[fool hearted boi]'s diary
yall pray for my lil nigga chris this crazy bitch tryed to kill him friday night for no reason so yall pray for chris motha fuckin johnson
and as he says M.O.B money or bitches
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Comp
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ok yall just to let everyone know i am going into the hospital tonight i am really really sick
i sit here and think back to the way things where and the way things could still be and i hurt it makes me wonder if maybe i am suposed to walk this road they call love alone until the day i die it makes me think about what ive done what ive saw and who ive hurt and who's hurt me the games ive played the hearts ive broken the ppl ive hurt it makes me think about it all and i dunno what to do i try and hold my head up and walk tall but the memories of us come back to me as the tears fill my eyes just like the thoughts of u and me flood my mind and then i wonder if it was meant to be if we are each others true loves it makes me think about it all think about how u hurt me and i sit here and try and figure out why u did me like u did me i try and figure out what i did to u for u to hate me the way u do why u ask me if i love u when u know u where my heart and soul my everything yet u act like i dont matter what am i suposed to do just brush it off and act like i dont care well guess what I DO CARE I CARE MORE THEN U WILL EVER KNOW how many times do i have to say i love u for it to sink n for u to realise i mean it with all my heat and soul when u do maybe ur realise ur my everything always and forever
Written about Friday 2006-08-11
Written: (6480 days ago)
pledge allegiance to the Hatchet of the Underground Juggalo Society, and to the Ninjas for which it stands, One Family, Under Clowns, Full of Freaks, with Faygo and Magik Neden for all!!!
THE BLOOD ON OUR HATCHETS IS RED,
DIAMONDS ARE BLUE, I WILL FIGHT ANY
BIGGOT THAT FUCKS WITH YOU.
Scotty Doesn't Know
Hey!!!!!!
Scotty doesn't know,
That Fionna and me,
Do it in my van every Sunday.
She tells him shes in church,
But she doesn't go,
Still shes on her knees, and...
Scotty doens't know, oh.
Scotty doesn't know-oh.
So don't tell Scotty!
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!
Fionna says shes out shopping,
But shes under me and I'm not stopping.
Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
So don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
DON'T TELL SCOTTY!
I can't believe he's so trusting,
While I'm right behind you thrusting.
Fionna's got him on the phone,
and she's trying not to moan.
It's a three way call,
and he knows nothing.
NOTHING!!!
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Cuz Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY!
What a show, everyone will go.
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
The, parking lot, why not?
It's so cool when you're on top.
His full on, your stuck.
Life is so hard, cuz...
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know.
I did her on his birthday.
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Scotty doesn't know,
Don't tell Scotty.
Scotty doesn't knoooooow....
Scotty will know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty's gotta know,
Gonna tell Scotty,
Gonna tell him myself.
Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to know,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to,
Scotty has to go!
Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know,
(Don't tell Scotty)
Scotty doesn't know...
Scotty's gotta go!
Do You Know...?
Do you know how much I love you,
Do you know how much I care?
Do you know the happiness you bring me,
Knowing you will always be there?
Do you know you always lift my heart
On days too difficult for me?
Do you know I only want the best for you,
And hope our love will always be?
Do you know your caring alone
Has helped heal my heart?
To bring laughter back into my life,
And the hope to have a new start?
Do you know, that a life alone
Is not right for a man to bear?
And a life that has true meaning
Is one that two will share?
Do you know what I offer you
That may bring you peace of mind?
Do you know that all I have and possess
I will share with you all the time?
Do you know what is the greatest gift
That you can offer me?
It is to trust and love me, with all your heart,
And always be there for me!
Ask me 5 questions. It doesn't matter how stupid, silly, sexual they are. I will tell the 100% truth no matter what. Go on....I dare you to try me...
Fate
Can't stop thinking about tomorrow
And what life would be without you
I'm living my life in such sorrow
And the roses are dying, too
But not my soul
Don't know what to do in my lifetime
Question myself if you're the one
If fate brought you to be mine
Then light will rain down from the sun
To make me whole
Picturing myself around
High above beneath the clouds
But will my love ever reach you?
