I stole Reese's phone at the library then left then brought it back cause I felt bad.

He's going to kill me tomorrow. I mean, actually KILL me. He told me so. XD

As long as we don't run into each other during school, I should be fine. >.> XD

Hrrm...hmmm...hm. *ponders* Can't think of anything else of importance to report.

Yesterday after school Sam and I went up to the elementary and slid around on the ice behind the woods. That was awesome. We were out there scooting around on our stomachs and asses. XD

Not much else has happened, really. I saw Cameron at lunch and he was talking to this other guy with floofy hair, and I thought to myself: "They'd make a really cute couple!" XD

I had to stay after school to take my math exam. It was actually pretty easy, because some kid wrote the answers in the test book. XD I know I'm gonna fail it though. u.u

We have to do a stupid hand assignment in art where we trace shadows of our hands. I tried to get Bryan to hold still so I could trace his hand's shadow, but he kept shaking, so I tried to hold it still and it still shook. I gave up and started trying with my own hand. >.>

I get to use my calligraphy, though. ^_______^ I love calligraphy, though my pens are packed away...hrm...I'll make do. ^___^

We're watching a retarded movie in biology called Lorenzo's Oil. It's about a little kid with ALD and he's a vegetable. >.> It's a true story so I kinda feel bad for the kid but it's dumb. n.n

Saala was crying at the end. It was so funny. XD I mean, I didn't cry, but big bad Saala did. XD! I hope I'm spelling his name right. >.>

He needs to go back out with Saloney. n.n Or Saloney with him. I think she doesn't like him anymore. Whatever. n__n

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. Ms. Balbough is being such a bitch. n__n! She's working us like dogs. It wasn't this bad last semester...

Sam and Nick both got moved to A lunch and even Quadarrel's in C lunch. I'm stuck with Dominique and Shteve in B. u.u As stupid and annoying as Quadarrel was, I wish he had B lunch at the very least. u.u

Guhhhhhhh...what else...what else... Oh yes, Sam discovered she has a thing for Mexicans. That amuses me to no end. XD But what I don't get is why she won't date Danny, who is half-Mexican but very attractive, but she'd rather date a fat Mexican she's never met. o.O Well, that's Sam for ya.

Oh yeah! Yesterday Sam and I went up to the school and wrote stuff in the snow. She showed me her gigantic E and of course I added to it. X3 I put "I *heart* KHAI" in the lower part of the E and then "Lee *heart* Khai" in another place. ^o^! I want a camera so I can take pictures of it. XD I would've added more but my fingers were getting frostbite. XD

Today we made snow angels. Sam's turned out with eagle-wings, mine with butterfly wings, and Missy's had moth wings. XD

I need to get highlights. n.n I'll make Sam take me somewhere or something.

I need contacts too. u.u I'm hoping my dad will take me to the optomitrist soon so I can get a new prescription, and then convince my dad to get contacts instead of glasses. n.n

And now I go to shower, and then read Vixen's nifty stories. :3!

The buffet whatchamacallit place had icky food. u.u

Hrm...lots of new art. My sketchbook kept leaping at me from it's place on top of the computer monitor. >3

Lots of art I should be coloring. Well, not really lots, but I should get to work. Only, I don't want to. XD I've been working on art all day so I need a break.

Mr. Turner should be happy when I get to show him my latest stuffs, though. ^_________^

I'm working on both a new coloring and art style, and so far they're both turning out great. The coloring's a bit iffy and still experimental but the art's a style I'm definitely keeping. :3

I got an 87% on my computers test. Woot for me! I would've gotten higher if it didn't take me back to the questions I'd just answered. It told me I could change them if I wanted to and I assumed that meant that those ones were definitely wrong and that was why it was showing them. So I changed a couple before the teacher told us that the program's retarded and does that. So I got lower than I should have because it was stupid...but I wasn't about to take it over again. No way. n.n

We have to go to our homerooms on Monday to get our new schedules. That's so dumb. I already know what my classes are, thanks..!

I'm hoping I did well on the biology exam. I missed like the first month of school so I also missed half the first chapter so I didn't know any of that part. @_@ I guess that's what guessing's for!

I still need to take my art and algebra exams. I missed that day. There'll be a make-up day, I'm sure. I don't want Ms. Waters repremanding me about it though... x.x

Umm...umm...what else? *yawns* I wish Sam would come over. I'm SO bored. D: I'm thinking about walking up to Lucky Star and just kinda...lurking. Or the park. Yeah, probably the park. There's places to sit there and people don't think you're there to steal from them. >.>

But then if Sam comes over or calls I'll miss her. Damnit. >.<

I got a new sketchbook and pencils last night. Yay! No more fat half-sharpened crappy pencils! XD

Well, exams were FUN today. Actually, they weren't half-bad. I guess the whole laying on the cold, hard, uncomfortable floor on our stomachs thing was made up for with an hour of music and stuff. I'm pretty positive I did well on the gym exam. It was relatively easy.

