Whee~~~ Yesterday was so much FUN.

In fifth hour, we were watching a movie on alcoholism and stuff, right? Well there's this kid in our class - Caleb - and he's deaf, so we always turn the closed caption on for him. Well, the CC was obviously drunk too, because it kept fucking up the words - it would combine words and leave some out and totally change other ones. It was like the TV was speaking in German or something - it was hilarious.

Then we went to the pep assembly and I found Sam up in the top bleachers. Queon's gang of "ghetto people" (XD) were all standing up and we couldn't see over them, so we had to stand up too. At one point five guys came out and they were going to dance with the teacher of choice. One kid was dancing with this one teacher (they were both guys) and they did the waltz around the gym - it was great. Then the teacher dipped the student - that was funny. It was such an awesome show.

Then as we (Sam and I) were walking to the buses, who else but Quadarrel (and one of his friends) appeared. They walked beside us and started randomly pushing Sam, who would then fall into me. We shoved back and he'd push again. We kept doing that until Shteve appeared on my other side and Quadarrel gave us a really big shove and I almost fell over and ran into Shteve. It was so funny, I swear. I'll get him back for it, just you wait. XD

Then after I got home we all went to Red Lobster. The waiter gave me a really nasty smoothie thing, but that's alright. I got full anyways - shrimp and fried clams~~. Then we went to GameStop and my mom got me a PS2 plus a memory card and the games Inuyasha and Kingdom Hearts. I can't play them yet because my dad has to get my TV out of storage on Monday, but I can wait. It'll be worth it~

I've got a dentist's appointment and an optomitrist's appointment both on the 21st - first my teeth then my eyes. Enduring the dentist will be worth it though because I'm finally getting contacts when I go to the optomitrist! Whee!

Haven't. Updated. In. Forever. o.o

Monday was "pink heart day" where the girls each get a pink paper heart and the first guy they speak to gets their heart - if they were to not say a thing to any male all schoolday, they'd get to keep it.

Not two minutes after I got mine, Queon wandered over and said "Hey" in this sultry tone. I just half-laughed and shook my head. He groaned a loud "Aww, MAN!" and walked away, and I just felt so bad. I mean, really bad. So I said "Aww, come here Queon" and gave him my heart. I couldn't help it - he seemed so upset that he didn't get my heart that I relented. I felt so bad. XD

Tuesday was "blue heart day" with the same thing, just with boys rather than girls. I didn't get anyone's heart - Brian claimed he was speaking to Baughb and Dennis said he was talking to the air. XD

In third hour, though, I was getting really really annoyed. We had a sub so naturally the boys all went loose - this was gym class. First, Corian came over and slung his arm around my shoulders and pressed up against me. I just stood there and tried to keep from laughing. He didn't say anything, just stood there with his arm around me. Corian is so stupid, I swear. XD Then Demarco and Abraham strutted over to me - Demarco on one side of me and Abraham on the other, both of them kind of draped over me.

Demarco: Hey, how you doin'?
Me: Eh. *shrugs*
Demarco: Would you ever go out with a black guy?
Me: *laughs at the random question* Yeah...
Demarco: Have you ever went out with one?
Me: *laughs harder, partly at the irony of this particular question* Yeah...
Demarco: Would you ever go out with THAT black guy?
Me: O_o Which one...?
Demarco: *indicates Abraham, who'd strutted away*
Me: ... *laughs, shaking her head*
Demarco: *laughs* Why not?
Me: Because...well...it's Abraham. *laughs some more and walks away*

Later Abraham slunk over to me while I was on the bleachers, complaining about how he "heard what I said" and "didn't like me anymore". It was funny. XD

Then came fourth hour. As soon as I walked in, I was heading towards my desk when Deandre stumbled into me and hugged my chest. I just stared at him with a "WTF?! O__O" expression. He claimed "He pushed me!" and waved his hand behind him - there was no one there. >.>

After I sat down, I was listening to the guys be retarded (as usual) when Deavon walks by and informs me that he "thought my shirt said 'porn star'". I was like "Whut?" o__o;;" A little later, he insisted on...well...you read it.