I'm screaming my love out loud
My feelings on fire
Love is all around and in between us
But it's love that shows
Praying for fate to meet us
But that I'll never know
You're my desire
I'm one as a whole
But in broken pieces
My heart you stole
But it's you it misses
Fate has brought
Us together
Fate has sought
Our love forever
to sombody who walked away
Without You
Everyday I spend alone without your love I feel as if another piece of my soul has died.
I never knew what it felt like to be complete until God blessed me with you (My Angel.) I had never had sunshine in my life and I always felt like I was missing something. I never knew what it was until you came along. My heart and soul are both so empty without you. I want my smile to come back to me. Un-brake my heart sweet darlin.
I sit here and wonder where you’re at. My greatest fear is that I’ll never know what your love feels like again. I can’t honestly think about living my life without you again. The thought of being without you makes my whole life flash before my eyes. If you really loved me would you leave me? I feel as if I am going crazy thinking about you lately. I can’t live without you so please don’t run away.
As I look into the mirror I can see that the sparkle in my eyes is gone. All I can see when I look into the mirror is loneliness. Once again I stand here alone with no one to call my own. All I can do is pray that I am able to find my soul again. I wonder how many times Ill have to go back and start all over at one again?
So many nights when I would lay in bed I would pray that I would be complete. I had always heard that people are brought into your life for three reasons. Those reasons would be, Reason, Season, and a Lifetime. I never knew that you would be a reason. I had always prayed that you would be a lifetime.
I don’t ask for too many things. All I ask is that you are here to hold me but you are no longer my strength. I don’t need things that money can buy. All I ask is for you to love me. You don’t have to promise me the moon or the stars. All I ask for is you. Maybe that is too much to ask for.
I need to hear you tell me that you love me again. I pray that someday that all this pain will go away. I long to be in your arms feeling your warmth. But, we both know that is not happening. So all I can do is lay here and cry my nights away. I am trying to stay strong and to hold on.
You are my first love and I am so thankful that you were apart of my life. You must know that for as long as I live you will always be my first love. I could be offered everything in this whole world and without you it wouldn’t mean a thing to me. My love for you is forever strong. I will never find another love as precious as you are to me. You are my everything and I hope that you feel the same way too. You are all that I ever wanted in my life.
my name is sarah
i am but three,
my eyes are swollen
i cannot see...
I must be stupid
i must be bad,
what else could have made my daddy
soooo mad.??
I wish i were better
i wish i weren't ugly
then maybe my mummy
would still want to hug me.
I cant speak at all
i cant do a wrong
or else im lock up
all day long...
When i awake im all alone
the home is dark
my folks aren't home..
When my mommy does come
i'll try to be nice
soo i might just get
one whipping tonight.
Done make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back from Charlies bar.
i hear him curse my
name he calls...
I press my self against
the wall. I try
and hide from his evil eyes
I am soo afraid now i am
starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
and says ugly words
he says its my fault
he suffers at work...
He slaps me and hits me
and says more bad words.
I finally get free and run
for the door...
hes already locked it and i start to bawl.
He takes me and throws me against the
hard wall. I fall to the floor
my bones nearly broken..
And my daddy continues with
more bad words spoken.
"Im sorry!" i scream
But its now much too late
his face has been twisted
to unamaginable hate.
I hurt and pain again and agian
OOOO please GOD have mercy!
OH please let it end!!
He finally stops and
heads for the door.
While i lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor,...
My name is Sarah
and i am but three,
tonight my daddy murdered me......
IF YOU CARE YOU CAN COPY...I COPIED THIS FROM A NEW FRIEND......
Could We
Could you ever be shy
When your around me?
Could you ever be shy
To tell me you love me?
Could you ever lie
When you say our love will always be?
Could you ever lie
When you say your heart has a lock
And I have the key?
I could never lie
When I say I love you so
I could never lie
When I say our love will never run low
Will we always be together
Will we last forever
No one will never know
But I know I love you so!