So I was in a car accident yesterday...My car is now in the junkyard....so yeah I have to save up money...again...to buy another car...plus I find out tomorrow wether losing my car means I lost my job....

Hey all sorry haven't been on lately! I GOT A JOB!!! W00T!!! So I'll get on as much as I can but the job has me working a lot so....

I'm going to start a name Wiki since that seems to be the thing now...So you can choose any of my various names and write them anywhere you want..If your doing nudes though you HAVE to be over 18 if your not they will not be posted...So PM your pics and I'll post them!!!

sexiest ass award I'm nominated

If you read this, even if we don't speak often... post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be anything, good or bad. When your finished post this paragraph in your diary and you'll be surprised at what people remember of you.

Won't be on much this week...My Aunt Marcia passed last night so I'll be with the fam

So yeah I broke up with Joe because he was cheating on me...BASTARD!!! And now me and [Mikame Sayomi] arn't doing so good :( but I asked out my really good friend Dono and he said yes...and he is just an amazing bf...and I'm gonna put a pic of us up...I have some from the Livonia Spree which was a BLAST....especially the fireworks....but yeah just an update on my life...I know its early but HAPPY 4th OF JULY EVERYONE!!!

I never knew loving [Mikame Sayomi] could hurt this much...I hope we can work things out...if not I probably won't be on here for about a month or so...maybe even longer...There is only one other person I love as much as I love her and its my baby brother...I even love her more than Joe and I get to see him and talk to him as much as I want.

Hey all...I'm sorry i've been busy this past week...on Monday morning at 8:27am my bf Joe's mom passed....R.I.P. Linda..so I've been at his house all week helping him his bro Tim and Tim's fiance Michelle with stuff for her funeral but now I'm back home so I should be getting on more often unless my Aunt Marcia who just got on Hospice passes soon...which I hope she does not but...but if she does it'll be awhile before I get on cuz I'm gonna be very busy with the family that week as well.

I love my [Mikame Sayomi] she just called me just to hear my voice....awwwwwww

Goddess I love my [Mikame Sayomi] so freaking deeply. I called her!!! She was supposed to call me but I called her and it was amazing. I've never been happier, I've finally heard my loves beautiful voice! The conversation was fun to since I was a very hyper Bunny and she was a very asleep Kitten although towards the end of the convo she was starting to wake up cuz the convo was gettin a tad interesting. I love you Melly!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!

ore suki mai suki [Mikame Sayomi]

Well Today was my Aunt Kelly's funeral. I can't believe she is gone today has been tough as hell I am just lucky I had family to help me get threw it...I know she is with Grandpa now its just hard on me we were very close...She was the one person who knew EVERYTHING about me...if there was stuff I couldn't talk to mom about I would talk to her about it...I will miss our talks but I know she is watching over me and waiting for me in heaven!!!

Just so its clear I belong to my [Mikame Sayomi], My Ashley, my Mew Mew! I am hers now only. I don't mind flirting and playing because she allows it and i allow her. Mess with us though and you will pay dearly.

*Dances around the room*I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!