I'm pretty sure I did well on the english exam too. Usually I excell in english, but my gawd, the teacher totally fucked it up. There were so many typos I wanted to scream at him. I had a hard time deciphering it as well as the vague directions and the mixed up test. @_@ But I got through it.

I had the BEST nap at Sam's house. I mean, THE. BEST. I slept so soundly and I was so warm and I had the nicest dreams. No nightmares or creepy dreams or spiders like the other night. I was so reluctant to wake up when my dad came to pick me up. I was in a dreamlike state for the longest time after I woke up and not a muscle in my body ached. I felt WONDERFUL. Hopefully tomorrow I can sleep like that at her house again, and maybe her mom will let me spend the night. That'd be awesome.

We're going to some family buffet thingy tomorrow or something. I dunno. I wasn't really listening, but whatever. At least I'll get to eat more than dry PB&J sandwiches. @_@

Sam showed me some old photos of herself today. That was nifty. She was an ugly kid, though. O_o;

I'm tired. *yawns*

I need to stop biting my nails. I'm going to make Sam smack me every time I do it. @_@

I don't know when next semester starts but I don't want it to. I don't mind another half year of art (although admittedly I'm getting sick and tired of seeing Dennis' face and hearing his rants... >_<) or even another half year of gym. Hell, I'm beginning to LIKE gym. I like doing the stretches and workouts every day now. Well, not the pushups or stupid running or basketball or swimming or flickerball or football or volleyball...but the badminton and dodgeball and team-tag and scatterball are fun. XD Anyways, I don't want to leave computers. That class was so damn EASY, I swear. And I certainly don't want HEALTH. Ew, babies and STDs and stuff. D:

I logged on earlier RIGHT after Khai got off. I was pissed. n__n

I'm sleepy. D: I want to lay down but my mom is hogging the couch. n.n

What else...what else...I guess nothing of importance. Oh well. n__n

I missed the bus, so my dad took me home. XD Even if today was just a half-day, I didn't feel like going.

I went back to sleep at about 7 and woke back up at 1:30. Yay for six hour-long naps. XD

Hmm...not much else to report today. *rolls*

My brain is tired but my body is hyper. It's almost scary. I want to run around and jump around and stuff. XD

I miss Khai. *hugs a pillow* n___n

Oh, oh, I saw that kid with the floofy hair today! XD I LOVE his hair! It's so long and blonde and floofy and EEE! XD

Hmmm...I think I have a dentist's appointment on Thursday. Boo. D:

Yay for a week of half-days of school! :D

Um...not much else to report, I think. Quadarrel was telling me about how he was masturbating the other day. I thought I was going to DIE. ;_______; I had to plug my ears and walk out of the cafeteria chanting "LA LA LA LA LA!" XD

Sam attacked him when he grabbed my hips again. It was so funny, she kept kicking him and missing and then she stubbed her toe. XD At least she tried, and I guess it's the thought that counts. He is getting SO annoying, I swear I'm going to CASTRATE him one of these days. >.<

I can't spell today. >.< I keep misspelling the easiest of words on my papers and making an insane number of typos.

I purposely fell asleep in computers. I didn't want to do the stupid practice exam again. Another 105 questions? No thanks.

I fell asleep in algebra again. Not my fault she's so damned boring. >.< Hope poked me and I lied and told her I wasn't asleep, when I was. XD

I'm not sure if I'm bored or hungry right now. When I'm bored I get hungry just to have something to do (eating). o.O

I'm cold. I swear, I was just uber-hot, and now I'm all cold. x.x

Poor Shteeb and Po'chop have these hacking coughs. I'm so worried about them but my parents refuse to take them to a vet. I doubt Sam would know what to do about it, I don't think hamsters cough...

*yawns and shivers* Sleepy...and cold... Maybe I'll go to bed early, even if it IS only 6:25. n___n;

I haven't felt very random lately. It's bothering me. I'm usually doing something scary. >.>

*hugs herself* Cold~ ;.;

*moos* Ah, there we go... XD

I bit my nails off. ;.; I'll have to stop that... >.<

*yawns* ... D:

"Happy Together" - The Turtles?


Imagine me and you, I do.
I think about you day and night,
it's only right.
To think about the one you love
and hold them tight.
So happy together!

