well today wasnt the best day of my life, seem to be losing friends left right and center for no reason what-so-ever.

If i known you well enough to talk to and have spoke before i could do with a chat right about now :(

I feel complete shit, felt like this before but not so bad, and i nearly went last time. i dnt want to go.
Plus i can stop thinking bout this lad who i love(d) and he fucked me up so badly, lieng about everything. i dont want to fall for him again, but i cnt help my self :(=[