SHES SO CUTE

[15:56] MewMew: ♥Snuggles with her most amazing love♥
[15:57] vampprincessshiago: I am not the most amazing
[15:57] MewMew: Yes you are ^^
[15:57] vampprincessshiago: how?
[15:57] MewMew: Because your all that matters to me now.
[15:57] vampprincessshiago: Awww
[15:58] MewMew: So your my most amazing ^^
[15:58] vampprincessshiago: I love you
[15:58] MewMew: I love you more ^^
[15:58] vampprincessshiago: Nu uh
[15:59] MewMew: Uh hu! ^^
[15:59] vampprincessshiago: NU UH
[15:59] MewMew: I love you times infinity ^^
[16:00] vampprincessshiago: I love you times infinity cubed^^
[16:01] MewMew: Cheater um um! >.>
[16:02] vampprincessshiago: I am not
[16:02] MewMew: I can't think of anything
[16:02] MewMew: I'm to busy thinking of you ^^
[16:02] vampprincessshiago: I figured that hun awwwwwwwwwww
[16:02] vampprincessshiago: *Bluch*
[16:02] vampprincessshiago: Blush*
[16:02] MewMew: I love you infinity cubed squared to infinity infinityish!
[16:04] vampprincessshiago: DAMMIT...FIne you win
[16:04] MewMew: ^^
[16:04] MewMew: We both win
[16:04] MewMew: We have each other now
[16:05] MewMew: ^^
[16:05] vampprincessshiago: And I promise never to jurt ylu
[16:06] vampprincessshiago: hurt*
[16:06] vampprincessshiago: you*
[16:06] MewMew: I trust you hun
[16:06] MewMew: Without doubt
[16:07] vampprincessshiago: I trust you as well
[16:07] MewMew: you've always held my trust
[16:07] vampprincessshiago: Since the day we met
[16:07] MewMew: ^^
[16:07] MewMew: Yep
[16:07] vampprincessshiago: wow we are close

So me and Mew Mew are offically going out YAY



 


 



 


 
 
 

