Hey everyone, sorry for my disappearance. I am going through hell right now. dealing with back stabbing family members who can't even tell me to my face that I have 2 weeks to get out. Or even give me a reason why they are doing it in the frist place. But I am over it, Once I am out of here, I will have nothing to do with them ever again. I promise I will get to re[;ies tonight hopefully if I can concentrate....

I am done with it all. I may not be having a place to live, and on top of it all, the one person Ithought I could talk to has left me high and dry over something stupid. Whatever, I guess I am ment to walk this life alone......

this is a result of boredom....

I sit here in my own little world, trying to tune out all the hate and violence in the world. But in the end I find myself overcome with the pain and suffering of the world. Each scream I hear. Each punch I feel. Every death I live through and yet it does not stop. No matter what I try, no matter what I say, it happens the same. But there is a light in the darkness. A light that all the hatred and all the sadness can not extinguish. That light is hope.

Well it is offical, my life is just fucked.. Found out an ex of mine as been doing meth for god knows how long and now I am not sure if I can trust anyone again... She lied and broke a promise to me, now I am unsure if I should keep on living..