If I should call you up,
invest a dime.
And you say you belong to me,
and blow my mind.
Imagine how the world would be
so very fine.
So happy together!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

Me and you, and you and me.
No matter how they toss the dice,
it had to be.
The only one for me is you,
and you for me.
So happy together!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba,
ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba.
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba,
ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba.

Me and you, and you and me.
No matter how they toss the dice,
it had to be.
The only one for me is you,
and you for me.
So happy together!

So happy together!

So happy together!

We're happy together!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

Yesterday or Thursday I let Lowell (I think that's how it's spelled O_o) borrow my extra credit wordsearch for biology, so that he could copy it. I circled the word "Nirpy" because I decided that's what Nyrb's middle name will be. Nyrb Nirpy Testicle-Ovary. :0 XD Anyways, when he passed his up, I saw Nirpy circled. Dumbass. XD

AMANDA: Latin/Spanish name meaning love, (fit) to be loved, with love, etc.

ASHLEY: Anglo-Saxon name. From the ash-tree grove, under an ash-tree, ash-trees, etc.

ANDREWS: Greek surname meaning courage or bravery; of, from, or by a man; manhood.

Literally, my name means that I am "Fit to be loved under an ash-tree/in the ash-tree grove by a man." That is so cool. :0

I felt the sudden urge to draw, but then my pencil was BROKEN. D:

So I searched the house. No pencils. Searched my bookbag. Only two pencils: my retarded mechanical pencil and Dennis' half-sharpened pencil.

I decided to give the Dennispencil a try, but it's not sharpened enough to use. And it has no eraser. T_T Damn you, Dennis! Damn you! D:< *shakes fist*

Yay for Friday the 13th~

Did you know that some official-type people wanted to dispel the Friday the 13th rumors and stuff, so they built a boat on F/13, chose the crew on F/13, put them on it and sailed it on a F/13, and they were never heard from again. XD True story!

Today we played capture the football in gym against Dennis' and Sam Ballou's and Rayeann's and uh...some other peoples I can't remembers' class. It was fun because a bunch of guys swarmed the border and me and my friends did the same on our side, and we kept teasing the other team, stepping over the line and then back again before our flags could be pulled. I love that game, it's so much fun, especially with another class playing. I liked it better when it was girls/girls and boys/boys with that class though. So much fun-ness!

Only thing I didn't like was when some guy from the other team ran past, and when I tried to grab his flag he grabbed my boob. XD I felt very violated. And then I tried to run past Dennis and Alex and Jared and that other kid and Brandon to go get...I think Jay? Yeah, Jay. Anyways, Dennis half-tackled me and apparently missed my flag and grabbed my butt. ;__; I think it was an accident though, because however silly and odd Dennis may be, he's not the kind that would go around grabbing butts. XD He's just not like that, he's more polite and stuff. So lots of creepy violations in gym. XD

Oh yeah, my shirt today has the Playboy Bunny on it and says "Kiss Me" across it. Brittany was on the other team and she wanted to get me to cross the line so she could grab my flag and offered to kiss me if I did. XD She's so silly. I got a hug from her in the locker room, though. :3 That was nifty.

I saw Cameron this morning. :0 <3 Nearly had a heart attack, too. XD Me and Sam went to get our papers from the office, and he and I think Kyle walked in as we walked out. I was thinking OMFG it's CAMERON. But I didn't say it aloud, because it would likely scare the entire office if I was screaming his name. XD I can't believe I still like him. Well, not really like him, because his personality is unfavorable, but I think he's cute. All that floofy red hair and those baggy skater clothes~ x3

But I don't need him, 'cause I've got Khai, and Khai is gazillions of times better than Cameron any day, no questions asked, without a doubt. <3 <3 <3 <3!

Sally was being retarded on the bus again. I wish I could but I can't remember any of the stuff he said. XD

After school I went to Sam's, as usual, and we half-snuggled (or rather, laid next to each other for warmth) under her blanket on her bed. She's always (well, almost always) so warm. I hate it. XD I'm usually really cold. Whatever. XD

I fell asleep in fifth hour when I was taking my practice final. I woke up with drool on my hand. XD!