MewMew is online[14:50] MewMew: Hey!
[14:50] MewMew: I has a question ^^
[14:51] MewMew: Snuggly pooo!
[14:51] MewMew: Darn did I miss you >.<
[14:52] vampprincessshiago: hii
[14:52] MewMew: SNUGGLY!
[14:52] MewMew: ^^
[14:53] MewMew: Shiakins hey ^^
[14:53] MewMew: How's you?
[14:53] vampprincessshiago: HIII im good you
[14:53] MewMew: And whats poca doing that annoyed you love?
[14:53] vampprincessshiago: do u kno wher
[14:53] MewMew: Better somewhat.
[14:53] MewMew: Eh?
[14:53] vampprincessshiago: u kno how i was datin TEDYBER?
[14:53] MewMew: Do you have facebook? ^^ Yesss
[14:54] vampprincessshiago: well poca is calling me a liar sayin we never went out and that theyve been dating since oct and yesh I do
[14:54] MewMew: Bleh
[14:54] MewMew: Drama
[14:54] vampprincessshiago: yeah
[14:55] MewMew: I'm gonna keep bugging you till you tell me if you have facebook lol >.>
[14:55] vampprincessshiago: butI do
[14:55] vampprincessshiago: I do
[14:55] MewMew: Yays!
[14:55] MewMew: I'll have to add you then ^^
[14:55] vampprincessshiago: yesh u do
[14:55] MewMew: Rawrs
[14:56] MewMew: I've been a litle to playful of late around boys.
[14:56] vampprincessshiago: Rawrs
[14:56] MewMew: I'm single again so
[14:56] vampprincessshiago: what you mean hun?
[14:56] vampprincessshiago: wait why???
[14:56] MewMew: Er sexual playful
[14:56] MewMew: Dumped asshole was just using me and was wishing to cause trouble and get me banned on FB if he could
[14:57] MewMew: So I said fuck it
[14:57] MewMew: And started messing around with a few boys I know. x.x
[14:57] vampprincessshiago: that sucks...u kno we should so say were in a relationship on FB just to pioss him off
[14:57] MewMew: I removed and blocked him already lol
[14:57] vampprincessshiago: oh ok
[14:57] MewMew: But I would love us as friends on FB
[14:58] vampprincessshiago: seriously
[14:58] MewMew: I've actually broken my rule of teasing and have been messing about more often
[14:58] MewMew: ..What scares me is I enjoyed it.
[14:58] vampprincessshiago: same here
[14:58] vampprincessshiago: Since Ive become single ive turned into a lil of a slut
[14:58] MewMew: Same
[14:58] MewMew: I kind of like it though
[14:58] vampprincessshiago: Yeah same here
[14:59] MewMew: ^^
[14:59] MewMew: I'll be sure to add you tomorrow then
[14:59] vampprincessshiago: whats ur name im on ill look u up
[14:59] MewMew: We can tease boys and snuggle and be hyper kitties together lol
[14:59] MewMew: If you want ^^
[15:00] MewMew: And I want to meet and hang out!
[15:00] vampprincessshiago: Seriously
[15:00] vampprincessshiago: Ashley Lane???
[15:01] MewMew: Nope I'm not using my real name right now on fb so I'll have to give you it tomorrow
[15:01] MewMew: Stupid drama and assholes so I mad a new one till the bullshit dies down
[15:01] MewMew: made*
[15:01] MewMew: I'll be sure to add you though ^^
[15:02] vampprincessshiago: How can I change my name on there???
[15:02] MewMew: You go to account settings i think then it has name change then just put in what you want if you want the word slut in your name put it as -Slut
[15:02] MewMew: -Slut
[15:03] vampprincessshiago: Nope Im doin Shia
[15:03] MewMew: Ok ^^
[15:03] MewMew: I'll change mine eventually I'm just going to add very close friends only
[15:03] vampprincessshiago: yay
[15:03] MewMew: To many assholes on my list >.<
[15:04] MewMew: For now though I'll be using whatever it is I typed.
[15:04] MewMew: I've been thinking of changing my name ^^
[15:04] vampprincessshiago: coolio
[15:05] MewMew: Any idea's love?
[15:05] MewMew: And since we're both single I may have to claim you.
[15:05] MewMew: ^^
[15:05] vampprincessshiago: YAY
[15:05] vampprincessshiago: wait on Fake??
[15:05] MewMew: On fb ^^
[15:06] vampprincessshiago: YAY..so where is account settings???
[15:06] MewMew: I don't mind if you play either ^^
[15:06] vampprincessshiago: Same here
[15:06] MewMew: Do you see where it has your name up on the top blue bar? There's Settings or something near it up there click account settings when you click it. ^^
[15:07] MewMew: I used all my logins on the facebook myspace comps today x.x
[15:07] vampprincessshiago: nice been on fake yet today?
[15:07] vampprincessshiago: wait duh im stupid
[15:08] MewMew: I'm on now lol ^^
[15:08] vampprincessshiago: okies I'll have ot get back on then
[15:09] MewMew: And we can half make out on wiki's!
[15:09] MewMew: >.>
[15:09] vampprincessshiago: YAY
[15:09] MewMew: Or have fun in private ^^
[15:09] vampprincessshiago: yeah
[15:10] MewMew: I never thought I'd just play around though but i'm tired of being hurt all the time.
[15:10] vampprincessshiago: I'm the same way hun
[15:10] MewMew: And I like the idea of friends with benefits till I find a special girl all my own.
[15:11] vampprincessshiago: Yeha I agree
[15:11] MewMew: Then its up to her if we both play with others.
[15:11] MewMew: And I love you ^^
[15:11] vampprincessshiago: Like love love?
[15:11] MewMew: Yes
