ONE MIN I AM HOT THE NEXT I AM COLD BUT MOST THE TIME ITS COLD AND I CANT STAND IT NO MORE IS DRIVEING ME NUTS I HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE THE STARTOF THE YEAR AND I THINK THINGS ARE GETTING TO ME MORE SO NOW THAN EVER

TO ALL MY FRIENDS I AM NOT FEELING WELL SO IF I DONT COME ON EVER AGAIN I AM DEAD I CAN ONLY WISH I WAS I FEEL LIKE SHIT AT THE MO AND I DONT CARE FOR LIFE MUCH MORE REALLY ITS JUST THINGS CHANGE AND THINGS HAPPEN I GUESS ITS NOT ANYONES BAD JUST ME OK BLAME ME I AM SHIT AND I JUST HATE THE LIFE THAT I LEAD

 i dont know what it is but love songs are makeing me cry i dont know why maybe its cuz this guy i hold near in my heart he needs no names for he know who he be well i hope he does anyway if you think this is about you mail me and i will tell yo if your right but love songs make me cry late at night and in the morning and in the afternoon but i cant stop lis to them tears of happyness or what was happyness??????

NEW wiki LOVERS

as a good song says "I'm not ok" i am cofused lost evan what did i do i cant see what i did wrong i am not sure but i guess i hurt him somehow and i am getting the blame again for somethin i dont evan know about all i want to know is WHAT DID I DO?????? i am so confused it ent funny anymore all i know is what i feel but i cant say a word no more

Why you

Why did I fall in love with you?
All the pain you bring me
The entire heart ace I get
From loving you
Why did I do it?

I can’t be with you
Yet I find myself thinking of you
Why can’t I have you?
Why can’t you be mine?
Why do you love someone else?
Why did I fall in love with you?

What with love
Why do I still love you?
I give up on love
I wave the white flag as I know
I know I will never have the love I want
For you can never be mine
So I never want love


{by Dj-raven} its not my best one I know but it’s a good one I think

wow just found out this hole time i liked you you lie to me saying you like me back and yet i find somethings out about you that i wish i never did know and now i dont evan know if i want to know you let alone talk to you so did you lie to me all the time was i your toy was i fun when you could not have me now you can am i just a game and you dont want me now do you think you can just throw me away like some old toy well i guess you can but as you do so you brake my heart into a mill bits that will never get picked up again for you where the only one i loved ever only truely loved you and now you broke me like all the others broke me after i thought you was the one the one for me i thought you really could have been it and that would be it i would be happy with someone but you smashed them dreams now and i never now know what to say i am broken and hurt and left laying here on the floor bleeding and its all cuz of you i hope your happy now i hope your happy you killed me thats it i have gone i am dead to you and the world i say my goodbyes and crawl into the darkness and take my life my shit lil empty life thats full of pain and hurt and heart brake i bid thee fair well


Dj-raven helen black smith O'connerMac mara

my dog red had 7 pups today Hadrian, Hakim , Sacha, Lachlan & Kael (boys) Aarti and Aamira (girls)

dont think i wil be around for much longer now dont ask why i ent gunna tell you dont try and stop me cuz it ent gunna work

your words cut deeper than any knife can ever cut me like a sharp knife they dig deep into my heart baby your the one i want but i can never tell you for someone else will not let me i want to tell you i want to brake the chains that hold me tight to this place i want the world to know that i want you i want you I WANT YOU but still your words cut me like that knife on the side that knife that looks so sharp and sweet so cold and yet so full of pain your words are so much like that knife takeing to my neck and then i am gone that knife is what your words do to me cant you see cant you see that you where made for me and i was made for you o cant you see plz tell me you can see that plz tell me you can see it o i just need to know that you can see we are ment to be together

you wish to see my wiki you have to ask me now and i will be happy to add you to let you on to it

ever think you where free?

well i can tell you no one is ever really free not in this life anyways... you have rules right well rules do not mean you are free they are the lines by what we live by everyday and some play the rules some do not some think that they can get away and then get found out life is not free so is there such a word as free what is free who is really free

death will be come you

ye be warned now that death will be come you when thee thinks thee is safe it creeps up with its cold hands and grabs thee

take my hand walk the line with me

i walk the fine line of death and life and if you know whats in a name my name is one you dont want to be stuck with......dont know what i am on about.....
spooked by what i say

so you should be

deaths the name and pains my game

as it says death is in my name if you dont understand you dont know who i am but hey you will get over it death is in my name and pain is my game if you dont know how i work you soon will for i am who you will never know and yet i will always be the thought in the back of your head