[Dornhal dragon]'s diary
Finally, the only thing to make me happy today is one song...
Last night, I sat in my car for over two hours watching the most amazing thunderstorm ive ever seen. Lighting flashed and arched every second for the whole duration, it was just one after another, sometimes 3 or 4 at a time, the rain was in huge drops and it hailed heavily...so beautiful...I felt so at peace...
Then, today at work, I crawls up the stairs of an apartment on all fours, as I always do, and one of the little girls that lived there followed me up and asked me; "Um...are you an animal?" I replied; "Yes, I am..." She smiled all big and giggled and proceeded to follow me up the stairs several times on all fours with me...
It warmed my heart, when I sire offspring, they will be female...
Written about Tuesday 2009-06-09
Written: (5645 days ago)
73 people deleted off my list...the last 28 of you, are my Elite...you still matter to me...
41! 42!! They drop like flies!
listen to the fucking song!
over and over and over and over and over
http://www.you
Oh here we go, 23 friends deleted off my list and im still going...
http://www.you
and this song, so fitting...
People and their secrets...alwa
AHAAHAHAH!!!!
Im going to lose what little I hold dear...
Everyone I care about is leaving or destroying me....
You fucking humans and your shit....god dammit I hate all of you!!!! Fucking shit...
I cant do this shit again! I cant stay level headed when it hits me again and again!!!
Lord Byron (1788 - 1824):
Darkness
I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day,
And men forgot their passions in the dread
Of this their desolation; and all hearts
Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:
And they did live by watchfires--an
The palaces of crowned kings--the huts,
The habitations of all things which dwell,
Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,
And men were gathered round their blazing homes
To look once more into each other's face;
Happy were those who dwelt within the eye
Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch
A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;
Forests were set on fire--but hour by hour
They fell and faded--and the crackling trunks
Extinguish'd with a crash--and all was black.
The brows of men by the despairing light
Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
The flashes fell upon them; some lay down
And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;
And others hurried to and fro, and fed
Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up
With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
The pall of a past world; and then again
With curses cast them down upon the dust,
And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd,
And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawl'd
And twined themselves among the multitude,
Hissing, but stingless--the
And War, which for a moment was no more,
Did glut himself again;--a meal was bought
With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
All earth was but one thought--and that was death,
Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
Of famine fed upon all entrails--men
Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
The meagre by the meagre were devoured,
Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one,
And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
The birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay,
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead
Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
Which answered not with a caress--he died.
The crowd was famish'd by degrees; but two
Of an enormous city did survive,
And they were enemies: they met beside
The dying embers of an altar-place
Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things
For an unholy usage; they raked up,
And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands
The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
Blew for a little life, and made a flame
Which was a mockery; then they lifted up
Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
Each other's aspects--saw, and shriek'd, and died--
Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
The populous and the powerful--was a lump,
Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless--
A lump of death--a chaos of hard clay.
The rivers, lakes, and ocean all stood still,
And nothing stirred within their silent depths;
Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And their masts fell down piecemeal: as they dropp'd
They slept on the abyss without a surge--
The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
The moon their mistress had expir'd before;
The winds were withered in the stagnant air,
And the clouds perish'd; Darkness had no need
Of aid from them--She was the Universe.
Alright Fake, Ive been listening to a loop from
[Eden Synthetic Corps - Architecture]
and I cant get enough of it, it drives Grendel into a lust...
the loop is between 1:10-1:50
here is a link: http://www.you
I want more music like this, if anyone can help, I would be most appreciative.
LOL!
I lol'd so hard...
Curiously, I spent all night and most of my morning in the most realistic Zombie infection dream...I know that that has been covered from almost every angle, yet, ive never seen one from the way I experienced it.
It was like, everyone knew the infection was coming, and they were all trying to fortify their buildings to survive the hoard. I was part of each scenario, a different part of the city, different group of people...etc.
The first one I remember was a school, the principle ordered things locked up and such, everyone was freaking out. I was rather heavily armed, as I would be in such a situation. It was so quiet for a long time, then you could begin to hear them outside, moaning and screaming and screeching out in inhuman pain...rather terrifying...
They managed to get in somehow, they are so strong in big numbers, they bit a teacher and she went wild, ripping into the horrified students, I splattered her brains over one of them, but it was too late, this infection spread in seconds...
Soon I was the only one left, locking myself in the conference room, chairs and tables in front of the door...I dont remember how I got out alive, but I made it to a police station and met another man like me, someone proactive, a leader. I suggested we get ourselves some armor, so we broke into the armory of the station and started to rig up some full body Kevlar and riot helmets. We armored up a police SUV and drove around for a while, picking up survivors and running down the undead, until they came in force and flipped us, they killed them all, and I barely got out. I made it to some kind of facility on the edge of the city. There was a strange fear of nuclear weapons the whole time, I think they were used to try and stop them...
I met a young druid girl there... we got along well, well enough to make love between each zombie hoard...
Such a strange dream....it went on for about 10 RL hours....