[15:13] vampprincessshiago: Same here hun
[15:13] vampprincessshiago: and its changed to Shia Chan
[15:13] MewMew: ^^
[15:13] MewMew: 'll search it tommorow first thing!
[15:14] vampprincessshiago: YAY
[15:14] MewMew: ^^
[15:14] MewMew: I think we'd be a good couple and we both could play with others if we both agree to deal?
[15:14] vampprincessshiago: Deal
[15:15] vampprincessshiago: So were offically dating???
[15:16] MewMew: If you say yes ^^
[15:16] MewMew: If you want me
[15:16] MewMew: You have a celly love? ^^
[15:17] vampprincessshiago: Yesh I do and no I dont hun
[15:17] vampprincessshiago: I really wanna send u a request love
[15:17] MewMew: You'll be able to first thing tomorrow
[15:18] MewMew: I'm saving up for a laptop ^^
[15:18] MewMew: So as soon as I have it I'll be around loads more for you love.
[15:18] MewMew: And i'll get a cam ^^
[15:18] vampprincessshiago: My lappys in the shop atm
[15:18] vampprincessshiago: OMG THEN WELL BE ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER YAY!!!
[15:18] MewMew: Mines died been dead for forever x.x
[15:18] MewMew: YES
[15:18] MewMew: ^^
[15:19] MewMew: And talk and blush our asses of and flirt.
[15:19] vampprincessshiago: ^^^^
[15:19] MewMew: off*
[15:19] vampprincessshiago: Yepp
[15:19] Meebo Message: Sorry, meebo is having difficulties connecting to the network.
[15:19] MewMew: Oh I added you as mine on my Fake profile is that alright? ^^
[15:20] vampprincessshiago: Yeah and Ill do the same with you
[15:20] MewMew: ^^
[15:21] MewMew: So other then the poka drama you've been alright?
[15:21] vampprincessshiago: Yesh
[15:21] MewMew: Better be cus i'm possesive of my loves happiness I want you happy ^^
[15:22] vampprincessshiago: Same here babe
[15:22] vampprincessshiago: he he he
[15:23] MewMew: ^^
[15:23] MewMew: Yes you can claim me and I am yours as of today.
[15:23] vampprincessshiago: Ohh I am so puttin this in a diary on Fake
[15:23] MewMew: And again just so we're clear we both can mess around? I never wish to hurt my Snuggly poo. Ever. ^^
[15:24] vampprincessshiago: Yesh we can becuz we cant actually see each other so
[15:24] MewMew: I agree right now we can't but we will!
[15:24] vampprincessshiago: Yehs we will
[15:24] vampprincessshiago: and when we do I dont think well be mesisn around with other ppl
[15:24] MewMew: And then we can decide if we just want each other or be with each other and we both can play with a few boys together. ^^
[15:25] MewMew: Thats fine with me
[15:25] MewMew: It's all up to you ^^
[15:25] vampprincessshiago: Okies
[15:25] MewMew: Mines
[15:25] vampprincessshiago: MINES
[15:27] MewMew: Yes
[15:27] MewMew: ^^
[15:28] MewMew: And when we do meet i demand tons of pictures of us! ^^
[15:28] vampprincessshiago: I agree
[15:29] MewMew: ^^
[15:29] MewMew: This feels so right.
[15:29] vampprincessshiago: I know doesnt it
[15:30] MewMew: We can take things slow and steady know each other very well meet when we feel ready and just never leave one anothers side again. ^.^
[15:30] vampprincessshiago: I agree
[15:30] MewMew: I just really trust you
[15:31] vampprincessshiago: Same here
[15:31] MewMew: And your not like most of the idiots I've asked to be with.
[15:33] vampprincessshiago: Awww
[15:33] MewMew: I reall have liked you for a long time.
[15:33] vampprincessshiago: Same here hun...liek the new name
[15:34] MewMew: ^^
[15:35] MewMew: Thanks for fake only ^^
[15:35] vampprincessshiago: ok
[15:36] MewMew: ^^
[15:36] MewMew: Mine mine mine
[15:37] vampprincessshiago: Same to you!!!!
[15:38] MewMew: ^^
[15:38] MewMew: You seem happy ^^
[15:38] MewMew: ♥Teasing look♥
[15:38] vampprincessshiago: I am totally on top of the world rightnow
[15:39] MewMew: Good i'll try my hardest to keep you there ^^
[15:40] vampprincessshiago: Same with me
[15:40] vampprincessshiago: did u see my atatus?
[15:40] vampprincessshiago: status*
[15:41] MewMew: I'll look now ^^
[15:42] vampprincessshiago: okies
[15:42] MewMew: Updated my status ^^
[15:44] MewMew: ♥
[15:44] vampprincessshiago: YAY
[15:46] MewMew: ^^
[15:46] vampprincessshiago: I changed mine
[15:46] MewMew: So cute ^^
[15:46] vampprincessshiago: Iknow we are
[15:47] MewMew: Your the cute one I'm the lucky one. ^^
[15:47] vampprincessshiago: Awwwww
[15:48] MewMew: If I leave i'll be right back ^^
[15:48] vampprincessshiago: okies
[15:48] vampprincessshiago: library time?
[15:49] MewMew: Yeah
[15:49] MewMew: I'll have a whole hour more with you love ^^
[15:50] vampprincessshiago: YAY *DANCES AROUND HAPPILY* OMG DRACES GONNA BE PISSED
[15:50] MewMew: I have [8] 15 minute logins for things like FB two logins lile this each 65 mins
[15:50] MewMew: BRB!
[15:51] MewMew: Back ^^
[15:51] MewMew: 65 minutes
[15:51] vampprincessshiago: YAY
[15:51] MewMew: ^^
[15:51] vampprincessshiago: I cant stop smiling
[15:52] MewMew: Well don't your cute when you smile me thinks. ^^
[15:52] MewMew: And you deserve to smile lovely!
[15:53] MewMew: My Snuggly poo ^^


