So this is a little weird to be writing but... Yesterday I found out my Zveal still had feelings for his ex and they were confusing and stressing him out I offered to share him with said ex and then promptly began thinking of what would happen if she said no...As things turned out she said yes so we won't dwell on what I would have done. Needless to say I know have a gf and my Zveal this brings me joy

Mostly because I'm tired of explaining here's what happened.
I have a very high tolerance to drugs and alcohol so high in fact that I get alcohol poisoning but not drunk needless to say Sunday was not a fun experience for me. I'm very lucky to be alive.

Don't mind the darkness in my heart
It's just the scars left from the past
The past I left behind when I met you
You are the one who made me forget
Forget the sorrow I've born for far too many years
Years lost in the mists that time has given me

Don't mind the darkness in my heart
Don't mind the scars I bear
Don't mind the anger you see
My hearts been hurt but not anymore

Don't mind the scars I bear
They're just distant reminders of a sorrow
A sorrow best left in the past
The past I've forgotten thank to you
You are the one to heal me of my sorrow
Please don't go now

Don't mind the darkness in my heart
Don't mind the scars I bear
Don't mind the anger you see
My hearts been hurt but not anymore

Don't mind the anger you see
It's just a reminder of the ones who came before
The ones who came before kept hurting me
Thanks to you I've finally escaped
Escaped the darkness that threatened to engulf me
Escaped the scars that threatened to take me over
Escaped the anger that threatened to break me

Don't mind the darkness in my heart
Don't mind the scars I bear
Don't mind the anger you see
My hearts been hurt but not anymore
Not anymore

Marpsy

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fight, we'll never fade
I'll promise you forever and my soul today

Papa Roach, No Matter What
I swear it Corey I will be yours until my dying day

I've officially decided I need to go on depression meds...I think I finally figured out what's wrong and it all adds up. Lately I've been unable to sleep and dizzy so one of three things is wrong with me


The most unlikely possible is I'm pregnant ( Thank you dad for once again freaking me and proving your an asshole)
I've become diabetic which is slightly more reasonable considering y'know I've been hypoglycemic for my enitre life
My depression has gotten beyond my level of control

There are some days I can't get off my knees
The feelings so strong knock me down
And yet I don't accept it
Because I won't let you keep me on my knees
I won't let my sorrow keep me down

You wanna know why I fight?
I fight because of you
I fight because of him
I fight because of her
I fight for me!

When I start to wonder why I keep breathing
I think of you and what you said
And suddenly I'm fighting to stand up again
I'm fighting for myself again

You wonder why I fight
I fight because of you
I fight because of him
I fight because of her
I fight for me!

Marpsy

No drama instead,
Your words go over my head.
Let's stop hurting each other,
So we can be alright.
You're so perfect in bed,
But still you're fucked in the head.
Everything you say,
I can't take your lies.
I can't take your lies.
This is just another Romeo and Juliet.

Pop Evil, Another Romeo and Juliet
New song I'm obsessed with >.> why does the boy keep finding songs that somehow end up being my song of the week

fair warning to all who know me i may make no sense whatsoever i'm typing with one inch false nails which is a little hard but we make such sacrfices for prom

It seems I have a new relative well sort of my dad is my step dad who divorced my mother so what does that make his new "wife" and is she even really his wife. Urgh I'm so confused god damn facebook

Cuz I'm a badass
And you don't want to class
Cause your mouth's writing checks that your face can't cash
And this warning's your last
You just crossed my path and I'll drop you fast

Saliva, Badass


Hehe this weeks song I'm obsessed with for some odd reason

http://darkness-touched.forumotion.com/

Para rpers only

So my dad has officially lost all my respect this morning he called me a whore and slut and pissed me off royally. He also made a very clear comment about why I'm here (I'm a bastard for all of you who don't know). I'm so close to punching him in the face the next time I see him it's not funny

I'm in love with somebody
Found someone who completes me
I'm in love with somebody , oh yeah
And it's not you

Read my finger whatcha gonna do?
See these lips are all done talkin' to you
I don't mean to bruise your ego
But I've had you nailed down for so long
And I don't see your name on my tattoo

Halestorm, It's Not You
-Dedicated to all those who had a chance but chose to treat me wrong

I am searching for the perfect character pic for Demon my redheaded beauty help?

But I got a girl who can put on a show
The dollar decides how far you can go

She wraps those hands around that pole,
She licks those lips and off we go,
She takes it off nice and slow,
'Cause that's PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

My Darkest Days, Ponstar Dancin'
Played with three days grace last night (which I sadly did not see) but mmm yea I love this band

I used to think I was just another girl
That I'd never get my turn
That no matter what I'd always be
The one no one really loved
Then I got a shock
Someone out there sees me as special
A treasure to be protected
Someone to be loved
Now I'm not just another girl
I'm someone's one of a kind
And he's the only one for me
This old broken angel
Has found her bleach
Now she's like new
Wings once more brilliant red
Halo once more shining
I'm not just another girl
I'm his little naughty angel
And no matter what
I love being his.

Marpsy

I found a band that just mmm I love the singers voice and their songs make me purr...It kind of makes me sad that i'm not going to Three Days Grace but Oh well. It's how it is

Could you forgive someone for raping you?

I can't. Maybe I'm an unforgiving bitch but I can't. So why would someone tell me that I can't hold that against that person, when that person's mere touch makes me want to scream and run. I don't really understand it

I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker, I don't give a fuck!
I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker, I don't give a flying fuck!


Because apparently my boyfriend feels it needs posted don't look at me I didn't do it

Hey little liar
Tell me is it true
Did you really think I wouldn't find out?
Did you think I'd forgive you?
Well let me tell you little liar
I know what you did
And I don't forgive you
No at all
You should be ashamed
You should know little liar
I don't forgive so easy
You should known I'd find out
Now you look at me
With those sad eyes
Knowing I'm not going to take you back
And yet begging for me to do so
Well let me tell you little liar
If you loved me
You should never have cheated on me
I don't forgive you
No Little Liar
This is your fault

Marpsy
-written for a friend to her gf

Hmm I smell jealousy regardless I shall handle it in typical fashion and have a girls day which will appease them. I know this because they're my family.