Fate


Can't stop thinking about tomorrow
And what life would be without you
I'm living my life in such sorrow
And the roses are dying, too
But not my soul

Don't know what to do in my lifetime
Question myself if you're the one
If fate brought you to be mine
Then light will rain down from the sun
To make me whole

Picturing myself around
High above beneath the clouds
But will my love ever reach you?
I'm screaming my love out loud
My feelings on fire

Love is all around and in between us
But it's love that shows
Praying for fate to meet us
But that I'll never know
You're my desire

I'm one as a whole
But in broken pieces
My heart you stole
But it's you it misses
Fate has brought
Us together
Fate has sought
Our love forever

           to sombody who walked away



           Without You


Everyday I spend alone without your love I feel as if another piece of my soul has died.
I never knew what it felt like to be complete until God blessed me with you (My Angel.) I had never had sunshine in my life and I always felt like I was missing something. I never knew what it was until you came along. My heart and soul are both so empty without you. I want my smile to come back to me. Un-brake my heart sweet darlin.
I sit here and wonder where you’re at. My greatest fear is that I’ll never know what your love feels like again. I can’t honestly think about living my life without you again. The thought of being without you makes my whole life flash before my eyes. If you really loved me would you leave me? I feel as if I am going crazy thinking about you lately. I can’t live without you so please don’t run away.
As I look into the mirror I can see that the sparkle in my eyes is gone. All I can see when I look into the mirror is loneliness. Once again I stand here alone with no one to call my own. All I can do is pray that I am able to find my soul again. I wonder how many times Ill have to go back and start all over at one again? 
So many nights when I would lay in bed I would pray that I would be complete. I had always heard that people are brought into your life for three reasons. Those reasons would be, Reason, Season, and a Lifetime. I never knew that you would be a reason. I had always prayed that you would be a lifetime.
I don’t ask for too many things. All I ask is that you are here to hold me but you are no longer my strength. I don’t need things that money can buy. All I ask is for you to love me. You don’t have to promise me the moon or the stars. All I ask for is you. Maybe that is too much to ask for.
I need to hear you tell me that you love me again. I pray that someday that all this pain will go away. I long to be in your arms feeling your warmth. But, we both know that is not happening. So all I can do is lay here and cry my nights away. I am trying to stay strong and to hold on.
You are my first love and I am so thankful that you were apart of my life. You must know that for as long as I live you will always be my first love. I could be offered everything in this whole world and without you it wouldn’t mean a thing to me. My love for you is forever strong. I will never find another love as precious as you are to me. You are my everything and I hope that you feel the same way too. You are all that I ever wanted in my life.

my name is sarah
i am but three,
my eyes are swollen
i cannot see...
I must be stupid
i must be bad,
what else could have made my daddy
soooo mad.??
I wish i were better
i wish i weren't ugly
then maybe my mummy
would still want to hug me.
I cant speak at all
i cant do a wrong
or else im lock up
all day long...
When i awake im all alone
the home is dark
my folks aren't home..
When my mommy does come
i'll try to be nice
soo i might just get
one whipping tonight.
Done make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back from Charlies bar.
i hear him curse my
name he calls...
I press my self against
the wall. I try
and hide from his evil eyes
I am soo afraid now i am
starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
and says ugly words
he says its my fault
he suffers at work...
He slaps me and hits me
and says more bad words.
I finally get free and run
for the door...
hes already locked it and i start to bawl.
He takes me and throws me against the
hard wall. I fall to the floor
my bones nearly broken..
And my daddy continues with
more bad words spoken.
"Im sorry!" i scream
But its now much too late
his face has been twisted
to unamaginable hate.
I hurt and pain again and agian
OOOO please GOD have mercy!
OH please let it end!!
He finally stops and
heads for the door.
While i lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor,...
My name is Sarah
and i am but three,
tonight my daddy murdered me......
IF YOU CARE YOU CAN COPY...I COPIED THIS FROM A NEW FRIEND......

Could We

Could you ever be shy
When your around me?
Could you ever be shy
To tell me you love me?

Could you ever lie
When you say our love will always be?
Could you ever lie
When you say your heart has a lock
And I have the key?