Fell asleep in math, too. I'm surprised Ms. Waters didn't call on me; she usually does when she thinks I'm asleep, and then I wake up and answer it correctly. XD

Oh yeah. My dad took me to meet his boss or whatever, and he called me STEPHANIE. That's NOT my name, thank you. D: Maybe he's finally going senile? He is, like, 60-something, after all. O_o I think one of my half-sisters from his side is named Stephanie, so...I guess he got confused. Or something. I guess stupidity runs in the family. XD

Nyyyyyyyyyyrb...Nyyyyyyyyyrb! Pheer! XD /random

Hrm...what all happened today? I can't even remember everything, today was so funny. XD

Well, first of all, on the bus, Sally (who is actually a guy; his real name is Brandon) was telling us that he alledgedly had muscle spasms that happen at the most inconvenient of times. Like once, when he was sitting in the movie theatre, and his arm spazzed and he whacked the person next to him in the head. XD He said he's not allowed in that movie theatre anymore. XD;;

Then...um...hrm... There was first hour, and I guess not much exciting happened. Kathleen whipped out a pair of pens and demonstrated how I would repeatedly kick Brian in the face. That was interesting. XD

And then we talked about what we were afraid of. For me it's mainly heights. We got into the discussion of various amusement park rides, and of course Dennis had to give his input. It was clever, I think, but I can't remember what he said.. *thinks* Oh well.

And second hour was boring as usual...as was third hour, except when Mike poked my stomach and I turned and punched him in the arm. XD; Not that it would've hurt him, but my hand swelled up for a minute. XD

Fourth hour...nothing fun. Fifth...nothing fun. Sixth...nothing fun. Got invited to Amanda's sleepover thing, though I can't say I really want to go. All they'd do is get high and/or drunk. n_____n;;;;

But on the busride home, Sally was at it again; he was thinking of parodies for stores we passed. "White Castle: Where our castles are for white people only. Jackson-Hewitt: Where Michael Jackson rapes Hewitt. Piggly-wiggly's: ...Self-explanitory." They were so dumb, they were funny. I can't remember any of the really funny ones, but...oh well. Sally's always good for a laugh, even if sometimes he is a complete dumbass. x__x

Um...what else happened? Nothing, I think... Well, whatever.

I ate leftover pizza and got another tummyache. Damned Pizza Hut, poisoning my pizza. XD

Oh yeah, when me and Sam went to our locker, she attacked Dominique. Then he ran off yelling something about Quadarrel. We opened the locker and Sam said, "I'll bet he'll come out of the bathroom in a second, just walk right out of there." Cause our locker is right at the corner next to the boy's bathroom. O__o

But anyways, a second after she said that, he walked out of the bathroom and I couldn't stop laughing. Till he grabbed my ass, then I stopped to beat him with my biology book. XD He grabbed my side and I whacked him again, and then he was telling Sam and I about the shapes of our boobs. XD Then some teacher came and told us to go back downstairs cause we were being too loud. XD

Hmmmm...yep, that should be it. My day in a nutshell, if out of order and with little detail. xP

Oh, and I've got a sticker from a cucumber on my head. ^___^ <3

You'll never ever find a girl that loves you more than me~

I've had that part of "Shake It Off" by Mariah Carey stuck in my head for...a while now. Hrm.~

Today was strange. At lunch, Dominique was telling Nick, Quadarrel and I about how in sex-ed/health, he had to watch videos on vaginas and penises. And he told us a vagina looks like an ORANGE. XD Nick told him it looked like the inside of a strawberry. 0.o

Then they proceeded to talk about when they lost their virginity. I had to tell Dominique that it only counts when you're having sex with a woman. Your hand doesn't count. XD

Then we had this dumb thing where they told us about the classes we were taking next year. At our table it was, left to right: Dani (I think that's her name), Brittany, and Jacob, and then on the other side, Samantha, me, and Hope.

We all got suckers at the beginning and we paid little attention to the semiar thing.

So here's our basic conversation, if I remember it correctly. D = Dani, B = Brittany, J = Jacob, S = Samantha, H = Hope, A = mwah~

A: *chews on her sucker* Omg! There's a gooey center! o.o
B: Is it white?
A: No, but...it's gooey!
A few minutes later, Jacob pokes at my boobs with some papers.
A: What're you doing?
J: ...Uh.
B: He's trying to touch your chest area.
A: Chest area? XD
A few minutes afterwards, Jacob is rubbing his leg against my thigh.
A: What are you doing? 0.o
J: Uh.
He continued to do that as I ignored him until he noticed it didn't bother me, then stopped.
A bit later, a few minutes before we had to leave, he made a grab for my crotch.
A: What ARE you DOING?! 0_____o;;
J: *half-grins and stands up, avoiding a kick from B and A*
And then I think we left... Quadarrel told me he was going to sit next to me but I managed to make Hope sit there before he could.

