i already feel bad
im trying to change for my own good and others as well
but after wat he said to made me feel so good
but after wat i read makes me go bak to how i already felt
he says he wants me as his wife and he loves me
but he is telling every one that he is single
i still love him but wat i did was good for the both of us

is there really love? or is it jst something that is said? i thought i found it but..i guess it was all a lie. i fell in love with what i thought was the greatest guy ever. i still think he is great. and i still love him. he was my life and my world i loved him with all my heart. he treated me right and said all of the right things to me. he protected me in all different was he mine "forever and always" but that didnt last forever. only one thing left to say...i will still love him.."forever and always" no matter wat.
*cries one single tear*