twas cool to see Crystal Castles on SKINS earlier
thats twice now in 3 seasons
phunky much?

*raves to 'crimewave'*

i know how sad it sounds
but i'm sat in bed
alone
in the dark
with a purple glowstick
raving like a beast
to darude's sandstorm.
my apologies to my neighbours
it's nearly 4am


thank jebus for amyl

love, love is a word
love is a doing word

it's also an abstract noun
booyakashaaa

I love where I live



I live like... a few minutes from the light house
it's so pretty
that's bracelet bay, it's full of pebbles,
i live on the next bay along, with sandy goodness
and ROCKPOOLS!

yes... I'm cool ;)

I am colour...blind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...


Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine


I am covered in skin

No one gets to come in

Pull me out from inside

I am folded,
and unfolded,
and unfolding
I am
colourblind


Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...


fine

fuuuuuck
after i finished work at about 3.30am this morning sophie (madame_eleanor) and i went to the underground subversion techno thing in the other club floor because we didnt fancy going home. plus we were a bit drunk, good ol' adam at the bar kept doubling the absinthe he put in my champagne, he's a cutie, like a short version of you nick :p
not to mention the concoction of poison that i had when i got to work, a pitcher of a sin city cocktail , not sure which.
aaanyways, the club owner Jules talked us in to raving
now, i'd only ever taken a glimpse at it before, the music is far too loud
but it was immense, the lazer show was amazing and the whole place was UV'd to the max
seeing all the drugged up ravers was a bit scary though
i saw some chavvy guy stamping along to the music
only to realise he was stamping on someones head :/
sophie and i swiftly left as the bouncers fled in

we got home just before 7am, was a good night i feel

sometimes, I really miss Danny

other times, I lol.




I want my undies back!

Do You like any of these?

Arctic Monkeys
The Automatic
Arcade Fire
Ash
Basement Jaxx
Blink 182
Baby Shambles
David Bowie
Beck
Blur
Billy Talent
Blah Blah Blah
The Black Lips
Black Kids
Biffy Clyro
The Bravery
The Bootown Rats
Bloc Party
Boy Kill Boy
Bikini Kill
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
Buzzcocks
Bumblebeez
Charlatans
The Coral
Graham Coxon
The Cure
Cut Copy
The Clash
Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
Chemical Brothers
Crystal Castles
Courteeners
The Charlatans
CSS
Cajun Dance Party
Cute is What We Aim For
The Cribs
Cut Copy
Dykeenies
Daft Punk
The Dropkick Muphys
The Distillers
Dirty Pretty Things
Does It Offend You, Yeah?
The Dandy Warhols
Elliot Minor
The Editors
The Enemy
Envy Corps
Elbow
Franz Ferdinand
The Fratellis
Fallout Boy
Foals
The Fray
Greenday
The Gossip
The Go! Team
Gogol Bordello
Garbage
Ghost Frequency
Gym Class Heroes
Goldfinger
Hot Chip
Hard Fi
Hadouken
Holloways
House of Pain
The Hives
Head Automatica
Jimi Hendrix
Calvin Harris
Hoosiers
Hard Fi
Interpol
Ida Maria
Iggy Pop
Infadels
Jet
The Jam
Jimmy Eat World
Joy Division
Justice
The Killers
The Knife
Kasabian
Kids in Glas Houses
The Kinks
The Kooks
Kings of Leon
The Kills
The La's
Ladytron
Libertines
LCD Soundsystem
Lost Prophets
Linkin Park
Longcut
Long Blondes
The Music
Maccabees
MGMT
Manic Street Preachers
Muse
Milburn
Make Model
M83
Mansun
My Chemical Romance
The Magic Numbers
Mystey Jets
Madness
Metric
Maximo Park
The Metros
Nine Black Alps
New Young Pony Club
Nine Inch Nails
No Doubt
Nirvana
The Offspring
Oasis
Operator Please
OK GO
Placebo
Pidgeon Detectives
Pendulum
Paramore
Prodigy
Jack Penate
Plain White T's
Primal Scream
Polyphonic Spree
Pull Tiger Tail
Panic! At The Disco
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Reverend and the Makers
Razorlight
The Rakes
Rifles
Rancid
Ramones
Robots in Disguise
The Rapture
Scouting For Girls
The Rumble Strips
The trokes
Supe Furry Animals
Supergrass
Sonic Hearts
Shiny Toy Guns
Sex Pistols
The Sunshine Underground
Snow Patrol
Smashing Pumpkins
Subways
Skunk Anansie
Sargeant
Stereophonics
Simian (mobile disco)
The Smiths
The Sea
Sum 41
Tegan and Sara
Jamie T
Transplants
These New Puritans
The Twang
This City
The Thrills
The Ting Tings
Velvet Revolver
T. Rex
The Vines
The View
The Volunteer Butler Scheme
Weezer
The Wombats
We Are Scientists
Weatus
White Stripes
Wolfmother
Young Knives
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Yellowcard
The Zutons
!!!