And...hrm...I can't figure out how to get into my EDP thing for school. Oh well. >.>

OMFG SHINIES. 8D

This morning Eddie (no, Khai... >.> XD; Eddie's this guy in my art class who's a total weirdo in the oddest of senses; you'll see) was watching Kathleen draw. We were supposed to all do something that we feel strongly about (the issue I addressed was racism/homophopia, for personal/family reasons, but that's not important right now), and Kathleen was drawing a really scrawny cat to stand against animal abuse. Dennis walked by and half-sarcastically told her it was a "cute kitty." XD

Anyways, Eddie felt, for reasons unknown, compelled to tell us that he once put bleach and ammonia into a can of tuna and fed it to a cat. Why he would ever do such a sick thing is beyond me, but then he told us he thought it was FUNNY. The half of the class that was listening, including Mr. Turner (the art teacher) and myself, assured him that he was a sick, awful, terrible bastard who would surely burn in hell after dying of starvation or suicide in a mental help facility. He was basically arguing with the opinion that the cat was stupid and therefore all stupid creatures should be killed, and that the bible says animals "have no souls." Somehow that got turned into a conversation about various issues including the war, Bush, politics in general, torture, rights, and other rather unrelated topics.

And then he told us that people aren't animals. You're scientifically either a plant, animal, or a rock. I know which one I'd rather be (a ROCK! xD).

So I'm sitting here eating half-burnt popcorn. Why is it half-burnt? Cause I was dancing in the kitchen and wasn't watching the microwave, which was set to defrost. XD

I have big hips. O_o I bumped into about three people or objects today and have to constantly squeeze past or through things. Oddly, my butt is small. Is that normal? I don't know enough normal females my age to really be sure. XD

I had an odd shiny obsession today. I stuck a piece of tape to my forehead that said "Hi, my name is SHINY" and glued some rhinestones to it. XD And then when Sam and I went to get Missy, I made them stop so I could pick up a shiny piece of paper off the ground. And me and Cheryl got into an argument on what is and is not shiny.

Yeah.

Oh, have I ever mentioned that I like taking random stickers off of random things and putting them on my forehead, shirt, or, on occasion, my butt? Cause I do. Like the other day, when I went to get a Gatorade out of the machine, and there was a sticker that said "Please open bottles slowly." Naturally, I wore it accross my hoodie all day. XD

Hrm...I think that's all. Now I have to go pee. XD!

Oh yes: I made Sam listen to System of a Down's "Shimmy." She was like, "Your boyfriend listens to CRAP." And I said, "Shh, don't tell him. XD" I hope we don't have to fight over radios and CD players and stuffs. 'Cause, well, that'd suck. XD

Yay, Fake's date is finally right! XD!

Well, today I had another odd conversation with Quadarrel. He's such a dumbass. XD Q fo' him, A fo' me, D for Dominique (a dumbass who hangs around at lunch). Yanno.

Q: Your boyfriend is SICK.
A: ...Why?
Q: 'Cause. You know.
A: Uh, no I don't.
Q: YES YOU DO. YOU'RE BOTH SICK.
A: Oookay then.
*time passes*
A: So why is my boyfriend "sick"?
Q: 'Cause...
D: She don't have a boyfriend, she has a girlfriend. Sam. They make out on the bus and hold hands and stuff, I SEE THEM.
A: XD What the fuck ever, Dominick (yes, I pronounce his name that way >.>)...
Q: No, no, it's YOU TWO.
D: *random spluttering*
A: Oh...my gawd...NO. *turns to the trash and makes a gagging, vomiting sound*
*Bell rings and peoples exit stage right XD*

Seriously, though. Not only is the thought of dating anyone who is NOT Khai enough to enduce vomiting, but really...Dominique? EW. D:<

I'm only 5'1", I found out, when Sam and I went up to the elementary to get Missy (Sam babysits Missy, who is ten). So...crap. XD

...Fake's days are off. O_o

~

"My Will" - Dream

sotto mezameru
hakanai omoi  zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

"ato sukoshi" to yuu kyori ga fumidasenakute
itsumo me no mae wa tozasarete-ita no
aitai aenai hibi wo kasaneru tabi ni
tsuyoi tokimeki wa setsunasa ni naru yo

moshimo eien to yuu mono ga aru nara
toomawari shite demo shinjite mitai
"bukiyou dakara KIZUtsuku koto mo aru" to
wakatte mo tomaranai mou dare ni mo makenai

anata no koto wo  omou
sore dake de  namida ga
ima afuredashite kuru yo
hakanai omoi  zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

tsuyogaru koto dake  shiri-sugite-ita watashi
dakedo ano toki kara  mayoi wa kieta yo

misetai to omou mono ga kitto atte
kikasetai kotoba mo takusan aru
egao nakigao mo zenbu mite hoshikute
matte-iru watashi wa yamete
"CHANSU" wo  tsukamu yo

anata no koto wo  omou
sore dake de  kokoro ga
tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru yo
hakanai omoi  zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

anata no koto wo  omou
sore dake de  namida ga
ima afuredashite kuru yo
tookute koe ga  todokanai dakedo itsuka wa
kanarazu todoku you ni
shinjite  la la  la la  la la...
shinjite  la la  la la  la la...
shinjite  la la  la la  la la...

