Allow me to explain to you why my heart keeps breaking. I fall in love with the right guy, but all I find is that I'm not the right girl. My heart shatters as my soul becomes misplaced. All I want to do is sit down and cry as my heart continues to break. Now I've no idea what I'm going to do because my hearts pieces are all lost and I don't know how I'm going to find them once more. I feel lost without love and I feel hurt without life. I just want someone to take that sword that they stab others in the back with and plunge it through me for anything is worse than that fate of lonelyness which I seem to need to face alone for the rest of my life. If you've anything to say to me, I'm here when I'm here. If I seem a bit snippy, you must realize that I've probably been crying which does put me in a slight mood so....bear with me. I need someone to talk to....someone who's willing to listen to me....someone who I can trust that I can't hurt....that can't be hurt...and that can't hurt me.