[Arcanien]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2007-12-24
Written: (6178 days ago)

A Little more of Me

Whether I am Pathetic to you or not.



Well, I would consider myself not to much to look at. I am kind, generous, sensative, caring, and some what humble.

I am also considered a Heart mender, even though I am a considered one, doesn't mean that I am perfect and don't break hearts. Because I admit, that I have broken hearts, and I am not proud of it, because I am what you would call an Empath, and feel others emotions. When I hurt someone I feel it, and I hurt because of it. I have broken according to my knowledge and that I know 2 hearts in my life, I am sure there are more, but there are only 2 that I know were completely my fault and broke horribly.

And to you right now, I probly sound like an EMO!!!! But I can truly tell that I am not, I am what you call a reject, and rejects admit and see things that others don't, and are put down in society because of it.

But in general, I am shy, quite a loner I might add, I might right now have a lover, but it doesn't mean that I still don't have my loner thoughts and ways, or habbits you could also call them.

I am also a very caring person, I have a few people that I would know me here on fake, and could admit to that... but also one of them I would admit would also have negative things to say since I have broken her heart, but I also know.... I was the sweetest guy to her that she had ever known.... but now doesn't have much care or respect for me because of it because I made a few promises.... broke them horribly... and sort of without intention... left her in the dust, but there are a few of them that I still plan on keeping when I have the money, and if that person is reading this you know who you are.


I am also annoyingly Optimistic... well have been considered that anyway. In hard and bad times, I always try to bring the good out in things.... hehe even when others don't want me to...


I am also considered a romantic.... extremely romantic, why I don't know, just all that girls that have know me, always blurt out that I am a Romantic, and a good one at that.


But other few odd ball things about me, my favroite Color is Deep Passion Blue, My favorite shape it a Heart, I am also a Computer freak... AKA Nerd... lol, my favorite car is a Nissan Skyline... Hehe kick ass car... But another Big thing about me, I am a Juggalo Clown, have been since birth, and will be for the rest of my life and my Jokers card it The GREAT MELINKO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well... if you have any other questions about me, feel free to ask and I will gladly answer them to my fullest Extent.
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