(Or for the Japanese-illiterate...):

Quietly awakening...
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

Unable to move forward across "just a little more" distance
The way I see before me is always blocked
Every time the days I want to see you but can't pile up,
My strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak.

If there is such a thing as "eternity,"
I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way.
Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy
I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone.

I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

I've known all too well about pretending to be strong.
But since then, my doubts have vanished.

There's definitely things I want to show you
And so many words I want to hear
I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry
So I'll stop waiting
and seize my "chance."

I think of you,
and I feel like that alone is enough
to make my heart grow stronger.
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday
it definitely will...
Believe.  la la  la la  la la...
Believe.  la la  la la  la la...
Believe.  la la  la la  la la...

Dunno why Fake is saying it's the fifth...'cause it's NOT.

But anyways...I feel sick. Damned Sam and her persuasive offers of vodka. >____<

Thankfully I got some advice from my friend Kimie/Emma, so...I'll feel better in a little while, I'm hoping.

And no more straight vodka for me. Dx

Just hopped out of the shower. I cut about five inches off my hair! XD!

It looks lopsided. If it weren't lopsided, I'd like it. I'd fix it and even it out, but then it would be too short. I'll just let it grow out and then fix it up at some hair cutty place. >.>

But...I'm all proud of myself. I feel like such a rebel. XD

Things You May Not Know About Me - Updated! (Again! XD) (Hey! Read it, people! ;.;)

