I do not wish to be harmful to anyone and I shall not proceed any further until I know that everything that I've done is no longer harmful to those that I care for. I do not wish to be a burdon to anyone any longer and if thats what I've become, I wish to be told, for I do not want to be that and I shall leave if thats what I'm to become. Thank you for reading and I hope that you're....alright...You know that I'm talking to you....Please...I fear your hate...and mistrust...I love you