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Shades Bookshelf

~*DARK and BURNING HELL*~
What is it that you think of when a creature of the night bites you? What is it that the night creature thinks of when they bite you? What do we the creatures of the night think of during the day or are we really sleeping at all. Who knows the answers to these questions, I do not know , but I do know what I am thinking during the day do you.

What is it that a creature of the night see's when we look inside a persons soul, do we see good or do we see pure evil. Some call us crazy, some say we are fake but when the new world order has come who is it that will be left standing. Who are the mere mortals that have said we are not supposed to exist, who is to say that they are not supposed to exist and we are.

I am the creature that walks in the dark. I am the thing that you fear most, cuz I am in your dreams. I know your deepest darkest FEARS. I also know your best kept SECRETS. You can't hide from me for I am you. I am the very BLOOD within your being, for I am you in every way, I am the part of you that has never seen the light of day, always in the night forever I will dwell in this dark and burning HELL.

Why do I feel so trapped in this lonely and burning HELL of mine, for I am the creature that haunts your dreams. I know what you are most afraid of and it is me for I am the creature of the DARK. BLACK as night and even deadlier than POISON.

Why am I the Heir to the LYCAN throne, why not my sister. Why me I used to say. Do you see me as the pure LYCAN princess that I am or do you see me as the bastard HALF-BREED that you think I am, or is it yourself that you really see when you look me in the eye.
By. Sin Valentine

~*Rock Out Loud*~
Seeing one so young and carefree
Alone but not lonely.
I am the Chosen One I am me,
Flying high, flying free.

The true one I see but is it really you,
Being true in the end is hard,
But I did it can you.
Flying high, Flying free.

Be one in a million,
Stand out in a crowd.
Be who you chose,
For I am the chosen one.

Be who you want.
Chose who you are,
Know what you want,
Be there for yourself in the end.

Work hard.
Know that you are you.
Be your own.
BE THE ONE TO ROCK OUT LOUD.
By. Sin Valentine

This poem is dedicated to a good friend that past away
on August 16, 2009. She will be greatly missed

~*So Alone*~
Young and innocent crying alone on the floor
sometimes wishing that we were something more,
Wishing that we could be us, flying free and true.
Wondering if it really was you,
So scared and all alone only really wanting to go home.
Could it be that we were really home all along,
or were we just alone all along.
Why can't we be free flying with our brothers,
wondering why we were like no others.
When others had a family we were left all alone,
with no one to hold so scared and alone, wishing on wishes
that someone would hold us.
Can you see that I wasn't the only lonely one, so scared were we, just little babies all we wanted was family of our own.
our deepest fears were realized when we were taken away from the only family that we had ever known then really realizing that we were truly alone in the world.
Why do we feel so alone, why us we say, is there another way. We never thought that we were good enough, we never thought that life could be different. Sometimes we wished we were more than alone.
Did you really love us, did you really even care.
You cared enough to make us but you were never there. You said that you loved them, but what about me I was thinking will you ever love me like you love them. So alone you never cared, so alone I was always scared. I was just a baby when you gave me up did you ever want me, I know that you wanted them. So scared and all alone all I ever wanted was a mother just like my sister and brother. Why did you go why did you leave were you mad or were you just scared, it was then that I knew you would never care, and I then knew that you would never be there. This life I made it my own and I know that you can not bring me down for I am stronger than you will ever know. I am something that you can never be. There are things that you will never understand about me, there are things that you will never know, there are also things that I will never show you or talk to you about.
By. Sin Valentine

This is for every girl that has felt the pressure
to be perfect and fit in

~*Perfection*~
Skinny legs, bigger breasts
Is that all they want to see
tiny waists and thinner arms
the opposite of me.

The preassure to be perfect,
Is slowly closing in.
An utter suffocation,
That doesn't seem to end.

Society is telling me,
Beautiful is thin.
And if I choose to starve myself,
Perfections what I'll win.

Shoving something down my throat,
Will get me what I want.
Bring me closer to that goal,
Of a body I can flaunt.

Society is telling us,
Beauty is a prize.
Measured in the size of your breasts,
In weight and clothing size.

But let me tell you here and now,
No good will come from that.
It seems okay at first,
But soon becomes a trap.