Deavon: Can I touch your titties?
Me: ...What? No! XD
Deavon: Please?
Me: No! XD
Deavon: ...Just one?
Me: No!
Deavon: The left one?
Me: No!
Deavon: The right one?
Me: No!
Deavon: The left one?
Me: No!
Deavon: The right one?
Me: No! XD

Ashlei then insisted to him that I'd "already said no" and to "leave me alone". He stared awkwardly at me for a moment before he went back to his conversation. >.<

And then today. Michael came up to me in gym and asked me if I was scared of him. When I said no, he leaped up and yelled "YES!" XD That was funny. While we were doing warm-ups, he insisted on standing RIGHT behind me - literally breathing down my neck. He was all pressed against me and stuff, and I couldn't go anywhere because I was in line and smooshed between him and Xeerious. I was so relieved when we started playing, though that wasn't much better. I kind of suck really bad at flickerball. XD

Deavon asked to "grab my titties" again today. Stupid retard - he just can't take a hint. >.<

Mmmh. What else happened? Oh yeah - I was behind that guy that I still think should be Cameron's gay lover in the lunch line and I found out his name: Adam. Adam and Cameron~ X3 I'm such a freak.

I think that's all for now.

I stole Reese's phone at the library then left then brought it back cause I felt bad.

He's going to kill me tomorrow. I mean, actually KILL me. He told me so. XD

As long as we don't run into each other during school, I should be fine. >.> XD

Hrrm...hmmm...hm. *ponders* Can't think of anything else of importance to report.

Yesterday after school Sam and I went up to the elementary and slid around on the ice behind the woods. That was awesome. We were out there scooting around on our stomachs and asses. XD

Not much else has happened, really. I saw Cameron at lunch and he was talking to this other guy with floofy hair, and I thought to myself: "They'd make a really cute couple!" XD

I had to stay after school to take my math exam. It was actually pretty easy, because some kid wrote the answers in the test book. XD I know I'm gonna fail it though. u.u

We have to do a stupid hand assignment in art where we trace shadows of our hands. I tried to get Bryan to hold still so I could trace his hand's shadow, but he kept shaking, so I tried to hold it still and it still shook. I gave up and started trying with my own hand. >.>

I get to use my calligraphy, though. ^_______^ I love calligraphy, though my pens are packed away...hrm...I'll make do. ^___^

We're watching a retarded movie in biology called Lorenzo's Oil. It's about a little kid with ALD and he's a vegetable. >.> It's a true story so I kinda feel bad for the kid but it's dumb. n.n

Saala was crying at the end. It was so funny. XD I mean, I didn't cry, but big bad Saala did. XD! I hope I'm spelling his name right. >.>

He needs to go back out with Saloney. n.n Or Saloney with him. I think she doesn't like him anymore. Whatever. n__n

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. Ms. Balbough is being such a bitch. n__n! She's working us like dogs. It wasn't this bad last semester...

Sam and Nick both got moved to A lunch and even Quadarrel's in C lunch. I'm stuck with Dominique and Shteve in B. u.u As stupid and annoying as Quadarrel was, I wish he had B lunch at the very least. u.u

Guhhhhhhh...what else...what else... Oh yes, Sam discovered she has a thing for Mexicans. That amuses me to no end. XD But what I don't get is why she won't date Danny, who is half-Mexican but very attractive, but she'd rather date a fat Mexican she's never met. o.O Well, that's Sam for ya.

Oh yeah! Yesterday Sam and I went up to the school and wrote stuff in the snow. She showed me her gigantic E and of course I added to it. X3 I put "I *heart* KHAI" in the lower part of the E and then "Lee *heart* Khai" in another place. ^o^! I want a camera so I can take pictures of it. XD I would've added more but my fingers were getting frostbite. XD

Today we made snow angels. Sam's turned out with eagle-wings, mine with butterfly wings, and Missy's had moth wings. XD

I need to get highlights. n.n I'll make Sam take me somewhere or something.

I need contacts too. u.u I'm hoping my dad will take me to the optomitrist soon so I can get a new prescription, and then convince my dad to get contacts instead of glasses. n.n

And now I go to shower, and then read Vixen's nifty stories. :3!

The buffet whatchamacallit place had icky food. u.u

Hrm...lots of new art. My sketchbook kept leaping at me from it's place on top of the computer monitor. >3

Lots of art I should be coloring. Well, not really lots, but I should get to work. Only, I don't want to. XD I've been working on art all day so I need a break.

