♥ ♥ ♥ 所有你需要的是愛 ♥ ♥ ♥ Το μόνο που χρειάζεστε είναι αγάπη ♥ ♥ ♥ Todo lo que necesitas es amor ♥ ♥ ♥ Все что вам нужно это любовь ♥ ♥ ♥ Níl uait ach grá ♥ ♥ ♥ All you need is love ♥ ♥

Being hyper and horny at the same time is not a good mix when you are alone.

Everyone around me is in a bad mode! WTF? Nekko's mom is being a bitch (nothing new). Nekko is mad because she is being a bitch. I'm mad that Nekko is mad and because she is a bitch. And my dad broke his computer, so he is stomping around the house cussing up and down and throwing thinks... what a grown up thing to do..

I hope you are all having a better day than me.

I feel like my life is standing still... why did it stop? why is everyone around me moving? Why are they changing? Why are they slowly drifting away from me... I do I feel so lonely...

15, Nekko and I did 15 positions during one 50 minute sex session. Oh... My...God. We did things we didn't even know we could do! I'm so fucking happy right, I could cry.



We did all the check marked ones.

I tried this five or six time, it's so fucking true!

Hey, I'm working on a short story and I wanted to know what you think of it so far. Its called "back to school"

The sun rose, slowly creeping over the horizon. The fresh rain on the ground sparkled as its rays of light touched the lands. As the sun rose higher its light spread over the neighborhood and managed to make it through Ethan’s blinds so that a sliver of light shined right on his left eye.
  “Ugh, go away morning.” He mumbled as he forced his face into his pillow. He wanted to turn and look at the alarm clock, praying that it would say he still had an hour before he had to get up. But before he could look, the alarm went off, blaring am radio. “Damn it.” 
“Good morning folks” The radio said, mocking him. “It is 6:30am, and what a beautiful morning. I hope you didn’t miss that sun rise ‘cause it was just gorgeous!” Ethan growled at the man’s cheerful voice and smacked the off button on the clock.
“Five more minutes…I can get away with five more minutes” he moaned as his face hit the pillow. He pulled up the blanket and smiled as he found his perfect cozy spot. He would have fallen asleep immediately if he didn’t have the sudden feeling of being watched. His eyes snapped open and he quickly scanned the room but saw nothing out of the ordinary, just his regular messy room.

I don't care if you come crying to me if my boyfriend makes you mad. Just don't expect me to fix it.

Please stop ignoring me.

I need help. I'm looking for some good music but I can't think of anything. I'll listen to anything that is not rap or country. If you bring up ICP I'll delete from my friends list... Is that too harsh?

Head hurts...Haven't taken anything for it yet... I'm so stressed out... Can't sleep... Homework due in the morning...Haven't started doing it yet... Thinking and walking to Nekko's house... Maybe the cops won't stop me for walking outside at midnight without an ID... Hoping I won't get raped... I fucking missed Nekko on fake by six minutes... I just need to talk to him... want to be held right now...

Holy shit! I saw a high speed chase stop in front of Nekko's house! There were 15 cop cars and 30 cops with guns! Nekko and I watched the cops drag the men out of the car and arrest them. then the cops search the car and found meth! It was the coolest thing I have ever seen! 

*smiles, an evil grin playing across her face* Have you ever had an evil thought, so evil it may be considered criminal? I'm having one of those right now.And I'm loving the feeling. I went for crying to laughing, it made me feel so good.God I hope I'm not bipolar, if i were they would give me drugs to take this amazingly evil feeling away. 

I have my college finals in 6 hours........... 0.0

Woot! Nekko gave me a ride home! I didn't have to walk in the rain. And because I am so happy I'm going to give everyone a free hug!!! *hug*

(By the way, Josh is a pedo-fag)

Ughh... I'm at school and I have class in 40 mins. I'm sleepy and I have to walk home after class because my dad refuses to pick me up after a fight we had ... but I live 22 miles or more from the school... walking is going to be a bitch... oh and to make it worse my phone is dead and Nekko is in Denver so he can't come pick me up... I wish I could drive sometimes. 

Nekko is no longer made which is good. Now i'm just have trouble getting a hold of him. Does anyone know where he may be?

GGGRRR!!!! I'm such A fucking dumb ass!! Why am I so stupid?
I have to write a 5 page essay about puppy mills for class and reading 50 different pages about dieing dogs is breaking my heart. I was so sad I couldn't think straight so I sent a message to my boyfriend about his mom and now... he's mad... really mad...
Why did I do that? I didn't want to make him mad I didn't know what I was doing. That probably doesn't even make sense! How could someone not know what they were doing!?
I feel like I can't talk to him right now... he probably doesn't even want to talk to me right now...

  I had the weirdest dream last night. I had a dream about Nekko's mom calling me and asking me if me and Nekko would like to to go to her new house for dinner. For some reason I said okay. (for all of you who don't know, I hate Nekko's mother) When we got there saw that she was living in a huge house. We walk inside and saw Keith and Max standing there. (Nekko's brothers) Keith, who is 22 was wears a blue waste coat with gold buttons and white slacks (something you would see from the Victorian area) and Max, who is 8 was wearing a red waste coat with black slacks.
  After saying our hellos we looked to the stairs to see Nekko's mom Michelle. She was wearing a big green and white dress. When she came down she handed us each a gift. She said "I thought you both needed some new clothing, so I did some shopping." then she sent us to separate bathrooms to change. Nekko came out of the bathroom first wearing a blue waste coat with silver buttons and black slacks. When I came out I wasn't wearing a nice dress or skirt, I was in a long maroon sweater that went past my knees with an apron.
  I tried to tell Nekko that I wanted to go home but before I could say anything he said "this could be fun!". Michelle then handed us each a script. Nekko's and Keith's scripts were the same. Max's script said "only speak when spoken to". Mine said "do not speak. Do not treat Nekko as a lover, treat him as if he were your boss for you are now a maid". Nekko asked why we needed scripts.
  "I invited some friends over for dinner, they are very rich! so we must act rich" she said.
  Later the family came over and had dinner while i had to stay in the kitchen. When they finished I went out to get the dishes. While collecting dirty plate i noticed the rich couple had a son my age and he was staring at me. I smiled at his and grabbed his plate and took the dishes to the kitchen. The family stayed at the table to talk while I started washing cups and bowls. That the table the son of the couple ask where the bathroom was. After Nekko pointed a bathroom out to him, he got up from the table. But instead of going to the bathroom, he came into the kitchen.
  That's when my dream got fuzzy and before i knew it i was being raped in my dream by the boy. I cried out and Nekko heard me from the dining room. he got up and ran to the kitchen. He opened the door to see the boy having his way with me. Nekko grabbed the boy and through him across the room and into a wall. He then hugged me close to him and asked if i was okay.
  I woke up after that.. I have some really fucked up dreams. Message me if you can tell me what this dream means!   
   

This wouldn't be the first time I've been called a bitch by both my perants, and it's not the first time I've been told I was mean to my sister. However I feel different this time. I almost want to ran away from her hoping she could find someone better than me and call them sister. Saddly, that will never happen. I am her only sister, I should be there for her... but... I wish it wasn't me...