A disease that clouds the mind,
And believes what is untrue.
Believes your never good enough,
No matter what the hell you do.

There is one beauty that I know,
It is the greatest prize of all.
It is learning to accept yourself,
Imperfections, flaws, and all.

The beauty that really matters,
Lies in our heart, our soul, our core.
Because when you love whats,
inside you'll love whats outside even more.

By Sin Valentine

~*The Heart, The Drum Two Beats One Sound*~
Sometimes we all share one sound,
one strength, one heart beat.

A sound that courses through our veins like wildfire,
shaking our souls and our inner desire.

That is the beat of our hearts and souls,
it is called the beat of the drum.

Let the beat of the drum into your heart and hearit as one,
hear the beat of the drum,
hear the beat of your heart,
Listen to what they tell you.

Feel the rythm, hear the sound,
listen to the singers, stomp the ground.

Go with your heart and soul,
let yourself free, let yourself go.

By. Sin Valentine

~*Endless Challenge*~
So much sorrow and so much pain,
took me away and brought me back again

No need for tomarrow just the rain,
feelings never stay and I will never bend.

Nothing stays the same,
so live today and hope it comes agian.

Take me away from this place not wanting more pain,
with a new life I have everything to gain.

No more sorrow, no more pain,
I told it to go and not come back again.

But when I close my eyes pain is all I see,
darkness clouds the mind and blurrs the eyes.

Why do I feel sorrow, pain, and misery,
I just want happiness thats all mine.

But I can fight through the pain,
see through the pain.

to prove to no one else but me.....

That I am stronger than before

I fight my own battles,
I challenge my own strengths.

My strengths are what makes me better,
no matter what life throws at me I WILL BE STRONG!!!

By. Sin Valentine

the art of staying alive is not so great as the art of living

I fell into darkness I fell without pride, I thought I would die. The darkness grabbed at my faith and tore at my soul so much that I thought that darkness would devour me whole

~*Reddness in the past*~
I once rew pretty red pictures, but paper I did not use, I drew them in my skin.

As I traced the blade across my skin,
the blooddrops they fell one by one.

As I walked through the shadows, the blood dripped to the floor
leaving a trail for others like me to follow.

The pictures have all gone away,
and the cuts are all healed.

The pain is gone but not forgotten
the memory of it is still there.

Now my pencil not the razor traces the pictures,
not on my skin but on paper.

They may not always come out right all the time but it HELPS.

By Sin Valentine

~*Mommy Daddy did something to me*~
Mommy, Daddy did something to me
he mad me lose my virginity.

He came into my room,
without knocking on the door.

He picked me up,
then threw me on the floor.

He pulled down my undies,
he ripped open my shirt,
He pushed his thing in so hard that it hurt.

But that wasn't all,
that wasn't the end.

He started to hit me,
and thats just where it begins.

He beat me so bad that I started to cry,
oh tell me LORD why I didn't die.

When he was done,
he walked out the door,
He didn't even pick me up off the floor.

Mommy, daddy did something to me,
he made me lose my virginity.

People please do not judge me because this happened!!!

By. Sin Valentine

~*Forever*~
Forever young, forever strong,
he has watched over since I was born.

He never gace up,
or ever let me go.

whether it be father, brother, or lover,
he has been there.

His heart was once cold,
but is now filled with warmth.

His heart is stronger than he ever knew.

By: Sin Valentine

~*The things I see*~
When I see the things I see I am scared,
sometimes because I do not know what they mean.

Sometimes I wish all these memories and nightmares,
would not haunt me the way that they do.

These nightmares they are not just at night,
they haunt me during the day also.

Sometimes I wish that there was more that I could do,
but I look around and I say to myself that I am not alone.

For so long I was afriad to talk about what I saw and how I felt,
but then one day things just sort of came out and i felt better.

So then I started to write,
I wrote stories and poems.

I still write poems,
but stories not so much.

By: Sin Valentine

~*Seeking the Light*~
In this dark and lonely world,
I once saw the light but only once.

The feelings that I had were overwhelming,
I was afraid, scared and alone nto knowing what to do.

I cried,
but no tears came out.

I wanted to feel free,
I wanted to feel safe.

There was a time that I did not cry,
I felt that nothing could hurt me.

