Why is it that sometimes people think its okay to use people as there emotional punching bag. Especially when your in a relationship that has previous kids attached that when you try to do the nice thing you get treated like shit and told that oh btw since your over stepping your bounderies you need to shut the fuck up and not say anything. But yet your supposedly considered apart of the family but in the same stroke your not to do anything at all in regards of trying to be a responsible adut. So then the kids see excatly how your being treated so they start treating you the same way but your suppose to not say anything to them or your the asshole thats over stepping his bounderies as the b/f but yet you already started the next step in the relationship. I swear I think that its over rated these days being in a relationship with anyone. Because there are to many fine lines that aint to be crossed even if your considered family but really your not. Your just a glorified fuck partner with no power or say in anything that goes on within the house in which your residing in.

The Grinch has awoken yet again because its that time of year again. But this year has been a royal bitch between moving into a new apartment and having surgery. Mean while looking at having possibly four more between now and shortly after the new year starts yeah me. I just wished that one year wouldn't start out with anything other then a frest start. But I guess its to much to ask for. But for those of you that are my friends on here may you have a merry christmas an any of you that are pagan like me happy yule tidings. May your new years ring out in festivities and joyious times and make sure to go out with a bang.