[fool hearted boi]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6722 days ago)

Could We

Could you ever be shy
When your around me?
Could you ever be shy
To tell me you love me?

Could you ever lie
When you say our love will always be?
Could you ever lie
When you say your heart has a lock
And I have the key?

I could never lie
When I say I love you so
I could never lie
When I say our love will never run low

Will we always be together
Will we last forever
No one will never know
But I know I love you so!

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Written about Friday 2006-06-16
Written: (6738 days ago)
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iight yall i am done wid fake i am done wid everyting fuck it i am gone i been hurt by one to many ppl on here been toyed with been used and i am tired of that its fucking bullshit and i hate being fucked with but more then that i hate having my head and my heart played with there has been one long ass mind game going on here and i am tired of it all i have to say is fuck everything i am done and ohhhhh by the way for u that still wanna talk to me u have 4 days to let me know....... OH AND LYNNEY U CAN SUCK A FUCKIN DONKEYS DICK CAUSE [lady of the night] DIDNT DO A DAMN THING TO U SO BACK THE FUCK DOWN CAUSE U FUCK WID HER U FUCK WID ME AND NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO FUCK WID ME

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-04
Written: (6750 days ago)


ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS

"Lil' Somethin' Somethin'"

"Mr. Jackson, what are you talking about?
Well I've heard about those parties, they're immoral.
Mr. Jackson, I thought you were respectable gentlemen.
Now, don't give me that respectable gentlement bullshit,
you little bitch."
Mr. Jackson?
"Now, stop playing dumb, you dizzy cunt."

Hey baby, I heard you like to freak
Then come out to play with me

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Hey, what's up, I'm new in town
I work for the circus, Shaggy the Clown
Anyway, ole girl, I seen you around
I guess I'm trying to say that I wanna be down, hey
We had ice cream, sat in the park
I walked her all the way home when it got dark
She took me inside and when the door shut
Next thing ya know I had my nuts in her butt, hey

[Violent J]
I wanna bitch whose down to fuck right away
And even does my homies if it's okay
A little bitch that's down for a quicky
I love chicky chicky, I ain't being picky though
So you might be a little bit fat
You might even stink a bit, I don't mind that
Even if you don't fuck on the first date
Just put my nuts in your mouth and I'll stay

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
I need a girl who just don't give a fuck
So, I'm caught strokin' her mom, I mean, so what
A little skins here and there, ain't nothing
I just need a bitch whose down with a lil somthin somthin

[Chorus (2x)]
Hey baby, I heard you like to freak
Then come out to play with me

[Violent J]
My name's Violent J, so I can't fuck around
Who's the dirtiest bitch in the whole town
There she go, she workin' at Dairy Queen
Bitch couldn't be a day over fifteen
So I do her in the butt like that
I hit it so quick, I made her butt-cheeks clap, haha
Why wait around till she gets married
Cuz I'm ready as long as the neden's hairy

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Tootsie-tootsie pumpkin pie
Looks like ya got nut in your eye
My fault, I didn't notice, you was still there
Now go and wash that shit out your hair, bitch
I need a girl not afraid to bone
Even if her mommas and pops is still home
And if her daddy suddenly walks in
He just might see me my nuts on his daughter's chin

[Violent J]
Everybody in the hood says that you're easy
You look a little cracked out, a little sleasy
You're a basehead, baby, you ain't shit
I'm still down if you down for a lil somthin somthin
A lil somthin somthin

[Chorus (2x)]

[2x]
Bitch let me hit, I won't be long
As soon as I nut, I'm gone

[Chorus (3x)]

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-01
Written: (6753 days ago)

RAIN LET IT FLOOD LET A CRIP KILL A BLOOD LET IT RAIN LET IT DRIP KILL A SLOB CAUSE I CLAIM CRIP LET IT RAIN LET IT THUNDER BURY A SLOB 6 FEET UNDER WHEN I DIE SHOW NO PITTY BREING MY SOUL TO GANGSTA CITY 6 FLYIN 5 DYIN 6 POPPIN 5 DROPIN CANT STOP WONT STOP BK ALL DAY EVERYDAY TILL MY BLU CASKET DROPS THROW THE C'S UP AND THA B'S DOWN FUCK ALL SLOBS KILL EM WIT MY KNIFE BK ALL DAY EVERYDAY CRIP FOR LIFE
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Written about Sunday 2006-05-28
Written: (6757 days ago)

