Tired of the games...tired of the bullshit...why can't I find happiness? This is the reason why I didn't want to date again. This is the reason why I didn't want to date my friends. We fight and we fight...I'm sick of it. I say one thing and she gets an attitude...I don't say another thing and she doesn't talk to me. I swear that love is my curse...nothing good has ever come of it.

Well it's been 20 days since I've put up a diary entry. Nothing was interesting in my life enough to vent about. Last night, 3-29-10, during dinner, my parents were looking through the DVR and found the movie 'Angels and Demons' which is the 2nd movie after 'The Da Vinci Code.' My parents, though one is Baptist and the other is Catholic, are both Christians. When they saw that, they started screaming at me for having it on the DVR and went on a rampage saying that the movie is detrimental to the Christian faith. Being not of the Christian faith myself, it didn't bother me at all but my younger brother and sister are forced to practice and worship the Christian faith since they are underage. Unfortunately, because my father is at least three times bigger than I am, I had to hold my tongue or be thrown out of the house or worse. Instead I set my unfinished plate of food on the table and left immediately as my father was in mid sentence. Right or wrong? I believe I was right in what I did though I really wanted to call him out on his bullshit over a movie.

I've got a new Wiki page up...kind of sucks at the moment but I'm working on it. ^_^ It's my first one I've ever done before. Feedback is a plus...and I need to find some pictures for it. Hopefully I can find some cool ones somewhere.

New day for a new week...feeling much better today thankfully. Just cleaned out my relations thing...if you're there and I haven't recieved a message from you in a while either cuz you ignore me or whatever, you got deleted. I believe that this only goes to my relations or anyone watching me...so if you're still a relation with me, I like you. :P

Back online after being sick for a week and a half...it was definitely not a good time. Got in a hell of a fight with my brother last night...dumbass is bigger than me and I still put him facedown on his bed. Then me father came in and stopped us...I wouldn't have killed him. Just maimed him a little. Geez...no fun anymore.

But I'm behind...missed the 2nd exam in my psych class too. It will be okay though...I hope.

I am seriously tired of all this snow!! I haven't been to school in 2 weeks and I am so behind. Missed an exam in my Computer class and it was the first one...blah blah blah. We are supossed to get another storm tonight.

Okay...well I'm skipping class today cuz it's English and I don't want to go. *bends over* Spank me...I dare you.

But I've had a hell of a day already and I just want to sleep. Had to put away a shitload of square bales of hay this morning and I just am beat. Blah...I don't want to go to my Computer class tonight either but I will anyways.

Wow...a diary. Wonder if this is one of those 'secret' ones that nobody is supposed to look at or nothing will come true. *looks around the screen* Don't see a latch or anything...oh well.

Hi! Umm...I'm Jimmy. (not sure if you're to put that or not *shrugs*) Kind of new here...never had a diary page before either on here or elsewhere. *looks around* This is a cool site...lots of mean people but there are a lot of cool ones too *cough*Doll and Smile101*cough*

Oh speaking of Smile101...that's my fiance. I love her to death too. She's in Alaska though three thousand miles away. :( But it's all good...we are madly in love and going to get married 12/12/12. Hopefully at least. I'm going up in June and July to see her though and I'm so excited...first time getting on a plane too. Woo hoo!!!! Hmm...still don't know what to put on here.