I could never lie
When I say I love you so
I could never lie
When I say our love will never run low

Will we always be together
Will we last forever
No one will never know
But I know I love you so!

iight yall i am done wid fake i am done wid everyting fuck it i am gone i been hurt by one to many ppl on here been toyed with been used and i am tired of that its fucking bullshit and i hate being fucked with but more then that i hate having my head and my heart played with there has been one long ass mind game going on here and i am tired of it all i have to say is fuck everything i am done and ohhhhh by the way for u that still wanna talk to me u have 4 days to let me know....... OH AND LYNNEY U CAN SUCK A FUCKIN DONKEYS DICK CAUSE [lady of the night] DIDNT DO A DAMN THING TO U SO BACK THE FUCK DOWN CAUSE U FUCK WID HER U FUCK WID ME AND NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO FUCK WID ME

ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS

"Lil' Somethin' Somethin'"

"Mr. Jackson, what are you talking about?
Well I've heard about those parties, they're immoral.
Mr. Jackson, I thought you were respectable gentlemen.
Now, don't give me that respectable gentlement bullshit,
you little bitch."
Mr. Jackson?
"Now, stop playing dumb, you dizzy cunt."

Hey baby, I heard you like to freak
Then come out to play with me

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Hey, what's up, I'm new in town
I work for the circus, Shaggy the Clown
Anyway, ole girl, I seen you around
I guess I'm trying to say that I wanna be down, hey
We had ice cream, sat in the park
I walked her all the way home when it got dark
She took me inside and when the door shut
Next thing ya know I had my nuts in her butt, hey

[Violent J]
I wanna bitch whose down to fuck right away
And even does my homies if it's okay
A little bitch that's down for a quicky
I love chicky chicky, I ain't being picky though
So you might be a little bit fat
You might even stink a bit, I don't mind that
Even if you don't fuck on the first date
Just put my nuts in your mouth and I'll stay

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
I need a girl who just don't give a fuck
So, I'm caught strokin' her mom, I mean, so what
A little skins here and there, ain't nothing
I just need a bitch whose down with a lil somthin somthin

[Chorus (2x)]
Hey baby, I heard you like to freak
Then come out to play with me

[Violent J]
My name's Violent J, so I can't fuck around
Who's the dirtiest bitch in the whole town
There she go, she workin' at Dairy Queen
Bitch couldn't be a day over fifteen
So I do her in the butt like that
I hit it so quick, I made her butt-cheeks clap, haha
Why wait around till she gets married
Cuz I'm ready as long as the neden's hairy

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Tootsie-tootsie pumpkin pie
Looks like ya got nut in your eye
My fault, I didn't notice, you was still there
Now go and wash that shit out your hair, bitch
I need a girl not afraid to bone
Even if her mommas and pops is still home
And if her daddy suddenly walks in
He just might see me my nuts on his daughter's chin

[Violent J]
Everybody in the hood says that you're easy
You look a little cracked out, a little sleasy
You're a basehead, baby, you ain't shit
I'm still down if you down for a lil somthin somthin
A lil somthin somthin

[Chorus (2x)]

[2x]
Bitch let me hit, I won't be long
As soon as I nut, I'm gone

[Chorus (3x)]

RAIN LET IT FLOOD LET A CRIP KILL A BLOOD LET IT RAIN LET IT DRIP KILL A SLOB CAUSE I CLAIM CRIP LET IT RAIN LET IT THUNDER BURY A SLOB 6 FEET UNDER WHEN I DIE SHOW NO PITTY BREING MY SOUL TO GANGSTA CITY 6 FLYIN 5 DYIN 6 POPPIN 5 DROPIN CANT STOP WONT STOP BK ALL DAY EVERYDAY TILL MY BLU CASKET DROPS THROW THE C'S UP AND THA B'S DOWN FUCK ALL SLOBS KILL EM WIT MY KNIFE BK ALL DAY EVERYDAY CRIP FOR LIFE

When will it end


The knife tearing at my heart taking away all sensation
Taking away my ability to love
Taking away my ability to be loved
The knife twisting and turning
My heart aching and bleeding
The pain gets worse by the minute
Just wanting to be gone
So I won’t feel the pain anymore
When will it end?
Wanting to run away
And ignore the problems
Wanting to stick the knife in deeper
Just to disappear


I can’t take it anymore
I can’t control it
I am not who you thought I was
I can’t be who you want me to be
I can’t love you the way you want me to
I can’t give you attention the way you need
I can’t comfort you the way you plead