-I love my Khai! <3
-I'm atheist/agnostic (not entirely sure just which one, yet).
-I'm bisexual.
-I don't plan to attend a college; instead, I want to go to an art school, likely the one in Washington state.
-I consider myself to be a pagan/wiccan, although at the moment I'm still collecting the things needed to actually become one.
-I do not snore when I sleep and can usually be woken easily.
-I love to sing in the shower.
-I also love to step outside, around midnight, and stand on my back porch and sing.
-I hate singing in public, and ultimately refuse to do it. Ever.
-If you ever hear me sing, it either means you've snuck up on me or you're in the shower with me. And you're both lucky and in for one heck of an earache.
-I have a small bit of hair near my face that's a lot shorter than the rest. Last year on the bus, some kids were (for some reason) throwing wads of chewed gum at one another, and one piece landed in my hair. My friend next to me, Sam, laughed, so I took the piece out of my mouth and put it on the top of her head. She took the piece out of hers and put it in my hair. We both ended up cutting it out with scissors. XD
-My hair is brown, long and straight, curly/wavy towards the end, and down past my shoulders. I do plan on getting it cut shorter sometime soon.
-I have blue eyes.
-I wear glasses, but I'm supposed to be getting contacts soon.
-My eyesight is in the negative numbers; I'm almost legally blind, I think. XD
-The smallest toe on my left foot overlaps the one next to it. It's a permanant trait/mutation/gene/whatever that I recieved from my aunt on my mom's side. I had surgery when I was very young to have it straightened out, but it didn't work.
-I have high metabolism.
-I have ghastly pale skin.
-Both of my ears are pierced twice, and I plan on piercing the right one once more, at the top.
-I'm debating on getting a tattoo. If I ever do, it will likely be small.
-I'm around 5'2" and get picked on a lot because of it. XD
-My hair grows really fast.
-I mean this in the least nasty/dirty way possible, but I like to suck and chew on things, or having something in my mouth in general. This probably stems from my old habit of biting my nails (which I have finally but proudly broken). I tend to be seen with things like straws, bottle caps, candy, and gum in my mouth whenever possible. (There is a bottle cap in my mouth at this moment. XD)
-I get really uppity about my nails, now that I've grown them out. I file and clean them more than what is probably necessary.
-My bestest best friend is Samantha.
-I am utterly terrified of needles.
-I've always been absolutely sure that I don't want to have children, but that may just be because most children I know apparently have ADD. o.o
-I don't have my wedding all planned out, but I don't want anything super-magnificent when and if the day ever comes. I'd be perfectly happy marrying out of a cardboard box in the back of an alley as long as it was the one I love that I was marrying. <3
-My ears were pierced a second time by my cousin with a safety pin. XD
-I always cry when sad parts come on during movies, even at parts that are barely even sad at all.
-I am debating getting my bellybutton pierced.
-I hate insects, especially spiders. The only ones I really like are butterflies and dragonflies; I used to like praying mantises and ladybugs, but I don't anymore.
-I tend to be an impulse buyer/spender. Don't trust me with money. XD
-Ironically, I hate shopping.
-I dislike sports of any kind, most especially partaking in them, but I -love- scatterball.
-I've never broken anything, but I got a contusion (deep bruise) in my left hand just recently from playing basketball in gym.
-I can type roughly 70-80 words per minute if I'm -really- trying and there are no numbers to type. XD The fastest I've typed was in the upper 90s to lower 100s, I think, but I could never pull that off again. I also don't type with all of my fingers.
-I tend to be tired during the day and much more active and awake at night. Nocturnal. XD
-I prefer wearing boxers over anything else.
-I have five cats: Po'chop, Shteve, Animal, Trouble, and Pyuu. XD
-I love all kinds of movies, but especially fantasy ones like Lord of the Rings.
-I have all of the LoTR books and movies/DVDs. XD *dork* I've also seen The Fellowship of the Ring at least thirty times. XD
-I love to draw, doodle, and do computer-generated graphics, although admittidly I am not too great at any of those things. XD
-I love to read. :3 I was reading "eleventh-grade level" books in fifth grade.
-On that note: *slaps a "DORK" sticker on her forehead*
-I also love to write. The sad thing is that I'm usually too lazy or my brain has fizzled and I can't think of anything good to write.
-I used to write poetry. I had one poem published in a book called "Eternal Portraits."
-I like taking little online quizes and surveys. They're great for passing the time.
-I am a -very- random person sometimes.
-I love watching flash movies on sites like the ones found on AlbinoBlackSheep.com.
-I've almost memorized the Numa Numa song and the Llama Song. XD
-My favorite ice cream is Snickers flavored, and my favorite candybar is a Snickers Cruncher. XD
-I become attatched to things and people much too easily than I should, and because of that fact, I get hurt a lot.
-I tend to be flirty without actually meaning to be. >.>
-I like to dance. I'm not saying I -can-, just that I like to. XD
-I've never been drunk.
-I've never been in a car accident or any other kind of serious accident.
-I love Khai~ <3 X3
-I get random bursts of energy.
-I don't like Red Bull.
-I don't like drinking water, but I don't mind milk, chocolate milk, or tea with honey. I find Kool-aid, Powerade, and Gatorade to usually be too watery for my taste. I much prefer sodas, such as Coke, ginger ale, and Vault.
-I like those candycanes with chocolate stripes more than any other kind.
-I hate wearing skirts. I only own one and I've only worn it twice this year.
-I've never played a serious game of "Spin the Bottle."
-I've only been kissed once. And it kind of...sucked. >.>
-I love Fruits Basket and Inu Yasha above all other anime series.