Mr. Turner should be happy when I get to show him my latest stuffs, though. ^_________^

I'm working on both a new coloring and art style, and so far they're both turning out great. The coloring's a bit iffy and still experimental but the art's a style I'm definitely keeping. :3

I got an 87% on my computers test. Woot for me! I would've gotten higher if it didn't take me back to the questions I'd just answered. It told me I could change them if I wanted to and I assumed that meant that those ones were definitely wrong and that was why it was showing them. So I changed a couple before the teacher told us that the program's retarded and does that. So I got lower than I should have because it was stupid...but I wasn't about to take it over again. No way. n.n

We have to go to our homerooms on Monday to get our new schedules. That's so dumb. I already know what my classes are, thanks..!

I'm hoping I did well on the biology exam. I missed like the first month of school so I also missed half the first chapter so I didn't know any of that part. @_@ I guess that's what guessing's for!

I still need to take my art and algebra exams. I missed that day. There'll be a make-up day, I'm sure. I don't want Ms. Waters repremanding me about it though... x.x

Umm...umm...what else? *yawns* I wish Sam would come over. I'm SO bored. D: I'm thinking about walking up to Lucky Star and just kinda...lurking. Or the park. Yeah, probably the park. There's places to sit there and people don't think you're there to steal from them. >.>

But then if Sam comes over or calls I'll miss her. Damnit. >.<

I got a new sketchbook and pencils last night. Yay! No more fat half-sharpened crappy pencils! XD

Well, exams were FUN today. Actually, they weren't half-bad. I guess the whole laying on the cold, hard, uncomfortable floor on our stomachs thing was made up for with an hour of music and stuff. I'm pretty positive I did well on the gym exam. It was relatively easy.

I'm pretty sure I did well on the english exam too. Usually I excell in english, but my gawd, the teacher totally fucked it up. There were so many typos I wanted to scream at him. I had a hard time deciphering it as well as the vague directions and the mixed up test. @_@ But I got through it.

I had the BEST nap at Sam's house. I mean, THE. BEST. I slept so soundly and I was so warm and I had the nicest dreams. No nightmares or creepy dreams or spiders like the other night. I was so reluctant to wake up when my dad came to pick me up. I was in a dreamlike state for the longest time after I woke up and not a muscle in my body ached. I felt WONDERFUL. Hopefully tomorrow I can sleep like that at her house again, and maybe her mom will let me spend the night. That'd be awesome.

We're going to some family buffet thingy tomorrow or something. I dunno. I wasn't really listening, but whatever. At least I'll get to eat more than dry PB&J sandwiches. @_@

Sam showed me some old photos of herself today. That was nifty. She was an ugly kid, though. O_o;

I'm tired. *yawns*

I need to stop biting my nails. I'm going to make Sam smack me every time I do it. @_@

I don't know when next semester starts but I don't want it to. I don't mind another half year of art (although admittedly I'm getting sick and tired of seeing Dennis' face and hearing his rants... >_<) or even another half year of gym. Hell, I'm beginning to LIKE gym. I like doing the stretches and workouts every day now. Well, not the pushups or stupid running or basketball or swimming or flickerball or football or volleyball...but the badminton and dodgeball and team-tag and scatterball are fun. XD Anyways, I don't want to leave computers. That class was so damn EASY, I swear. And I certainly don't want HEALTH. Ew, babies and STDs and stuff. D:

I logged on earlier RIGHT after Khai got off. I was pissed. n__n

I'm sleepy. D: I want to lay down but my mom is hogging the couch. n.n

What else...what else...I guess nothing of importance. Oh well. n__n

I missed the bus, so my dad took me home. XD Even if today was just a half-day, I didn't feel like going.

I went back to sleep at about 7 and woke back up at 1:30. Yay for six hour-long naps. XD

Hmm...not much else to report today. *rolls*

My brain is tired but my body is hyper. It's almost scary. I want to run around and jump around and stuff. XD

I miss Khai. *hugs a pillow* n___n

Oh, oh, I saw that kid with the floofy hair today! XD I LOVE his hair! It's so long and blonde and floofy and EEE! XD

Hmmm...I think I have a dentist's appointment on Thursday. Boo. D:

Yay for a week of half-days of school! :D

Um...not much else to report, I think. Quadarrel was telling me about how he was masturbating the other day. I thought I was going to DIE. ;_______; I had to plug my ears and walk out of the cafeteria chanting "LA LA LA LA LA!" XD

Sam attacked him when he grabbed my hips again. It was so funny, she kept kicking him and missing and then she stubbed her toe. XD At least she tried, and I guess it's the thought that counts. He is getting SO annoying, I swear I'm going to CASTRATE him one of these days. >.<

I can't spell today. >.< I keep misspelling the easiest of words on my papers and making an insane number of typos.

