Well i guess to start this is my first diary entry since being a member of fake. Well to all my friends on here then if after this weekend you dont see me on for awhile its cause one the holidays are depressing for me. I have never had a christmas and i have always had to spend them alone so of course i am somewhat a grinch. Being the fact that in the 24 years of my human life i have never had a christmas, so if i say or do anything to offend anyone my appologies cause this is just that time of year.