When will it end


The knife tearing at my heart taking away all sensation
Taking away my ability to love
Taking away my ability to be loved
The knife twisting and turning
My heart aching and bleeding
The pain gets worse by the minute
Just wanting to be gone
So I won’t feel the pain anymore
When will it end?
Wanting to run away
And ignore the problems
Wanting to stick the knife in deeper
Just to disappear


I can’t take it anymore
I can’t control it
I am not who you thought I was
I can’t be who you want me to be
I can’t love you the way you want me to
I can’t give you attention the way you need
I can’t comfort you the way you plead


This cut gets deeper and deeper
You’re making the pain more gruesome by adding salt
You make me feel useless
I can’t be who you want me to be
I can’t do what you want me to do
The pressure
The remarks
The put downs
The let downs
My world is coming down
My wall is going up
It’s crumbling in my hands


Whatever happened to the love
To the family
To the friends
What have I done?
I made you run away
Now I have to deal with the pain
The knife tearing at my heart
I just want to stick it in deeper
So I won't feel the pain any longer
When will it end?
When will it be okay?
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with this knife.....


with this knife upon my wrist,
all it takes is one little cut,
one single slice,
that will end my life
of all this strife.
with this knife upon my skin,
which lets me bleed
until my life ends,
ending my sorrow,
ending my pain,
ending everything i've ever wished for,
that I never would have gained.
with this knife upon my skin,
i end my life
of all this sin,
so i'll sit here now,
and pull this knife,
then for me there'll be no more life,
no more sorrow,
no maore pain,
just a grave where no one came.

3049  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-05-28
Written: (6757 days ago)

"Many Men (Wish Death)"
(feat. Lloyd Banks)


[LLOYD BANKS]
Man we gotta go get something to eat man
I'm hungry as a motherfucker


[50 CENT]
Ay yo man, damn what's taking homie so long son?


[LLOYD BANKS]
50, calm down, here he come


[9 Shots]


[Banks and 50]
Ahh, ohh, what the fuck!?


[50 CENT]
Ahh! son, pull up! pull up!


[50 CENT]
Many men, wish death upon me
Blood in my eye dawg and I can't see
I'm trying to be what I'm destined to be
And niggas trying to take my life away
I put a hole in a nigga for fucking with me
My back on the wall, now you gon' see
Better watch how you talk, when you talk about me
'Cause I'll come and take your life away


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me


Now these pussy niggas putting money on my head
Go on and get your refund motherfucker, I ain't dead
I'm the diamond in the dirt, that ain't been found
I'm the underground king and I ain't been crowned
When I rhyme, something special happen every time
I'm the greatest, something like Ali in his prime
I walk the block with the bundles
I've been knocked on the humble
Swing the ox when I rumble
Show your ass what my gun do
Got a temper nigga, go'head, lose your head
Turn your back on me, get clapped and lose your legs
I walk around gun on my waist, chip on my shoulder
Till I bust a clip in your face, pussy, this beef ain't over


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men
Many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me


Sunny days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain
Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain
Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard
It'll leave you physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred
This if for my niggas on the block, twisting trees and cigars
For the niggas on lock, doing life behind bars
I don't see only god can judge me, 'cause I see things clear
Quick these crackers will give my black ass a hundred years
I'm like Paulie in Goodfellas, you can call me the Don
Like Malcolm by any means, with my gun in my palm
Slim switched sides on me, let niggas ride on me
I thought we was cool, why you want me to die homie?


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men
Many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me


Every night I talk to god, but he don't say nothing back
I know he protecting me, but I still stay with my gat
In my nightmares, niggas keep pulling techs on me
Psych says some bitch done, put a hex on me
The feds didn't know much, when Pac got shot
I got a kite from the pens that told me, Tuck got knocked
I ain't gonna spell it out for you motherfuckers all the time
Are you illiterate nigga? You can't read between the lines
In the bible it says, what goes around, comes around
Homie shot me three weeks later he got shot down
Now it's clear that I'm here, for a real reason
'Cause he got hit like I got hit, but he ain't fucking breathing


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men
Many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me

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Written about Sunday 2006-05-28
Written: (6757 days ago)

Should I Go?