I purposely fell asleep in computers. I didn't want to do the stupid practice exam again. Another 105 questions? No thanks.

I fell asleep in algebra again. Not my fault she's so damned boring. >.< Hope poked me and I lied and told her I wasn't asleep, when I was. XD

I'm not sure if I'm bored or hungry right now. When I'm bored I get hungry just to have something to do (eating). o.O

I'm cold. I swear, I was just uber-hot, and now I'm all cold. x.x

Poor Shteeb and Po'chop have these hacking coughs. I'm so worried about them but my parents refuse to take them to a vet. I doubt Sam would know what to do about it, I don't think hamsters cough...

*yawns and shivers* Sleepy...and cold... Maybe I'll go to bed early, even if it IS only 6:25. n___n;

I haven't felt very random lately. It's bothering me. I'm usually doing something scary. >.>

*hugs herself* Cold~ ;.;

*moos* Ah, there we go... XD

I bit my nails off. ;.; I'll have to stop that... >.<

*yawns* ... D:

"Happy Together" - The Turtles?


Imagine me and you, I do.
I think about you day and night,
it's only right.
To think about the one you love
and hold them tight.
So happy together!

If I should call you up,
invest a dime.
And you say you belong to me,
and blow my mind.
Imagine how the world would be
so very fine.
So happy together!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

Me and you, and you and me.
No matter how they toss the dice,
it had to be.
The only one for me is you,
and you for me.
So happy together!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba,
ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba.
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba,
ba ba ba, ba ba ba, ba.

Me and you, and you and me.
No matter how they toss the dice,
it had to be.
The only one for me is you,
and you for me.
So happy together!

So happy together!

So happy together!

We're happy together!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

I can't see me lovin'
nobody but you, for all my life!
When you're with me baby
the skies will be blue, for all my life!

Yesterday or Thursday I let Lowell (I think that's how it's spelled O_o) borrow my extra credit wordsearch for biology, so that he could copy it. I circled the word "Nirpy" because I decided that's what Nyrb's middle name will be. Nyrb Nirpy Testicle-Ovary. :0 XD Anyways, when he passed his up, I saw Nirpy circled. Dumbass. XD

AMANDA: Latin/Spanish name meaning love, (fit) to be loved, with love, etc.

ASHLEY: Anglo-Saxon name. From the ash-tree grove, under an ash-tree, ash-trees, etc.

ANDREWS: Greek surname meaning courage or bravery; of, from, or by a man; manhood.

Literally, my name means that I am "Fit to be loved under an ash-tree/in the ash-tree grove by a man." That is so cool. :0

I felt the sudden urge to draw, but then my pencil was BROKEN. D:

So I searched the house. No pencils. Searched my bookbag. Only two pencils: my retarded mechanical pencil and Dennis' half-sharpened pencil.

I decided to give the Dennispencil a try, but it's not sharpened enough to use. And it has no eraser. T_T Damn you, Dennis! Damn you! D:< *shakes fist*

Yay for Friday the 13th~

Did you know that some official-type people wanted to dispel the Friday the 13th rumors and stuff, so they built a boat on F/13, chose the crew on F/13, put them on it and sailed it on a F/13, and they were never heard from again. XD True story!

Today we played capture the football in gym against Dennis' and Sam Ballou's and Rayeann's and uh...some other peoples I can't remembers' class. It was fun because a bunch of guys swarmed the border and me and my friends did the same on our side, and we kept teasing the other team, stepping over the line and then back again before our flags could be pulled. I love that game, it's so much fun, especially with another class playing. I liked it better when it was girls/girls and boys/boys with that class though. So much fun-ness!