I thought that I had to be brave,
even tho I was afraid.

I did not know what to do,
All I wanted to do was feel safe.

I looked for more light,
but there was none.

By: Sin Valentine

~*My Gaurdian Angel*~
There was an angel that I once knew
that god has now called home.

When she was here on earth,
there was no one else like her.

She knew how I felt even thou I never told her,
still she knew.

No matter what she did she never gave up,
she was there when you just wanted to talk.

She always had a shoulder to to cry on when you needed it.

She always knew how to make you feel better no matter what happened.

She was an angel before she left,
but now she has her wings.

Sometimes I wish that I could still feel the hug of my angel,
but i know that she has flown away to a better place.

She always knew how to make you feel better when you were sad.

Now thinking of her I wonder if I am at all like her.

Maybe I am maybe I'm not,
it does not matter.

Just once I would like to know how she truly felt.

Yes I would like her back,
but I know that she is watching over me.

My crandma My angel.

By: Sin Valentine

This poems is for my great-grandma that passed away

~*Be Honest*~
Look me in the eye and tell me what you think,
be honest please for I can see if you mean it.

Look at me what do I have to give other than my heart,
be honest please for I can see if you really mean it.

Watch me as I heal because I could be hurt again,
be honest please for I can see if you mean it.

Look me in the eyes, see what they say, what do they tell you,
be honest please I can see if you really mean it.

Watch me grow from an awkward little girl into a beautiful young woman,
be honest please for I can see if you mean it.

By: Sin Valentine

~*Scattered Memories*~
The paper surrounds me and the ideas rush through my head.

Like leaves blowing in the wind they are gone before I can catch them.

As the music plays in my ears the memories they come flooding back.

Like a broken dam they run through my head with songs from the past.

Some memories are good and some of them are bad but they are that I have left of my past.

By: Sin Valentine

~*The Fear in me*~
For the longest time I lived in fear
then all I ever wanted to do was feel safe.

I looked for something or someone to keep me safe,
but all i saw were monsters.

They were sneaking up on me,
they were grabbing at me an dragging me deep.

Not knowing what to do I gave in and followed,
i got lost along away.

I gave up on a lot of things, and people gave up on me,
I was more alone then i ever was before.

the fear had me trapped in a dark and lonely place.

By: Sin Valentine

~*Forever Nocturnally Yours*~
Little one do not cry for me,
I will be there when you need me.

As I walk through the shadows,
I see the tears fall down your face and hit the floor one by one.

I walked out of the shadows and into the light,
to say do not cry for me ,
i am here and I will love you forever and always.

You may not see me but i am there,
fore my love for you is greater than the living will ever know.

I swear that I will always be there,
I'd give you anything and everything,
to truly be with you again.

From the time that I laid eyes on you,
you have been mine ever since.

Though my touch may be cold,
my heart is not.

Little one,
you have turned my dark past to light.

My once frozen heart has melted,
and it is because of you.

By: Sin Valentine

~*Mystery of Darkness*~
When I looked out my window,
all i saw was darkness.

No matter where I looked,
no light was to be found.

The darkness wrapped itself around me,
like a blanket.

cloaking me completely,
including my heart and soul.

I once hid myself behind a mask,
of mystery and darkness.

Afriad to show people,
who I really was.

In the end the darkness always fades,
and the light shines through.

And the light exposes my heart for what it really is,
hurt but mending.

By: Sin Valentine

~*It's YOU*~
"Look at me"is all I hear,
it's the thunder that booms in my ears.

It echoes so loud and sweet,
like a lullaby that sings me to sleep.

It's the song that I love.

What is it?
that makes the blood run through my veins like wildfire.

That makes my heart sing with pride,
and my soul shout with joy.

What is the reason that my body is acting this way?

Why does my heart sing so loud,
that the thunder envies it.

Why does my soul shout,
with unmistakable clarity and abandon.

It's you!

It's the look in your eyes when you smile at me.

It's the smile on your face when you look at me.

It's the beat of your heart that,
I hear when I go to sleep at night.

Sending my heart racing,
like a rolling thunder.

Beating each second,
with the spell that you have me under.

My arms ache,
longing to hold you close.

the beating and pounding my heart makes,
it's real which should prove to you and only you.