I was rather bored and decided to re-arrange my main CD case for Friday nights
this is the majority of the music I play at Club NME, but not all, I have another 4 cases xD
heavier stuff is played above me, at Club Kerrang
@ Face/Off - every Friday
in Sin City, Swansea.

you should come :)

I love the fact that I can et drunk at work

it's rare that I take up on this, I normaly have to drive home, which is about 15mins away

but I'm not driving







I do like walking
I like drukness more though =] eeeeeek

Roses are awful,
Violets are the pits,
Lift up your shirt,
And show us your tits.

Roses are crap,
Violets are shit,
Sit on my face,
And wiggle a bit.

Roses are straight,
Violets are twisted,
Bend over love,
You're about to get fisted.

I'm losing my religion
trying to keep up you.

shabbadabbadooooooo =]

is posting a diary entry
with Zach


he's pretty

gotta go now ;)

So you still haven't written - big surprise - but Wendy says you're doing OK, which is cool. I've been wanting to tell you about this strange guy I met 3 weeks ago. No, we're not fucking, get your mind out of the gutter, perv. He's not even gay, I don't think - in fact, his vibe is kinda weirdly asexual. His name is Brian Lackey. He lives in Little River and, like yours truly, attends Hutchinson Loser Community College... So anyways, the day you left, your mom and I found him literally on your doorstep, looking for you. He says you and him played Little League together like 10 years ago. He was the worst player on the team, blah-blah-blah-blah-blah... He's full of questions about you. But, of course, I haven't told him much, i.e. about your "line of work". I did say you were queer like me, only 'cause I figured you wouldn't care. But now, are you ready for the good part? He thinks that when you and him were little, you were both abducted and examined by space aliens. How brilliant is that? But he was completely serious when he told me this. Like you should've seen the look in his eyes. So, what's the story, dude? Were you abducted by a UFO or what? P.S. - Are your crabs gone yet?

I hate it when they look like Tarzan but sound like Jane.

where you are seems to be
as far as an eternity
outstretched hands, open hearts
and if it never ends then when do we start

i'll never leave you behind
or treat you unkind
i know you understand
oh, woah
and with a tear in my eye
give me the sweetest goodbye
that i ever did receive

pushing forward and
arching back
brins me closer to
heart attack
say goodbye and just
fly way
when you com back
i have somethings to say

how dos it feel to know
you'll nevr have to be alone
when you get home?
there must be some place here
that only you and i could go
so I can show you how i
feel

my Welsh grammar sucks
*makes mental note to practice a bit more*
i actually feel quite ashamed that i can speak two other languages a lot better than my first language, my home language

ydych chi eisiau dawnsio nick?

question:

what are your favourite bands/artists of the 90s?
what musical genres would you say define the era?

There's anger far behind the things,

That surface on your mind.

And bring your spirits down,

Because of all that comes before the rise and fall.

It's easier to hold your ground,

Your steady ground.

Discovering that over time

All the could-of-been's.

They blow your mind and speak to you.

And the voice you hear will stay with you,

Beneath the things you say and do.

So, let it out.

Let it out.

And they're waiting.

For something to change into something worth waiting for.

And they're waiting for something to change into something

Worth waiting for.

Somewhere off in the distance,

On the other side of your resistance.

Lies, a peacefull existence.

It waits,

What a difference it makes.

Without boundaries, no limits, no maximum reach.

No guidelines to follow.

One promise to each his own,

Individual.

A self-destination,

A wide-open journey,

on a path to creation.

Your life

Is happening now,



And they're waiting.

You were fun, you became boring.

You were astounding, you became disappointing.

You were close, you became distant.

I liked you, now i despise you.

I wanted you, now i resent that statement.

I adored you, now i can't bare to look at you.

You use others for your own personal gain.

You used me for another point to push your way up the league.

We met with open arms and small conversation.

We grew close as friends and shared intimate conversations.

I thought you were genuine, you were just the same.

I was blinded by you, now i see you for who you really are.

I was attracted to you, now i don't think about you.

You made me speechless, now i sum you up with one word.

I thought you were different, you became the same as the rest.

I thought you were genuine, you became a stranger who breathed lies.

You sympathised with my vulnerability, then you took advantage.

Your kiss seemed special, now it's destestable.

Your touch was comfort, now it's cancerous.

Your warm heart of love became a cold heart of evil.

Summer of exciting spontaneous faces is a long way, it must be the same old cycle ready to be broken when the frozen, bitter winds of hatred has been spent.

I'll forget.

But i will not forgive.

You're all the same.

No dignity.

No self respect or respect for others.

No self preservation.



You talk about your sexual conquests and all your 'new true loves' like they are a new must have fashion accessory, one of which is cheap and dull.



I hope that someday my belief in lonely protection will release me towards freedom and then capture you so that you really do end up alone.



Then you might think, Where did it all go wrong?