Only thing I didn't like was when some guy from the other team ran past, and when I tried to grab his flag he grabbed my boob. XD I felt very violated. And then I tried to run past Dennis and Alex and Jared and that other kid and Brandon to go get...I think Jay? Yeah, Jay. Anyways, Dennis half-tackled me and apparently missed my flag and grabbed my butt. ;__; I think it was an accident though, because however silly and odd Dennis may be, he's not the kind that would go around grabbing butts. XD He's just not like that, he's more polite and stuff. So lots of creepy violations in gym. XD

Oh yeah, my shirt today has the Playboy Bunny on it and says "Kiss Me" across it. Brittany was on the other team and she wanted to get me to cross the line so she could grab my flag and offered to kiss me if I did. XD She's so silly. I got a hug from her in the locker room, though. :3 That was nifty.

I saw Cameron this morning. :0 <3 Nearly had a heart attack, too. XD Me and Sam went to get our papers from the office, and he and I think Kyle walked in as we walked out. I was thinking OMFG it's CAMERON. But I didn't say it aloud, because it would likely scare the entire office if I was screaming his name. XD I can't believe I still like him. Well, not really like him, because his personality is unfavorable, but I think he's cute. All that floofy red hair and those baggy skater clothes~ x3

But I don't need him, 'cause I've got Khai, and Khai is gazillions of times better than Cameron any day, no questions asked, without a doubt. <3 <3 <3 <3!

Sally was being retarded on the bus again. I wish I could but I can't remember any of the stuff he said. XD

After school I went to Sam's, as usual, and we half-snuggled (or rather, laid next to each other for warmth) under her blanket on her bed. She's always (well, almost always) so warm. I hate it. XD I'm usually really cold. Whatever. XD

I fell asleep in fifth hour when I was taking my practice final. I woke up with drool on my hand. XD!

Fell asleep in math, too. I'm surprised Ms. Waters didn't call on me; she usually does when she thinks I'm asleep, and then I wake up and answer it correctly. XD

Oh yeah. My dad took me to meet his boss or whatever, and he called me STEPHANIE. That's NOT my name, thank you. D: Maybe he's finally going senile? He is, like, 60-something, after all. O_o I think one of my half-sisters from his side is named Stephanie, so...I guess he got confused. Or something. I guess stupidity runs in the family. XD

Nyyyyyyyyyyrb...Nyyyyyyyyyrb! Pheer! XD /random

Hrm...what all happened today? I can't even remember everything, today was so funny. XD

Well, first of all, on the bus, Sally (who is actually a guy; his real name is Brandon) was telling us that he alledgedly had muscle spasms that happen at the most inconvenient of times. Like once, when he was sitting in the movie theatre, and his arm spazzed and he whacked the person next to him in the head. XD He said he's not allowed in that movie theatre anymore. XD;;

Then...um...hrm... There was first hour, and I guess not much exciting happened. Kathleen whipped out a pair of pens and demonstrated how I would repeatedly kick Brian in the face. That was interesting. XD

And then we talked about what we were afraid of. For me it's mainly heights. We got into the discussion of various amusement park rides, and of course Dennis had to give his input. It was clever, I think, but I can't remember what he said.. *thinks* Oh well.

And second hour was boring as usual...as was third hour, except when Mike poked my stomach and I turned and punched him in the arm. XD; Not that it would've hurt him, but my hand swelled up for a minute. XD

Fourth hour...nothing fun. Fifth...nothing fun. Sixth...nothing fun. Got invited to Amanda's sleepover thing, though I can't say I really want to go. All they'd do is get high and/or drunk. n_____n;;;;

But on the busride home, Sally was at it again; he was thinking of parodies for stores we passed. "White Castle: Where our castles are for white people only. Jackson-Hewitt: Where Michael Jackson rapes Hewitt. Piggly-wiggly's: ...Self-explanitory." They were so dumb, they were funny. I can't remember any of the really funny ones, but...oh well. Sally's always good for a laugh, even if sometimes he is a complete dumbass. x__x

Um...what else happened? Nothing, I think... Well, whatever.

