hung out at his house for a couple hours and i had a great time cause jay was all touchy feely with me and i hadnt had that for a long time! (david i hope you know what i mean.. i love you too!) but then we had to go cause it sstarted raining... then when we were about a mile from jasons house the car hit a slick spot and we went into a ditch and hit a storm drain or something like that david and i went deaf for a few and then my hearing returned but david could barely hear me... i was actually very calm and cool even tohugh we nearly died... david got his phone out of the car and called 911 and i tried to find my phone... i couldnt and got worried... then david found my phone in the car... i called jason right away cause he was closest and he really needed to be there incase david or i passed out before the medics got there! so i called him and he came after a cop got there... but like i said i was calm ...my mom called and asked if i was okie cause she had no clue about the accident and then i told her what happened... david laid on the ground and went in to shock i tihkn cause he was talking crazy and would not give the medics his phone and i think i was kinda in shock cause usually i am a freak out type of girl and i wont deny it... but i was out of it and all that was hurt on me was my muscles.. im so very sore from the crash they checked me and said that everything was fine i just was having muscles spasms so they gave me muscle relaxers and painkillers.. david got the worst of it... but jason stayed in the hospitl the entire 3 or 4 hours that i was in there... hes a good guy...
but my darlingdavid stopped breathing and i wasnt in the room my mom was so was davids mom and they freaked the fuck out i was out side with jason trying to talk him out of committing suicide cause he blamed him self for the accident!! but it wasnt his fault!! i blame no one! especially not my darling david!
aany thing else you wantt to know know ask me!!
help me please im going to die of a broken heart im going to end it all if i dont get help now!! im calling on my friends and slaves here i need your guys' help on this!!!
im going to kill myself one more man or woman lies to me!!!
if i own you please come tell me now! ive beengone offand on and some of you havestopped talking to me! so i want to know who do i own here?
my blood is liquid fire, a poision runs through me...
it burns and yearns for satisfaction..
can any of you see what pain i am in?
why wont you help me to live and survive?
what have i done to deeserve this... why has my goddess abandoned me?
omfg i drove today for the first timeand the only thing i cant do is paralel park! that shit is hard! but i drove a turned and went forward good!
to any who care i am no longer engaged.... but its a looooooooooooo
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okie here we go! i'm meeting some great guys here and one in particular is making me creme my panties! oh wow he is just to cute!