50 questions.

1. Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?
yea

2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
Uh. yes, he runs aroudn naked al lthe damn time

3. Are you in a relationship?
Nope..

4. What is the best thing about your job?
i dont have one yet

5. Do you like more than one person right now?
Yea i liek three people but i dont think i could ever have any of them

6. Are you against same sex marriage?
Nope.

7. Did you vote for Bush?
yea

8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
Cali maybe

9. Who are you going with?
me myself and i probably

11. Which celebrity's death do you mourn most?
steve erwin he was freaking awesome either that or jimmy hendrix

12. Last book you read?
umm probably some shakespear

13. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
on the sunny beches of mexico with a certain someone by my side ( hey a guy can dream cant he)

14. Where have you lived most of your life?
texas

16. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
hopefully in photography school but maybe in mexico on the beaches

18. What is your favorite sound?
the sound of rain on a tin roof

20. Favorite movie of all time?
boondock saints or fght club

23. Have you ever played Spin the bottle?
Yes.

24. Have you ever toilet-papered someone's house?
yea

25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
..yep.

27. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend?
what sister??

28. Have you ever gone to a beach?
all the tiem i love surfing

29. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Sadly, I can't say I have.

30. Have you ever had a stalker?
yes once a long time ago

31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Yep all the time

32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
sometimes

33. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes..

34. Have you ever peed standing up?
Yes, all the time im a dude

36. Have you ever lied to your parents?
yes.

37. What do you miss right now?
alot

38. Ever thrown up from working out?
Nope, I can't say I have.

39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat? yeah when i was younger and i let my mom cut my hair into a buzz.

40. Ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places one day?
yeah all the time.

41. Last song you listened to?
Escape the fate actually.. hmm what a coincidence jess

42. Have you ever spied on someone?
no

43. Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers?
No

44. Last thing you ate?
honeade burritos

45. Who was the last person who called you?
umm my bro dave i bet

46. When was the last time you slept for more than 12 hours?
last tuesday i slept for 27 hours straight and havent slept but 3 since then

48. Have you ever stolen anything?
yeah sad to say but i used to be a bad kid

49. Have you ever drank egg nog?
Yes.

50. Have you ever fallen in love?
yeah once or twice

so my REAL dad is back and town and flaunting his new money he made from sueing a old lady.. he is such a asshole he comes here buys himself the car i was saving up to buy and thinks that after 18 years he can just walk back into my life and play dad.. i hate that bitch

my life sucks, i like someoen but i can never have them relationships dont ever seem to work out for me i mean i love her and she says she loves me but i dont think i believe her anymore, then my family is pressureing me to get married to someone else someone that i like but not sure i cuold ever marry.... then there is my unicorn this girl is so sweet and kind and seems to always have the right thing to say to me but she has a bf and she lives far away and stuff like that besides i dont think she feels the same way about me but anyways that is my love life at the moment, it needs fixing horribly but oh well i guess i could just always become a monk they dont have to worry about women

i pour out my heart to her and i leave for a week and its like i dont even exist, my fear of him takeing her from me is justified in the end... all i had was her now i have nothing, i ask myself if i should keep on living or if i should just end it all... she loves him and i dont think she really loves me the same way, i want to cry but no tears wil come...but that doesnt matter cuz now that it seems i have nothin i guess there is nothing to cry about...i love you natalie and i always wil but you love him the way i wish you loved me.......

i am single and lonely.. and even though i have like 170 people at my house right now i am still lonely and it sucks.......oh yeah and i havent had sex in like 3 weeks