how can one word be the hardest thing you have ever done...how can a monosyllable word totaly rip you apart...it dont make sence..even when you know that that word is the one that will damn you to a well deserved fate and set the one you love free...free from the pain you cause them free from the pain you cause yourself free from the bitterness in your heart and the hollowness that sucks up every last FUCKING GLINT OF HAPPIENESS FROM YOUR FORSAKEN LIFE...and yet you still feel like the bad guy...maybe its not the world thats wrong...maybe.