this is soooo weird

I'm actually having to decline job offers

I thought this country was in a recession and job losses were increasing

now i dont have enough time in the week to the work i have
let alone more

does anybody want to work for me? I could do with a PA　：Ｐ

I really <3 The Knife


one night to be confused
one night to speed up truth
we had a promise made
four hands and then away

both under influense
we had devine scent
to know what to say
mind is a razorblade

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

one night of magic rush
the start a simple touch
one night to push and scream
and then releaf

ten days of perfect tunes
the colors red and blue
we had a promise made
we were in love

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough

and you, you knew the hands of the devil
and you, kept us awake with wolf teeths
sharing different heartbeats
in one night

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

I've had a really good few days

just thought I'd share that with you






want a hug anyone?

they're freeeeeeeee =]

i've always wanted to teach people
i'm a vegetarian
i love to cook
simple, teach people how to cook vegetarian foods

so i am
i was inspired last year by the Post Punk Kitchen
a web-based vegan cookery show
and my favourite cookery book, Vegan with a Vengence

so that's what i've been doing, planning a veggie food cookery show for youtube
today i'm running a trial
and as we speak, my Worcester and Black Olive bread is resting prior to being baked

anyone interested in seeing the 20min show?

well that was weird

I was sent some nughty pictures, of myself
by someone I've soooort of known for a few years
these are pictures of me back when I was 17/18 or so?

and I'm tryng to figure out how he got them


nice of him to pass them along though :P

I've decided to colour my hair again

back when I was younger, in my punkier/gothier days I used to dye my hair all the time
I have literally been EVERY colour
or at least one shade of each colour

dark red, bright red, burgundy, cosmic blue, bright blue (didn't last very long), teal, aqua, several shades of green, including lime, yellow, orange, magenta, bubblegum pink, white, black, grey, several shades of brown, blonde, and many varying shades of purple
I've also been gold and silver, though they weren't permanent dies

and as you can imagine, all of that colouring kind of killed my hair a bit
but it's been at least a year now and my hair's health is back to full health,
I want to re-colour it


any suggestions?
I've not been ginger
I'm not planning on it either

seeing as it's 'Comic Relief' tonight

I'm gonna jerk off Robin Williams

mehhh
i'm sick of drunken or otherwise meaningless sex

i miss waking up next to someone in the morning (or afternoon) and just snuggling :/

ooooft

Splash Media is making a comeback.

I'm rather excited

oh look












foreskin

nowt like a bit of symphonic metal to lift your spirits

some things just suck

and not in good way

lol i found this that i made about 4 years ago



some things never change eh?
:/

twas cool to see Crystal Castles on SKINS earlier
thats twice now in 3 seasons
phunky much?

*raves to 'crimewave'*

i know how sad it sounds
but i'm sat in bed
alone
in the dark
with a purple glowstick
raving like a beast
to darude's sandstorm.
my apologies to my neighbours
it's nearly 4am


thank jebus for amyl

love, love is a word
love is a doing word

it's also an abstract noun
booyakashaaa

I love where I live



I live like... a few minutes from the light house
it's so pretty
that's bracelet bay, it's full of pebbles,
i live on the next bay along, with sandy goodness
and ROCKPOOLS!

yes... I'm cool ;)

I am colour...blind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...


Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine


I am covered in skin

No one gets to come in

Pull me out from inside

I am folded,
and unfolded,
and unfolding
I am
colourblind


Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...


fine

fuuuuuck
after i finished work at about 3.30am this morning sophie (madame_eleanor) and i went to the underground subversion techno thing in the other club floor because we didnt fancy going home. plus we were a bit drunk, good ol' adam at the bar kept doubling the absinthe he put in my champagne, he's a cutie, like a short version of you nick :p
not to mention the concoction of poison that i had when i got to work, a pitcher of a sin city cocktail , not sure which.
aaanyways, the club owner Jules talked us in to raving
now, i'd only ever taken a glimpse at it before, the music is far too loud
but it was immense, the lazer show was amazing and the whole place was UV'd to the max
seeing all the drugged up ravers was a bit scary though
i saw some chavvy guy stamping along to the music
only to realise he was stamping on someones head :/
sophie and i swiftly left as the bouncers fled in

we got home just before 7am, was a good night i feel

sometimes, I really miss Danny

other times, I lol.




I want my undies back!