i wish you where still here. i wish i never said what i did befor you left. i wish i could take it all back. i wish i wish i could be there when you get older. your birthday comes and goes and i sit there where i used to sit with you and think of all the fun we had and have and how much i miss you still. your voice still blows in the wind. i know you are still there still watching over me still careing for me. but i was ment to care for you when you got old. i miss you more than i would miss my heart you where the one that kept me alive you are the one that gave your life for me. you are the one that showed me love a love that no one will ever take away from you its still there for you dad. no man no boy no child no anyone will ever take my love for you dad. and as you layed there all i could do was cry. how i wish i could take back the fight we had the mean words we said to one another on that sad sad day.........R.
[By Dj-raven another one for you Troy]
i will sit and cry my eyes out just for you thinking where you are hopeing to be with you soon in my heart i am with you cuz you never leave me but in life you are no longer here to hold me and tell me everythings gunna be ok i miss you when the days get cold i miss you when i need you most to hold me and give me the love that a daddy gives. that love that can never be replaced. i sit at home feels like you have just been gone for a long time i wait to see your face in my door way and hear your voice asking what i am doing seeing how i am talking to me about everything i long for that day for you to walk back thr my door that day i can see you and hug you again daddy like i should i miss you so much and my heart is never gunna heal from loseing you daddy...... it never will i just wish i had the time to tell you i loved you befor you left.........
[by Dj-raven for her father Troy]
husband store...
a brand new store has just opend in london that sells husbands. when a woman goes into choos a husband they have to follow the rules at the entrance...
"you may visit this store only ONCE! there are 6 floors you may choose any item from a particula floor but CANNOT go back down except to exit"
so a woman goes into the husban store to find a husband on the first floor it says "floor one these men have jobs"
the 2nd floor "these men have jobs and love kids"
3rd floor "there men have jobs love kids and are extremely good looking" WOW she thinks but keeps going
4th floor "these men have jobs and love kids drop-dead good looking, help with housework" OH mercy me she exclaims
5th floor reads "these men have jobs and love kids drop dead gorgeous help with housework and have a strong romantic streak" she is tempted to stay but goes to floor 6 it reads "you are visitor 31,456,012 to this floor" there are no men on this floor this floor exists soley as proof that women are impossible to please thank you for shopping...
to avoid being bias the store owner opens a new wifes store actoss the street..
1st floor has "wifes that love sex"
2nd floor "has wifes that loves sex and have money"
the 3rd to 6th floors have never been visited....
now your gone by Dj alex
Now you r gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here now your gone.
I keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall.
Now you r gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here now your gone.
I keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall.
Is this the way its ment to be
only dreamin that ur missin me.
I m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now ur gone.
Theres an empty place in my heart
with out my honey it will break a part.
It won’t heal it never fades away.
I will think about you every day.
Are you ready?
Ready set TAKE OFF
Now you r gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here now your gone.
I keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall.
Is this the way its ment to be
only dreamin that ur missin me.
I m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now ur gone.
Now you r gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here now your gone.
I keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall.
Is this the way its ment to be
only dreamin that ur missin me.
I m waiting here at home
I’ll be crazy now ur gone.
Theres an empty place in my heart
with out my honey it will break a part.
It won’t heal it never fades away.
I will think about you every day.
find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you are your ugliest, and a heart that will love you at your worst then you have found true love
dead girl liveing in the real would for the real hearted people.... i have no heart...i have no hate...i have no pain...i have no game i have nutting left no more the day he left was the day it all got took away my body is just where my mind stays but i have no feeling from head to my toe do to me what you wish i feel no pain...pain is the game that is lead on by others but when you feel no pain life is just fine you got to look on the bright side now what fool said that there is no bright side to life its all dark and its down its where we are ment to be....cuting with a rusty dagger a name you will not forget...the one you gave your heart to once and now....you lose the plot...you feel your every part drop and you know now you can feel no pain no more of anythin so i am just but a mind now i have not got a heart to give just a mind to talk with
[by Dj-raven plz do not copy or take]
SO EVERY TIME YOU SAID THEM WORDS IT WAS ALL A LIE
ONE MIN I AM HOT THE NEXT I AM COLD BUT MOST THE TIME ITS COLD AND I CANT STAND IT NO MORE IS DRIVEING ME NUTS I HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE THE STARTOF THE YEAR AND I THINK THINGS ARE GETTING TO ME MORE SO NOW THAN EVER
TO ALL MY FRIENDS I AM NOT FEELING WELL SO IF I DONT COME ON EVER AGAIN I AM DEAD I CAN ONLY WISH I WAS I FEEL LIKE SHIT AT THE MO AND I DONT CARE FOR LIFE MUCH MORE REALLY ITS JUST THINGS CHANGE AND THINGS HAPPEN I GUESS ITS NOT ANYONES BAD JUST ME OK BLAME ME I AM SHIT AND I JUST HATE THE LIFE THAT I LEAD
i dont know what it is but love songs are makeing me cry i dont know why maybe its cuz this guy i hold near in my heart he needs no names for he know who he be well i hope he does anyway if you think this is about you mail me and i will tell yo if your right but love songs make me cry late at night and in the morning and in the afternoon but i cant stop lis to them tears of happyness or what was happyness?????
NEW wiki LOVERS
as a good song says "I'm not ok" i am cofused lost evan what did i do i cant see what i did wrong i am not sure but i guess i hurt him somehow and i am getting the blame again for somethin i dont evan know about all i want to know is WHAT DID I DO?????? i am so confused it ent funny anymore all i know is what i feel but i cant say a word no more
Why you
Why did I fall in love with you?
All the pain you bring me
The entire heart ace I get
From loving you
Why did I do it?
I can’t be with you
Yet I find myself thinking of you
Why can’t I have you?
Why can’t you be mine?
Why do you love someone else?
Why did I fall in love with you?
What with love
Why do I still love you?
I give up on love
I wave the white flag as I know
I know I will never have the love I want
For you can never be mine
So I never want love
{by Dj-raven} its not my best one I know but it’s a good one I think
wow just found out this hole time i liked you you lie to me saying you like me back and yet i find somethings out about you that i wish i never did know and now i dont evan know if i want to know you let alone talk to you so did you lie to me all the time was i your toy was i fun when you could not have me now you can am i just a game and you dont want me now do you think you can just throw me away like some old toy well i guess you can but as you do so you brake my heart into a mill bits that will never get picked up again for you where the only one i loved ever only truely loved you and now you broke me like all the others broke me after i thought you was the one the one for me i thought you really could have been it and that would be it i would be happy with someone but you smashed them dreams now and i never now know what to say i am broken and hurt and left laying here on the floor bleeding and its all cuz of you i hope your happy now i hope your happy you killed me thats it i have gone i am dead to you and the world i say my goodbyes and crawl into the darkness and take my life my shit lil empty life thats full of pain and hurt and heart brake i bid thee fair well
Dj-raven helen black smith O'connerMac mara
my dog red had 7 pups today Hadrian, Hakim , Sacha, Lachlan & Kael (boys) Aarti and Aamira (girls)
dont think i wil be around for much longer now dont ask why i ent gunna tell you dont try and stop me cuz it ent gunna work