Hey all First off Happy New Year, well my end of 2009 and beginning of 2010 is not going so good to start with I lost my job because i broke a rule. I am currnetly in a homeless shelter, i will be going to visit a friend in a few weeks and from there i dont know where i will be at so i dont know how much access i will have maybe this is there year i disappear or this is the year everything turns around for me.

Hello friends and clown family well tonight is going to be my last night online i dont know when i will have internet access again. I am doing a rent to own on my laptop and due to the fact that my boss did not pay me this past week i have to give up my laptop. Apparently i ordered 169 dollars worth of movies on my cable box which has not been hooked up in over 2 months so since it was billed to my box she kept my paycheck. but also Jan 25th i will be goig home to florida for a week and all to get my tattoos finished. I will miss you all since i wont be able to get online but if you wish to reach me my number is 269 962 3628 just ask for scott i am normally always here.

Well i guess to start this is my first diary entry since being a member of fake. Well to all my friends on here then if after this weekend you dont see me on for awhile its cause one the holidays are depressing for me. I have never had a christmas and i have always had to spend them alone so of course i am somewhat a grinch. Being the fact that in the 24 years of my human life i have never had a christmas, so if i say or do anything to offend anyone my appologies cause this is just that time of year.