Ive really stopped lately and looked at my life, ive put so much of my own wants aside handling issues within my family that its become left on me and sadly stated so to me by my elder sister. you want something more but what women in there right mind wants a guy who lives with his mother. no matter the reason thats whats viewed. or seen as (unreliable) even though in truth im here cause she was sick and out of all 3 of us kids i was the only one who could come home. my bothers out of state completely cut off due to his work and my sister has a family and a husband of her own. im 26 gonna be 27 this year and got nothing to show for anything i ever have done, im truely starting to believe nice guys do finish last, that chivalry and everything i know is just wrong. doughting everything thing people and dont get me started on my relationship him AkA "God" bad things happen hes testing you. god things happen "he works in mysterious ways" well im tired of being tested and im tired of watching everyone around me thrive and i left on the damn side line. somethings gotta be done is all i gotta say or atleast changes. idk someone will have a good laugh at this
well a good nights sleep always makes everything better. well its when you dont wanna crawl your ass out of bed it sucks.
You know when is enough enough. When do you know to just walk away. im here day after day and i dont know why. it use to be a small sense of comfort in a weird way. but not so much anymore. here or not i feel alone so i need to deside if its even worth staying.
Please Forgive Me lyrics
Songwriters: Adams, Bryan; Lange, Robert John Mutt;
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I wanna love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?
So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
Still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all the moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do
So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
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There was a blind girl who was filled with animosity and despised the world.
She didn't have many friends, just a boyfriend who loved her deeply, like no one else.
She always used to say that she'd marry him if she could see him.
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Suddenly, one day someone donated her a pair of eyes.
And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend.
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She was astonished to see that her boyfriend was blind.
He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?"
She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy.
I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."
With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy.
Take care of yourself, and my eyes."