If I died, would you even know?
Just one little bullet, one single blow.


What am I to you, except a pain.
If I were dead, you would probably gain.


Am I the only one who feels this way?
Should I go on to see another day?



I'm confused, my life's a mess.


With death, comes no stress.


Would anyone even cry?
I bet all eyes would stay dry.


Sometimes I wish I could end it
If death was meant for me...
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Written about Sunday 2006-05-28
Written: (6757 days ago)

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-24
Written: (6761 days ago)

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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-23
Written: (6761 days ago)

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Written about Thursday 2006-05-18
Written: (6767 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2006-05-15
Written: (6770 days ago)

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[HELL YEA DAT SEXY BODY IS BACK] we love ya [SynBin]

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Written about Sunday 2006-05-14
Written: (6771 days ago)

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Written about Friday 2006-05-12
Written: (6773 days ago)

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Written about Friday 2006-05-12
Written: (6773 days ago)

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Written about Saturday 2006-05-06
Written: (6779 days ago)
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Written about Friday 2006-05-05
Written: (6780 days ago)

-- Your most overused phrase: [SLOB ON MY KNOB AND MOTHER TRUCKER]
-- Your thoughts first waking up: [DAMN I GOTTA PISS]
-- Your best physical feature: [MY EYES AND MY TOUNGE]
-- Your bedtime: [I DONT SLEEP ALOT]
-- Your most missed memory: hmm, how can you miss a memory?
-- Soda: [DR PEPPER]
-- Fast food joint: [subway89]
-- Single or group dates:? [SINGEL]
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: [NEITHER]
-- Chocolate or vanilla: [ChocolateRide]
-- Cappuccino or coffee: [coffee]
-- Cuss: [HELL MOTHER FUCKIN YEA]
-- Sing: [YES BUT NOT VERY WELL] WELL I DONT THINK SO
-- Take a shower every day: [duh]
-- Have a crush: [yes]
-- Do you think you've been in love: [I KNOW I HAVE BEEN AND STILL AM I JUST WISH SHE COULD SEE IT]
-- Want to go to college: [maybe]
-- Like high school: [DUNNO I QUIT]
-- Want to get married: [yes]
-- Believe in yourself: [Sometimes]
-- Get motion sickness: [ONCE IN AWHILE]
-- Think you're attractive: [NO I KNOW I AM UGLY]
-- Think you're a health freak: [HELLZ NAW]
-- Get along with your parents: [FUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOO]
-- Like thunderstorms: [I LOVE THEM]
-- Play an instrument: [TENOR SAX]



Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: [yes]
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: [HELL YEA]
-- Been caught doing something: [YES BUT WONT SAY WHAT DAMN GIRLS]
-- Been called a tease: [yep121]
-- Gotten beaten up: [HELL YEA WHEN I WAS YOUNGER]
-- Shoplifted: [yep121]
-- Changed who you were to fit in: [FUCK DAT I AM WHO I AM]



-- Age you hope to be married: [19]
-- Numbers and names of children: 2, 1 girl (REBECCA) and 1 boy (JOHN TRISTIN HARLEY)
-- Describe your dream wedding: Summer wedding at night near the beach with a light breeze and palm trees surrounding us
-- How do you want to die: [LIKE A TRUE G IN A HAIL OF BULLETS]
-- Where do you want to go to college: [UGA]
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: [ A PORNSTAR]
-- What country would you most like to visit: [italy137]




~*HAVE YOU EVER*~
-- Lied: [yes]
-- Run away: [yes]
-- Broken a bone: [yes]
-- Failed a class: [yes]
-- Been in a fist fight: [yes]
-- Gotten in a car accident: [WICH ONE]
-- Met a famous person: [yes]
-- Driven illegally: [yes]
-- Thrown a temper tantrum: [nomercy]
-- Been suspended: [yes]
-- Been expelled: [nomercy]
-- Given the finger: [HELL YEA]
-- Rebelled against authority: [NO SHIT FUCK THE GUARDS]
-- Been in jail: [yes]
-- Overcharged your credit card: [nomercy]