That you make me feel this way,
I just can't belive it .

It's you.

By: Sin Valentine

~*My Best Friend*~
My best friend, was shorter than the average person.

My best friend, she was always there for me when truly needed.

My best friend, not only had two legs she had four.

My best friend, is known by many names,
but I only had one name for her Jesi.

My best friend, had the worlds biggest heart,
and the greatest mind in the wolrd.

My best friend, through thick and thin,
will be forever by my side.

Forever faithful my best friend.

By: Sin Valentine

This is written for a beloved dog that passed away who really was
my best friend

~*He's My Guiding Angel*~
One morning I woke up bright and early,
I went to look out my window.

I saw an eagle up in the sky,
he looked down and waved.

It made me smile becasue I had seen him before.

He watched over me,
following not far behind where ever that I went.

He would come and go as he pleased,
but always he would come back to watch over me.

He may have always been up in a tree or flying high in the clouds,
but i still saw him as a friend.

His presence always brought me comfort and happiness,
being an eagle he was never mine alone, he was the worlds.

His eyes saw far more than anyone here on earth,
could ever dream of seeing.

In the end he saw me even when I tried to be invisible,
still he saw me through my best, worst, and greatest times.

His presence ended up being a blessing in disguise,
because he pointed me in the direction of a home that I had forgotten.

Now that I am home I do not see him anymore except for in my dreams,
still guiding me just like always.

By: Sin Valentine

~*She Didn't Cry*~
She didn't cry when I left,
never shed a tear when I said goodbye.

She didn't cry when I told her that I wasn't coming home,
never asked me why.

She didn't cry when I walked away in handcuffs,
just looked away no emotion on her face.

She didn't cry when I told her my secret,
didn't really believe me at all.

She didn't cry with me when I needed it,
she just turned the other way.

Maybe it's better this way,
I've heard what I needed to hear.

I may not have liked it,
but knowing that it was coming, why shed the tears?

She told me what I wanted to hear,
but never visited when I was there.

Maybe all that I needed to know,
was that she cared.

When I think of it I ask myself,
more than once why?

I think I know why, she is afraid that I'll do better,
maybe thats why she didn't cry.

By: Sin Valentine

This poem is written about my mom who never cared about me

~*I tried*~
I tried so hard to do so many things,
but nothing was ever enough.

I tried to do everything ,
to make her happy, but I never could.

I tried so much then I realized,
that there was nothing that I could do.

I tried so much but,
she was to set in her ways.

I may be stubborn like her,
yet nothing like her at all.

I tried to live on my own,
nearly failed because of her.

But now I can say that I tried.

By: Sin Valentine

Shade's Corner

2009-08-26 [Sinful Raine666]: more poems here

2009-08-26 [Majestic Nightmare of Massacre]: yep

2009-08-26 [Sinful Raine666]: can i have ownership back now?

2009-08-26 [Majestic Nightmare of Massacre]: yes sissy. already done

2009-08-26 [Chetoos]: I love that you have already filled one wiki. Your poems are so good.

2009-08-26 [Sinful Raine666]: thanks

2009-10-02 [tentacle monster named Lenny]: nice poems

2009-10-02 [Sinful Raine666]: tahnk you

2009-10-04 [Epic Failure.. Reign]: ..

2009-10-07 [Deleted user]: * looks around *

2009-10-22 [Vlashneer]: Very impressive, they flow well and really give such a great feeling of what your emotions were at the time of writing them.

2009-12-11 [direwombat]: I like zis.

2009-12-11 [Sinful Raine666]: thank you

2015-10-20 [Snakebyte Forktounge]: Love these poems they are from the heart!! You should put some on here raine.I mean whoever this sin is you should let her make her own poem wiki!!!

2015-10-20 [Sinful Raine666]: Sin is me

2015-10-20 [Snakebyte Forktounge]: I know that.Was being a smart ass.

2015-10-20 [Snakebyte Forktounge]: You need to add some poems then invite people these are really good

2015-10-21 [Sinful Raine666]: There are two wikis like this

2015-10-23 [The Obsidian Knight]: I thought vix was shade?

2015-10-23 [Sinful Raine666]: My shade is short for Nightshade

2015-10-23 [Snakebyte Forktounge]: Ah thats a cool name!!!

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