okie my loves... i have been severly fucked over... my main source of internet has been shut down i/e turned off. you see we have an internet card for this laptop and it is from my roomies cell phone account... welp i was supposed to get a phone of my own put on that account but unfortunately the phones have also been shut off so i have no way of contact with the outside world... or atleast no requent type of contact with the outside world... another words i have to go to the library... -sigh- i am sorry but this shall only happen once a month... forgive me my Pets and Master(s) and my beatious Mistress... i will try to answer as many emails that i can each month but if you go for a while with out hearing from me i must beg you to for give me... it is not my fault...
and to add salt to the wound i have over a hundred emails... -dies- so most of you shall not hear from me for a looooooooooong time... please dont leave me for this... i am so very sorry!! i didnt realize i had so many friends... but i will eventually get to you all! i promise!!
so untill then...
i love you all so much... sooo TTFN!!!
no more fucking messages for three days not unless you are my mistress or my master Rune Takashi or the following Fornax, demoniclover, pain!, fuckin' slayer... or whom ever else i say i have an overload of messages and i need to catch up!!!!!!!!!!!!
okie everyone im sorry to do this but i need to catch up to you all i woke up today after and amazing sex filled dream! only to find when i logged on to fake to day that i have 99 messages! so all but a few are allowed to email me for now... fuckin' slayer you ca mail me and so can Lothario but i need to catch up so that you all dont think im ignoring you!
i want you to put off messaging me for three days starting tomorrow... i really have to catch up! this is just not only my idea but my roomies and a couple friends ideas.
also my mistress Fantasy will be able to message me!
okie this is fuckking great one of my friends here just fucking blew up at me and screamed his head off at me!!! i want someone to yell at him for me!! please masters his name is [DRACE] and i liked him a lot and he wass so very mean to me!!
Ok the news with me is i had a job... for two days... tuesday being the second day!
well i got fired for fucking PDA! with my friend william....... i grabbed his ass a couple times when i thought no one was looking and he grabbed mine back! so we were cool about it ya know just playing around!!!! and plus last night while william and i were working on the really heavy car parts called bearings -we were doing it together cause we were both hurt and he thought i was cute and cool and i thought the same of him!- so anyways when we went on our schedualed breacks and came back to finish o ur load we found that three of the parts had been put in the wrong fucking containers.... and we werent the ones who did it!!! we were being harrassed!! and every time our boss went by us she went "jesus christ!" im going sue for harrasment and unjust firing!!!
this is fucking bullshit!!!!!!
omfg my darling pet [NarcolepticLycan] has been hurt and so was his friend.. to all my friends here send him wishes of wellness.. he is VERY DEAR to me!! I LOVE HIM DEARLY!!! and some mother fucker -whom i will personally make Lucifer's bitch- nearly killed him and shot his friend four times and shot himself... well i can say this... the fucker who did this wont just be serving and old demon in hell or purgotory or wherever the fucking suicides go i will make sure he becomes The ulitimate demons bitch monkey... pineapples and all!!!!!!!!!!!
*Are you a virgin? no
*Age of First Kiss? Real kiss? well what i consider my first real kiss hapened when
*Age you first had been fingered/ had a hand-job? 18
*Age first had recieved oral sex? have never
*Age first given oral sex? 18
*Age lost virginity? was raped at 16....never gonna talk about it unles i trust you!
*Favorite sex position? i have two.. first me ontop second me against a wall with my legs around your waist.
*Do you make booty calls? never
*Have you responded to a booty call? over the phone only.
*Had sex with a member of the opposite sex? well duh! yes!
*Had sex with a member of the same sex? not in real life not yet.
*Had oral sex? i preform it
*Had anal sex? only online and once against my will...
*Had sex with someone you met online? yes
*Had sex with someone you met on MySpace? nope but he does go to myspace i just me him before i knew he went there.
*Kissed anyone you met on MySpace? nope
*The last time you had sex was? i think this morning
*The last time you fooled around with someone? thinking it was this morning.
*Had cyber sex? oorah yes i love it!!
*Kissed a member of the same sex? yep.
*Number of memebers you kissed of the same sex is? two
*Kissed in public? oh yes i love doing that!
*Used more than 3 positions in one session? yes!!
*Devoted a whole day to sex? yes with breaks in between!
*Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? not a face to face one but there was a knock on the wall... *dies*
*Received open praise for sexual technique? yes. very often!! hehehe
*Fallen or lost balance during sex? i dont think so...
*Brought partner to climax using only hands? yes!!
*Brought partner to climax using only mouth? gross but true.
*Had sex while totally dressed? yes the was hard!
*Had sex while standing up? ohh i love that!!
*Had sex in the kitchen? nope.
*Had sex in your bedroom? not in my old one but in my current on yes.
*Had sex in the laundry room? nope...
*Had sex in your bed? yes...
*Had sex in your parents bed? no just masturbated there.
*Had sex on a table? not yet.
*Had sex in a bathroom? oh fuck no!.... er wait yes but only in the shower...
*Had sex during a party? not yet... give me time... lol
*Had drunkin sex? nope never and dont plan to that could get me in trouble!!
*Exotically licked feet or sucked toes? are you shitting me!? thats sick!!!!
*Exotically likced someone's nipple? oh yes that i will do!!
*Had sex during her/your "monthly visit"? yeah but couldnt come cause of the smell of my blood.... gross i know but completely true!!
*Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? nope
*Used ice erotically? nope
*Used hot melted wax erotically? yes on myself my previous partners to big of a pussy to use it on me!
*Shaved your pubic hair? always
*Used a sex toy? got it hidden in my panty drawer!!
*Own a sex toy? of course!!
*Used an inanimate object (bottle, candle, etc.)? nope made my own toy!
*Obtained money or a favor for sex? hell no!
*Paid or granted a favor for sex? nope
*Given sex in sympathy? yes
*Had sex with a virgin? yes and it sucked
*Ever cheated on someone? yes i felt like shit though after.
*Been with someone 10 years older/younger than you? *nodnod* my exe was 32.
*Had sex with your best friend of the opposite sex? yes
*What is the most you've done with them? gone all the way.
*Had sex with just a friend? yes
*Had sex with anothers mate? nope
*Had sex with a teacher? oh i wish!! that would be a dream!!
*Had sex with a boss? never
*Had sex with a relative? WTF!!!??? GROSS!!!
*Had sex with a pet? fuck you are you insane!!??
*Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? yes but we had been dating over the phone for two or three months.
*Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? nope
*Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spoke different languages? yes my exe bf was mexican.
*Had more than 20 sexual partners? online yes i think.
*Had more than 10 sexual partners? not in real life..
*Had more than 5 sexual partners? only 5
*Had more than 3 sexual partners? yes.
*Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours? i think not.
*Made out with more than 20 different people? nope!!!
*Fooled around with more than 20 different people? nope!!!
*Fooled around with more than 10 different people? nope!!!
*Had group sex (more than 3)? nope
*Participated in a swap/swinging club? nope
*Had two regular partners at the same time? yes
*Had sex in a public place? yes
*Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? yes kinda
*Had sex on the roof of a building? nope
*Had sex in a stationary car? yes
*Had sex in a taxi cab? god no never!!
*Had sex in a moving car? nope
*Are you a member of the mile high club? nope
*Had sex outdoors at night? yes
*Had two sexual partners at the same time unaware of each other? unfortunatley yes
*Had sex in the host's bedroom while a day guest (party/social visit)? i dont think so...
*Had sex in the host's bedrom while an overnight guest? yes!
*Had sex in a public room while an overnight guest? yes
*Had sex at your office or other work area? nope
*Met partner during work hours to have sex? nope
*Had sex in a public restroom? fucking gross never!!
*Had sex on public transportation (bus, train, taxi, etc.)? nope
*Had sex in a dark theatre? not yet but i want too!!
*Had sex in the water (ocean, lake, pool, hot tub)? in the shower yes...
*Had sex in an elevator? uhh hello cameres!!
*Had sex in a cemetery? i definatley want to!
*Had sex in a store dressing room? nope
*Used alcohol to lower your resistance to sexual advances? nope
*Allowed yourself to be felt up by a stranger? nope
*Felt a stranger up? nope
*Looked at a nude magazine? yes
*Looked at an explicit magazine? yes
*Watched a porno? yes
*Look at porn online? when i feel like it
*Seen a live stripper? male and female
*Seen a live sex show? not yet
*Watched someone having sex without their knowledge? nope
*Showered with a partner? yes
*Bathed with someone? nope
*Flashed someone? yes
*Streaked with a group of six or more? nope
*Stripped for someone? yes
*Stripped for a group of 3 or more? yes.
*Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? nope
*Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? nope
*Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)? nope
*Showered while someone watched? yes
*Masturbated? yup
*Masturbated while someone watched? yup
*Masturbated for a group of three or more people? no
*Masturbated covertly in public? yes
*Masturbated while on the phone? yes
*The last time you masturbated while on the phone? dont remember
*Masturbated while watching someone on cam? yup
*The last time you masturbated while watching someone on cam? dont remember
*Masturbated to someone's picture? yeah
*Had sex while you knew someone was watching? nope
*Been walked in on while having sex? yes my mom walked in on me and my ex-bf having sex!!!
*Walked in on someone else having sex? yeah my parents when i was like 6or7
*Had phone sex? yes
*Watched a porno film with a sexual partner? nope
*Been the photographer for a nude photo? nope
*Been photographed nude? nope
*Been photographed having sex? nope
*Been videotaped having sex? nope
*Watched a regular sexual partner having sex with someone else? nope
*Did this quiz make you horny? nope aggitated!
okie im over the whole drama of my near death experiance from last saturday!! the new news is ive been kicked out of my house and am now living with The Lone Shadow!! he is my best friend of 8 or 9 years... he and his mother took me in and so npinow i live with them!! yay!! but he keeps trying to jump my bones (not that i mind... lol) its great i get to share a bed with him cause i refuse to let him him sleep alone one the couch and i refuse to freeze to death in this room!! i am currently in our bed on his laptop so i can go here and answer emails.... ive been here since friday and let me tell toy i am much better than i was at home!! i dont twitch as much and i am taking all of my medication at the right times!!! i am so grateful for the lone shadow taking me in!! thank you lovie!! you rock!!
omfg i was in a car crash saturday on the way back from meeting my lover jason.. but we didnt have real sex.. see my frienddavid drove me to see him and we hung out at his house for a couple hours and i had a great time cause jay was all touchy feely with me and i hadnt had that for a long time! (david i hope you know what i mean.. i love you too!) but then we had to go cause it sstarted raining... then when we were about a mile from jasons house the car hit a slick spot and we went into a ditch and hit a storm drain or something like that david and i went deaf for a few and then my hearing returned but david could barely hear me... i was actually very calm and cool even tohugh we nearly died... david got his phone out of the car and called 911 and i tried to find my phone... i couldnt and got worried... then david found my phone in the car... i called jason right away cause he was closest and he really needed to be there incase david or i passed out before the medics got there! so i called him and he came after a cop got there... but like i said i was calm ...my mom called and asked if i was okie cause she had no clue about the accident and then i told her what happened... david laid on the ground and went in to shock i tihkn cause he was talking crazy and would not give the medics his phone and i think i was kinda in shock cause usually i am a freak out type of girl and i wont deny it... but i was out of it and all that was hurt on me was my muscles.. im so very sore from the crash they checked me and said that everything was fine i just was having muscles spasms so they gave me muscle relaxers and painkillers.. david got the worst of it... but jason stayed in the hospitl the entire 3 or 4 hours that i was in there... hes a good guy...
but my darlingdavid stopped breathing and i wasnt in the room my mom was so was davids mom and they freaked the fuck out i was out side with jason trying to talk him out of committing suicide cause he blamed him self for the accident!! but it wasnt his fault!! i blame no one! especially not my darling david!
aany thing else you wantt to know know ask me!!
help me please im going to die of a broken heart im going to end it all if i dont get help now!! im calling on my friends and slaves here i need your guys' help on this!!!
im going to kill myself one more man or woman lies to me!!!
if i own you please come tell me now! ive beengone offand on and some of you havestopped talking to me! so i want to know who do i own here?
my blood is liquid fire, a poision runs through me...
it burns and yearns for satisfaction..
can any of you see what pain i am in?
why wont you help me to live and survive?
what have i done to deeserve this... why has my goddess abandoned me?
omfg i drove today for the first timeand the only thing i cant do is paralel park! that shit is hard! but i drove a turned and went forward good!
to any who care i am no longer engaged.... but its a looooooooooooo
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okie here we go! i'm meeting some great guys here and one in particular is making me creme my panties! oh wow he is just to cute!