FRIENDS
Do your friends 'know' you: [yep121]
What do they tend to be like?: [HARDCORE AND CRIP AND TRUSTWORTHY]
How many people do you tell everything to: [4 PPL]



LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
Do you have a bf/gf: [YES KINDA I DUNNO]
Do you have a crush: [YEP SURE DO TO BAD SHE WONT TOUCH ME]1
Why do you like this person: [BECAUSE SHE MAKES ME STOP AND THINK]
If you're single, why are you single: [NOT SURE]
How long was your longest relationship: [1 YEAR]



BODY
What do you most like about your body: [my eyes of doubt]
And least: [EVERYTHING ELSE BUT MA TOUNGE AND MA EYES]
How many fillings do you have: [NuNRGSoNIC]
Do you think you're good-looking: [Somewhat Damaged]
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking: [Sometimes]
Do you look like any celebrities: [**star child**]



FAVORITES
Number: [16 & 6]
Day: [friday]
Month: [July]
Season: [Summer]
Sport: [Sorenz27]
Teacher: [COACH LOCKHEART I DIDNT DO A DAMN THING BUT SLEEP IN HIS CLASS]
Fruit: [Cherries]
TV Show: [THE BONODOCKS]
Radio Station: [V 103.3]
Store: [FOOT LOCKER]




GOTTA LOVE RANDOMNESS
Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: [Meggo]
What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day: [rainy day]
Do you consider yourself lucky: [**star child**]
Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide: [HELL YEA BECAUSE I WANNA RIGHT NOW]
Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: [Broken hearted]
Do you own any plaid clothing: [yep121]
Do you own Converse shoes: [yep121]
Do you own Saucony shoes: [**star child**]
Do you own old school Nikes: [HELLZ YEA OL SKOOL HIGH TOPS]
Do you wear tight pants: [FUCK DAT SHIT]
Is there more than one zipper in your pants: [yep121]
Do you own a messenger bag: [**star child**]
Do you have short, shaggy hair: [DaMize]
Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches: [yes]
Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon: [**star child**]
Do you think Mohawks are "neat": [yes]
Is your hair black or red: [brown]
Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye: [nomercy]
Do you own a bandana: [YUP C'S UP B'S DOWN]
Do you wear plugs in your ears: [**star child**]
Are you amused by safety pins: [YEP GOT ONE IN MA LIP RIGHT NOW]
Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute: [yep121]
Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them: [yep121]
Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London: [**star child**]
Do you enjoy leopard print: [KINDA]




WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(131) That haunted you?: [MY BROTHER]
(132) You wanted to kill?: [JOHN ROBERT AND DOUG]
(133) That you laughed at?: [Deleted user]
(134) That laughed at you?: [idk]
(135) That turned you on?: [T]
(136) You went shopping with?: [JaySilkVeil]
(137) That broke your heart?: [becca_xoxo]
(138) To disappoint you?: [Deleted user]
(139) To you asked out?: [nobody]
(140) To make you cry?: [becca_xoxo]
(141) To brighten up your day?: [nobody]
(142) That you thought about?: [Julie]
(143) You talked to through msn?: [MY AUNT]
(144) You saw a movie with?: [MA HOME BOYS]
(145) You talked to on the phone?: [Julie]
(146) You saw?: [bigboy_69]
(147) You lost?: [becca_xoxo]
(148) You thought was completely insane?: [T]
(149) You wanted to be?: [THE OLD ME BEFORE I GOT HURT AND STARTED BEING AN ASSHOLE]
(150) You trusted?: [becca_xoxo]
(151) You turned down?: [Tina]

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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-02
Written: (6783 days ago)

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I WAS SMOKIN A BLUNT   

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Written about Monday 2006-05-01
Written: (6783 days ago)

Lonely
by Akon


Album : Trouble (2004)



Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,


Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave


I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin


I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl


Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl


Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely


So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll


Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)


I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll


Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely


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