Yeah I am leaving and I refuse to come back. Accusations of me and my friends are making me sick. [Tiger King] go fuck yourself and try to stay with one girl instead of the thirty that you were with. You've ruined too many lives and the only thing that i have left is jason and hes with me all the way. Hes going to take care of me. No we are not in love hes like a brother to me. That and hes gay. I wouldn't date him anyways. Life as I know it is going to be out of the way. [no more 2000] go with [*waves gdbye*] cause you straight up lied. Relations go far don't they. None of you should have said what you said. You all make me sick and I hope that someone feeds you a nuclear bomb. the bridge downtown awaits me
Okay, not so sure that I'm leaving, we'll see by morning, no? I'm gone for the night, my number is in my mood, if you need to talk to me that is. Not so sure of my worth or just what is needed to or from me. Sorry if I don't seem like a hearty person but I'm hurting so....yeah...s
I'm done with feeling totally useless and totally hated. No one really cares and the one guy that I want is too far off and the one girl that I want is WAY too far off. I'm so done, I may as well just take off and never come back. The only people that want me are few to none. I'm so so so so so done dealing with this. I think I'll just leave tonight. So, maybe I'll just never come back. I mean, its not like anyones gonna miss me anyways
If you are ever too busy to talk to me, It's best to tell me because I don't appriciate having to find out that you're too busy on my own
Allow me to explain to you why my heart keeps breaking. I fall in love with the right guy, but all I find is that I'm not the right girl. My heart shatters as my soul becomes misplaced. All I want to do is sit down and cry as my heart continues to break. Now I've no idea what I'm going to do because my hearts pieces are all lost and I don't know how I'm going to find them once more. I feel lost without love and I feel hurt without life. I just want someone to take that sword that they stab others in the back with and plunge it through me for anything is worse than that fate of lonelyness which I seem to need to face alone for the rest of my life. If you've anything to say to me, I'm here when I'm here. If I seem a bit snippy, you must realize that I've probably been crying which does put me in a slight mood so....bear with me. I need someone to talk to....someone who's willing to listen to me....someone who I can trust that I can't hurt....that can't be hurt...and that can't hurt me.