I ate leftover pizza and got another tummyache. Damned Pizza Hut, poisoning my pizza. XD

Oh yeah, when me and Sam went to our locker, she attacked Dominique. Then he ran off yelling something about Quadarrel. We opened the locker and Sam said, "I'll bet he'll come out of the bathroom in a second, just walk right out of there." Cause our locker is right at the corner next to the boy's bathroom. O__o

But anyways, a second after she said that, he walked out of the bathroom and I couldn't stop laughing. Till he grabbed my ass, then I stopped to beat him with my biology book. XD He grabbed my side and I whacked him again, and then he was telling Sam and I about the shapes of our boobs. XD Then some teacher came and told us to go back downstairs cause we were being too loud. XD

Hmmmm...yep, that should be it. My day in a nutshell, if out of order and with little detail. xP

Oh, and I've got a sticker from a cucumber on my head. ^___^ <3

You'll never ever find a girl that loves you more than me~

I've had that part of "Shake It Off" by Mariah Carey stuck in my head for...a while now. Hrm.~

Today was strange. At lunch, Dominique was telling Nick, Quadarrel and I about how in sex-ed/health, he had to watch videos on vaginas and penises. And he told us a vagina looks like an ORANGE. XD Nick told him it looked like the inside of a strawberry. 0.o

Then they proceeded to talk about when they lost their virginity. I had to tell Dominique that it only counts when you're having sex with a woman. Your hand doesn't count. XD

Then we had this dumb thing where they told us about the classes we were taking next year. At our table it was, left to right: Dani (I think that's her name), Brittany, and Jacob, and then on the other side, Samantha, me, and Hope.

We all got suckers at the beginning and we paid little attention to the semiar thing.

So here's our basic conversation, if I remember it correctly. D = Dani, B = Brittany, J = Jacob, S = Samantha, H = Hope, A = mwah~

A: *chews on her sucker* Omg! There's a gooey center! o.o
B: Is it white?
A: No, but...it's gooey!
A few minutes later, Jacob pokes at my boobs with some papers.
A: What're you doing?
J: ...Uh.
B: He's trying to touch your chest area.
A: Chest area? XD
A few minutes afterwards, Jacob is rubbing his leg against my thigh.
A: What are you doing? 0.o
J: Uh.
He continued to do that as I ignored him until he noticed it didn't bother me, then stopped.
A bit later, a few minutes before we had to leave, he made a grab for my crotch.
A: What ARE you DOING?! 0_____o;;
J: *half-grins and stands up, avoiding a kick from B and A*
And then I think we left... Quadarrel told me he was going to sit next to me but I managed to make Hope sit there before he could.

And...hrm...I can't figure out how to get into my EDP thing for school. Oh well. >.>

OMFG SHINIES. 8D

This morning Eddie (no, Khai... >.> XD; Eddie's this guy in my art class who's a total weirdo in the oddest of senses; you'll see) was watching Kathleen draw. We were supposed to all do something that we feel strongly about (the issue I addressed was racism/homophopia, for personal/family reasons, but that's not important right now), and Kathleen was drawing a really scrawny cat to stand against animal abuse. Dennis walked by and half-sarcastically told her it was a "cute kitty." XD

Anyways, Eddie felt, for reasons unknown, compelled to tell us that he once put bleach and ammonia into a can of tuna and fed it to a cat. Why he would ever do such a sick thing is beyond me, but then he told us he thought it was FUNNY. The half of the class that was listening, including Mr. Turner (the art teacher) and myself, assured him that he was a sick, awful, terrible bastard who would surely burn in hell after dying of starvation or suicide in a mental help facility. He was basically arguing with the opinion that the cat was stupid and therefore all stupid creatures should be killed, and that the bible says animals "have no souls." Somehow that got turned into a conversation about various issues including the war, Bush, politics in general, torture, rights, and other rather unrelated topics.

And then he told us that people aren't animals. You're scientifically either a plant, animal, or a rock. I know which one I'd rather be (a ROCK! xD).

So I'm sitting here eating half-burnt popcorn. Why is it half-burnt? Cause I was dancing in the kitchen and wasn't watching the microwave, which was set to defrost. XD

I have big hips. O_o I bumped into about three people or objects today and have to constantly squeeze past or through things. Oddly, my butt is small. Is that normal? I don't know enough normal females my age to really be sure. XD

I had an odd shiny obsession today. I stuck a piece of tape to my forehead that said "Hi, my name is SHINY" and glued some rhinestones to it. XD And then when Sam and I went to get Missy, I made them stop so I could pick up a shiny piece of paper off the ground. And me and Cheryl got into an argument on what is and is not shiny.

Yeah.

