wow its so hard to lose someone speacial to u and sometimes they will not forgive u for what u did to themm or told them or showed them.why can't any one trusted me*tears slide down face*there is a person i lie to and they said they will forgive but i don't really know if he really forgave me so yea.im scared what other people think of me.well a i maybe beautiful or drop dead goreous. but people call me a slut cuz of it. *crying now as writes more*why can't people just say ok i forgive u next time there will be no next time will there*tears and more tears slide down face*