This cut gets deeper and deeper
You’re making the pain more gruesome by adding salt
You make me feel useless
I can’t be who you want me to be
I can’t do what you want me to do
The pressure
The remarks
The put downs
The let downs
My world is coming down
My wall is going up
It’s crumbling in my hands


Whatever happened to the love
To the family
To the friends
What have I done?
I made you run away
Now I have to deal with the pain
The knife tearing at my heart
I just want to stick it in deeper
So I won't feel the pain any longer
When will it end?
When will it be okay?

with this knife.....


with this knife upon my wrist,
all it takes is one little cut,
one single slice,
that will end my life
of all this strife.
with this knife upon my skin,
which lets me bleed
until my life ends,
ending my sorrow,
ending my pain,
ending everything i've ever wished for,
that I never would have gained.
with this knife upon my skin,
i end my life
of all this sin,
so i'll sit here now,
and pull this knife,
then for me there'll be no more life,
no more sorrow,
no maore pain,
just a grave where no one came.

"Many Men (Wish Death)"
(feat. Lloyd Banks)


[LLOYD BANKS]
Man we gotta go get something to eat man
I'm hungry as a motherfucker


[50 CENT]
Ay yo man, damn what's taking homie so long son?


[LLOYD BANKS]
50, calm down, here he come


[9 Shots]


[Banks and 50]
Ahh, ohh, what the fuck!?


[50 CENT]
Ahh! son, pull up! pull up!


[50 CENT]
Many men, wish death upon me
Blood in my eye dawg and I can't see
I'm trying to be what I'm destined to be
And niggas trying to take my life away
I put a hole in a nigga for fucking with me
My back on the wall, now you gon' see
Better watch how you talk, when you talk about me
'Cause I'll come and take your life away


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me


Now these pussy niggas putting money on my head
Go on and get your refund motherfucker, I ain't dead
I'm the diamond in the dirt, that ain't been found
I'm the underground king and I ain't been crowned
When I rhyme, something special happen every time
I'm the greatest, something like Ali in his prime
I walk the block with the bundles
I've been knocked on the humble
Swing the ox when I rumble
Show your ass what my gun do
Got a temper nigga, go'head, lose your head
Turn your back on me, get clapped and lose your legs
I walk around gun on my waist, chip on my shoulder
Till I bust a clip in your face, pussy, this beef ain't over


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men
Many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me


Sunny days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain
Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain
Death gotta be easy, 'cause life is hard
It'll leave you physically, mentally, and emotionally scarred
This if for my niggas on the block, twisting trees and cigars
For the niggas on lock, doing life behind bars
I don't see only god can judge me, 'cause I see things clear
Quick these crackers will give my black ass a hundred years
I'm like Paulie in Goodfellas, you can call me the Don
Like Malcolm by any means, with my gun in my palm
Slim switched sides on me, let niggas ride on me
I thought we was cool, why you want me to die homie?


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men
Many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me


Every night I talk to god, but he don't say nothing back
I know he protecting me, but I still stay with my gat
In my nightmares, niggas keep pulling techs on me
Psych says some bitch done, put a hex on me
The feds didn't know much, when Pac got shot
I got a kite from the pens that told me, Tuck got knocked
I ain't gonna spell it out for you motherfuckers all the time
Are you illiterate nigga? You can't read between the lines
In the bible it says, what goes around, comes around
Homie shot me three weeks later he got shot down
Now it's clear that I'm here, for a real reason
'Cause he got hit like I got hit, but he ain't fucking breathing


Many men, many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me
Lord I don't cry no more
Don't look to the sky no more
Have mercy on me
Have mercy on my soul
Somewhere my heart turned cold
Have mercy on many men
Many, many, many, many men
Wish death upon me

Should I Go?


If I died, would you even know?
Just one little bullet, one single blow.


What am I to you, except a pain.
If I were dead, you would probably gain.


Am I the only one who feels this way?
Should I go on to see another day?



I'm confused, my life's a mess.


With death, comes no stress.


Would anyone even cry?
I bet all eyes would stay dry.


Sometimes I wish I could end it
If death was meant for me...
[BANG BANG I AM DEAD TY FOR PUSHING ME OVER THE EDGE]

damn that is sexy as hell "drools"

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