 


 
 

MewMew: I need to see if my b/f and I could visit >.>
MewMew: Or set something up ^^
MewMew: 3 mins left so if I go I'm gone for the day x.x
MewMew: Luffs my Snuggly poo!
Steph: Yeah deff and okies have a good day hun Luffs you two!!!
MewMew: Later see you tomorrow! MEW! I luffs wu! =^.^=

I love Mews b/f he doesn't care if we play!!!

Steph: I love these clothes
MewMew: I so adore them.
MewMew: I'm a gothic girl anyway so >.>
MewMew: But loli I so adore.
Steph: Same here
MewMew: ♥Snuggle snuggle snuggle♥
MewMew: It'd like be awesome us both getting loli outfits and clubbing or something all night.
Steph: And taking tons of pics
MewMew: YES
MewMew: And being like rawrs at the camera
Steph: YAYS
MewMew: Maby getting someone to take a picture of us kissing or snuggling lol
Steph: Yesh
MewMew: ^^
Steph: XD
MewMew: And my b/f wouldn't mind at all!
Steph: Hey he could take the pics!!!
MewMew: Yep ^^
Steph: Yay
MewMew:
shia?1:28 PM
I'll get her to join my site1:28 PM
And you can meet her ^^1:28 PM
MeJason Micco
oh good, another playmate for my baby!1:29 PM
i want to see you make out with a girl SO badddd1:29 PM
okay i really do need to go though baby.
MewMew: lol
MewMew: See? He doesn't care XD
Steph: yay

Part of mine and Mew Mews yahoo convo


I LOVE HER!!!

MewMew: I'm not like Dj
MewMew: I told him I liked him but we might not get together or anything.
MewMew: I've not fucking strung him alone got bored and hurt him on purpose because I fucking could.
MewMew: So I'm through trying.
MewMew: How's you?
Steph: I am great I've ahd 3 diff guys ask me out since I've become single
MewMew: I'd ask you out but we're distance and I hae someone.
MewMew: We have distance between us*
MewMew: x.x
Steph: Seriously?
MewMew: YES!
Steph: Why
MewMew: You've always been kind and not judgemental and your cute in personality as well as looks and just really adorable all around?
Steph: YAY
Steph: Hey do you mind if I post that lil bit in a diary on Fake?
MewMew: I don't mind at all
MewMew: ♥Snuggles♥
MewMew: If I didn't have a b/f I'd so ask you out ^^
Steph: *Cudddles*

This is a poem of mine that is being published this month so I thought I would share it!!!

This is mine it is copyrighted so no stealing or I sue...If you wanna take it ask my permission and make sure my name is on it!!!

                  
Silent
By: Stephanie G

I wish you would talk
I wish you would speak

I know you are sad
But please do not be

I want to help
But you do not care

You just sit there
Staring at thin air

I sit next to you
And try to talk

You just ignore me
And go for a walk

I know you have problems
I know you want to scream

But instead you stay silent
Wanting out of this dream


Written on 10/01/07


I wrote this to be from two perspectives the person reciting the poem and the person the poem is being read two. Now those of you who know me who do you think I am in this one?

Feedback is very welcome!!!