Oh, have I ever mentioned that I like taking random stickers off of random things and putting them on my forehead, shirt, or, on occasion, my butt? Cause I do. Like the other day, when I went to get a Gatorade out of the machine, and there was a sticker that said "Please open bottles slowly." Naturally, I wore it accross my hoodie all day. XD

Hrm...I think that's all. Now I have to go pee. XD!

Oh yes: I made Sam listen to System of a Down's "Shimmy." She was like, "Your boyfriend listens to CRAP." And I said, "Shh, don't tell him. XD" I hope we don't have to fight over radios and CD players and stuffs. 'Cause, well, that'd suck. XD

Yay, Fake's date is finally right! XD!

Well, today I had another odd conversation with Quadarrel. He's such a dumbass. XD Q fo' him, A fo' me, D for Dominique (a dumbass who hangs around at lunch). Yanno.

Q: Your boyfriend is SICK.
A: ...Why?
Q: 'Cause. You know.
A: Uh, no I don't.
Q: YES YOU DO. YOU'RE BOTH SICK.
A: Oookay then.
*time passes*
A: So why is my boyfriend "sick"?
Q: 'Cause...
D: She don't have a boyfriend, she has a girlfriend. Sam. They make out on the bus and hold hands and stuff, I SEE THEM.
A: XD What the fuck ever, Dominick (yes, I pronounce his name that way >.>)...
Q: No, no, it's YOU TWO.
D: *random spluttering*
A: Oh...my gawd...NO. *turns to the trash and makes a gagging, vomiting sound*
*Bell rings and peoples exit stage right XD*

Seriously, though. Not only is the thought of dating anyone who is NOT Khai enough to enduce vomiting, but really...Dominique? EW. D:<

I'm only 5'1", I found out, when Sam and I went up to the elementary to get Missy (Sam babysits Missy, who is ten). So...crap. XD

...Fake's days are off. O_o

~

"My Will" - Dream

sotto mezameru
hakanai omoi  zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

"ato sukoshi" to yuu kyori ga fumidasenakute
itsumo me no mae wa tozasarete-ita no
aitai aenai hibi wo kasaneru tabi ni
tsuyoi tokimeki wa setsunasa ni naru yo

moshimo eien to yuu mono ga aru nara
toomawari shite demo shinjite mitai
"bukiyou dakara KIZUtsuku koto mo aru" to
wakatte mo tomaranai mou dare ni mo makenai

anata no koto wo  omou
sore dake de  namida ga
ima afuredashite kuru yo
hakanai omoi  zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

tsuyogaru koto dake  shiri-sugite-ita watashi
dakedo ano toki kara  mayoi wa kieta yo

misetai to omou mono ga kitto atte
kikasetai kotoba mo takusan aru
egao nakigao mo zenbu mite hoshikute
matte-iru watashi wa yamete
"CHANSU" wo  tsukamu yo

anata no koto wo  omou
sore dake de  kokoro ga
tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru yo
hakanai omoi  zutto
donna toki demo negau yo
anata ni todoku you ni to...

anata no koto wo  omou
sore dake de  namida ga
ima afuredashite kuru yo
tookute koe ga  todokanai dakedo itsuka wa
kanarazu todoku you ni
shinjite  la la  la la  la la...
shinjite  la la  la la  la la...
shinjite  la la  la la  la la...

(Or for the Japanese-illiterate...):

Quietly awakening...
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

Unable to move forward across "just a little more" distance
The way I see before me is always blocked
Every time the days I want to see you but can't pile up,
My strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak.

If there is such a thing as "eternity,"
I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way.
Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy
I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone.

I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

I've known all too well about pretending to be strong.
But since then, my doubts have vanished.

There's definitely things I want to show you
And so many words I want to hear
I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry
So I'll stop waiting
and seize my "chance."

I think of you,
and I feel like that alone is enough
to make my heart grow stronger.
I always, always wish
that these fleeting thoughts
would reach you...

I think of you
and that alone is enough
to make the tears start to flow now
My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday
it definitely will...
Believe.  la la  la la  la la...
Believe.  la la  la la  la la...
Believe.  la la  la la  la la...

Dunno why Fake is saying it's the fifth...'cause it's NOT.

But anyways...I feel sick. Damned Sam and her persuasive offers of vodka. >____<

Thankfully I got some advice from my friend Kimie/Emma, so...I'll feel better in a little while, I'm hoping.

And no more straight vodka for me. Dx