-My lucky number is offically 7 (Khai knows why <3).
-I like candy. :3 In fact, I've even got a shirt that says "I Want Candy." XD
-My computer sucks ass. XD
-I love all things Japanese or relating to Japan. It's a beautiful place with beautiful people and cultures. I'd love to visit someday. :3
-I know a -tiny- bit of Japanese. I aim to learn the entire language one day.
-I'm strangely attracted to shiny things. o.o
-I want to learn Hawaiian, too. :3
-I've showered with a friend before. But we were in our bathing suits every time. XD
-I've never gone skinnydipping.
-I'm terribly afraid of heights.
-I've been on a few rollercoasters, at Cedar Point in Ohio last year.
-My first rollercoaster ride was on the Raptor. That is one of the -worst- first choices ever. XD I thought I was going to die when I finally got off!
-I hang out with some of the oddest people in the world. But I love them. :3
-I pop/crack my knuckles probably more than is healthy.
-I think I've only owned one dog in my life. I have owned tons of cats, we well as a few mice, a parakeet, and a few fish when I was younger.
-I want to get a ferret one day. A white one. Named Draco. XD
-My favorite subjects are art, computers, and biology.
-I'm terrible at math, and absolutely hate it.
-I have a weak stomach.
-I love warm climates and absolutely detest the cold.
-I love hot showers. I usually only take a bath when I'm stressed or tired.
-I've never had sex. :3
-I've never ridden in a hot air balloon or flown in a plane.
-I've never ridden an actual train, either, but there have been some mini-train rides at amusement parks. XD
-I've never ridden on a ferris wheel.
-I'm rather picky when it comes to food.
-I have a younger brother, who I swear has ADD, as well as an older half-brother and two younger half-sisters on my dad's side.
-Sam and I have imaginary friends. :3
-I am really, really forgetful.
-I am lazy at home, tired at school, and stupidly hyper with my friends. XD
-I love reading webcomics. I plan to start my own some day.
-I still haven't found my own drawing or coloring style just yet.
-I have an unhealthy obsession with Draco Malfoy/Tom Felton. XD
-My favorite animal is the red fox. Second would be the Ethiopian wolf.
-My favorite colors are bright purple and bright or pale blue.
-I enjoy shows like That 70's Show, Just Shoot Me, Will and Grace, Dharma and Greg, Two and a Half Men, The Simpsons, Malcom in the Middle, Family Guy, and American Dad. Comedies. :3 I love Medium, too, though.
-I love Japanese, (more "toned-down") rap, and R&B music, as well as 'tranquility music' (like the sound of rain or the singing of birds with some soft music in the background), but I also like anything besides oldies, country, and holiday songs. Some of them are really pretty, though. :3 I especially love fast, upbeat songs.
-Some of my favorite books include Where the Red Fern Grows, LoTR and The Hobbit, Harry Potter, and the Redwall series.
-I tend to be rather bipolar and moody at times.
-If you couldn't tell, I'm thinking of all of this right off the top of my head as I type. XD
-I've never travelled out of the country.
-I've been to lots of states, but never Hawaii or Alaska. I can't remember all the ones I've been to, but I can probably tell you lots of ones I haven't. XD
-I -can't- name all fifty states. Or their capitols. XD
-I get really cold, really easily, and often wear a hoodie.
-I don't own a CD player.
-I don't listen to any of my own CDs because they're all from when I was, like, nine, and liked the Backstreet Boys. XD!
-I like to snuggle. <3
-I like sitting up late at night, with just a small light, and reading.
-I can't throw things. At all. XD
-I -hate- scary movies.
-I have the "Retarded Burger King" song memorized, I think. XD!
-I can't watch shows/movies that deal with surgeries or things of that nature.
-I choke on my drinks more often that normal. XD;
-Some of my favorite movies include How to Deal and What a Girl Wants. Yeah, I'm a sap for that romantic-y stuff. >w<
-I'm not allergic to anything at all, be it food, animals, medicine, clothing materials, or soaps. I'm quite lucky. :3
-I -love- seafood, especially shrimp and stuffed crab. *prods Khai* XP
-I love mixing Burger King Coke and cherry icees.
-I like canned pineapple as well as canned or fresh pears.
-I've always been afraid of deep water because I can't swim all that well and I'm afraid of drowning.
-I can't cook at all. In fact, I hate working with stoves and ovens because I'm always scared I'm going to burn myself. I've never started a fire, though.
-I've never smoked anything before, but I'm probably chock-full of secondhand smoke. >.>;
-If there's one thing I won't do, it's wash dishes. I don't mind getting dirty, but the concept of sticking my hands in water full of floating chunks of leftover food makes me sick. I can't stand it. >.< Also, I'm afraid of stabbing myself with the knives, since the water is usually too hard to see through.
-I despise Hilary Duff. If I could, I'd hurl a toaster at her head right now.
-I've been really clumsy lately and keep banging into stuff. >.<
-Nearly everything I do or have done would horrify my parents if they knew.
-I use this diary too much. :3 I'm a diary-abuser! XD
-I love Disney movies, especially the cartoons. My favorite is probably the Lion King movies and the Fox and the Hound. <3
-My favorite flower is the foxglove (oooh, big surprise, huh? XD).
-I don't mind sharing food, drinks, or gum with other people, even after their mouth has been on it. In fact, I sometimes encourage my friends to give me their gum while they're chewing it if I have none of my own.
-I prefer Die, Kaoru, and Shinya (Kaoru being my favorite) to Toshiya (and Kyo) of Dir en Grey. *hides from Khai* >.>
-Miyavi is HOTOMFG. O_O <3 XD DO NOT DENY THE MAJOR HOTNESSSSSSSS.
-I prefer "chunky" peanut butter to "creamy."
-It's seriously hot when you and your boyfriend have the same/similar taste in guys. 8D
-I don't like Reese's or Butterfinger's stuffs, or anything with peanut butter and chocolate. D: However, I don't mind either one separate.
-I like Almond Joys. :D

And this was all probably a LOT more than you EVER wanted to know about me. XD