Ouchy, i have yet another throat related illness "/.
It hurts a lot. And i have to go out today. facking hell.
somebody burn down sunderland so i can stay home and mope?
Why do i have so much shit in my room. Well, not actual shit, but lots of mess. It's so stressful for me O_O
& haha, sucks to be you reading this shoddy diary entry.
I love the fact the nights are lighter these days. It makes the day seem so much longer :)
Mmmmmmm, kerrang radio is better than sex.
Kind of in pain and a little bit dissapointed in myself, not really sure if i like what im doing. I mean i like it, but i dont know if i should be -_-
some hours later...
^^ fuck that shit man. im sick of not having fun and living for myself. im gonna have fun and that is that
Mixed moooood >_<
not sure whether im looking forward to tomorrow (cuddles), worried about my gran, or pissed off because i have a huge bruise on my leg.
I hate people who feel they constantly need to havea girlfriend/boy
For some reason my diary entries always include hatred for something or someone. I'm a lovely person really, even though my diary tells different.
But!May i ask, whats the point in having a diary which everyone can read? Isn't a diary meant to be private??
i hate becky so much, im going to punch her in the face with a wet shovel.
Know who i hate more than becky? Oh wait, thats impossible.
Guys come a close second though. they can jump up osmas ass crack and be strangled by hair. And yes, all of them. Including you there. yes. you. i hate you.
Hmmm, i feel marginaly better. Thankyou to msn&phone slightly. No nun or lesbianism for me...or SOMEBODY will laugh at me xD
Just took this quiz about what kind of a flirt i am and apparentally xD
You Are a Coy Flirt
You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.
Me, an object of obsession. I fucking wish!
Sooooo. I've come to a conclusion. Once people get to know me they stop being remotely interested in me.
& that (even though i am not attractive) people want me so they can get me into bed. And for nothing else. What ever happened to the lovely world of fancying somebody? I don't want to get fucking married or even be with anyone, but for someone to express interest in me would be delightful -_-. I'd like to point out this isnt aimed at anyone, so i dont want any messages saying "but i like you xD" because it's mankind in general. And this has happened on way too many occasions for my liking. blehh. At least kerrang radio is keeping my hapy ^^_
Lesbian or nun? Difficult choice.
¬.¬
Taking risks is fuuuuun, i think i may turn into a bit of an adrenaline junkie [:
First proper cuddle for aggggges last night ^_^ it's made me really quite happy [:
Only got like 3 hours sleep -___- but it was totally worth it.
Hopefully i'll be able to function properly tomorrow :P
Thankyouuuuuuuu Mr. You know who you are :)
I have the worst headache ever. Yet i'm still sat here on my laptop -_-
I think that everything that happened last year fucked me up more than i thought, cos now i cant stop crying >_<
I am toooootally damaged goods
Oh, language is dead, or so she believed
I'm looking up, socially bereaved.
Just like Carlisle she lies on the border.
Disorder surrounds her every n-o-u-n
ONE NIGHT IN OCTOBER n_n
Just deleted loads of obscure shite from my itunes, that holds no rhythm and should be shat on and diseased with swine flu.
Getting back to the basics (YYYY)
It's amazing how quickly people get over things ini? Nevertheless, im really happy for said person n_n it's all for the better really [=
Cool day tomorrow, getting something over with i've been dreading for weeks, then off to the town shopping for presents with nathanjameswankface :P
I. Love. Life =D
It's wierd how things move on isn't it. Without any notice, things change so much and you're just left to deal with it. In the words of my gran 'there's nowt as queer as folk' (north east of england speak). Sometimes I wish i was a dog. All they have to worry about is the next time they will get a walk, some food to eat and another dogs bumhole to sniff >_<.
I need a life -___- and some stability. Suppose not everyone can get what they want though,ey?
Someone cheer me up plez?
Hasnt slept all night -_-