Today was an okay day, Missed my honey lots. Can't wait to hold him in my arms! Don't want to wait 8 more weeks to be in his arms but I unfortunately have too!

Ummm Shitty Day for the Body,And okay Day for the mind and soul! It was cold and windy and we had spring showers. I wanted to be the smart person and Go Walking in the rain,twice! Now think I am catching a cold Aren't I just ever so smart lol

Happy Day for the most part today,did have a point of time where i wanted to hurt all the men that i knew but that was because they just wanted to be friends with benefits the fuck is up with that?

Its Chaz's Birthday So I Skipped School MWHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHhAhAHAHAH lol it gives me fun stuff to do lol

Am having a great day wanna know just ask why

i had an ok day it was good until he came over we did good for a while we watched a movie and ate chineese then he got upset because i borrowed his phone to send pics of me to myself. But it is getting better so thats ok i guess i just wish my migrane would dissapear

Today was actually really good. Got to hang with my half-brother Lee and his girlfriend Erica. I had fun with them. We went up to Glouster and hung out up there at a park. We walked a five mile hike nature trail. And then we went and tried to find pot plants hiding in the corn feilds...didn't really work but it was fun. And let's see thats about all i did today.

Today was pretty good. Didn't get into any arguements. I find that pretty good!!!

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
rose

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name plus izzle)
rosizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav. color & fav. animal)
Black Penguin

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name & current street)
louise houston

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name & first 3 letters of dad's name)
biaromi

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color & favorite drink)
purple tequilla rose

7. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name & last letter of your moms middle name)
oaliomn

8. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mothers middle name)
Jean

9. GOTH NAME: (3rd favorite color, and the name of one your pets)
Scarlet Thor

I feel like total and complete shit and my parents are still making me go to school, It isn't my fault they are the ones that gave me the very weak immune system shit the only thing im immune to is caffiene i know they don't want me to fail another year because of how sick i am, im sick about 75% of the year and with my school system you can only miss a certain number of days before you get an automatic failure that is how i failed 7nth grade because i had pnuemonia and bronchittis back to back so that just about wiped all of my immunities out what i think is that the school system shouldn't fail you automatically if your sick all the time even if you have honor roll i have had it all year but they try to take it away from me each time because of my absences. Which completely sucks ass considering just about every time im out i either have an excuse note from my parents or one from my doctors sorry i just absolutly get pissed off when i think about how inconsiderate the school system is

Im Happy now i got alot of shit off of my chest and i feel like i can breathe again thanx to the one who helped me you know who you are

[Basics]
1) Name : Miss Rose Bialk
2) B-Day : 12-13-89
3) Age : 18
4) Eye Color : hazel
5) Hair Color : natual- strawberry blonde its died-burgundy
6) Height : 5'1 i know i am short
7) Best Feature : personality i guess
8) Shoe Size : 8
9) Ring Size : 7 1/2
10) Addictions : Fake,myspace,facebook,flixter,bebo,vampirefreaks theres a ton
11) Pets : 3 dogs and a turtle
12) Piercings : just in my ear so far
13) Tattoos : gonna get
14) Nickname : rose and rosy
15) Car: none xD
16) Parents still together : yes
17) Siblings : 2 brothers that are dicks
18) Live with Parents? : for now
[Favorite/Most Important]
19) Feature of the opposite sex : eyes/personality
20) Spot to be kissed : my back hehe
21) Sports Team : i dont have a sports team
22) Holiday : Halloween
23) Alcoholic Drink : tequilla sunrise
24) Non-Alcoholic Drink : Vault
25) Quote : lifes like a box of chocolates you never know which one your gonna get-forest gump
26) Lesson Learned : a+b=c
27) Thing a friend has done for you : bought me food :)
28) Thing you have done for a friend : buy them shit
29) Baby names (girl) : mary
30) Baby names (boy) : james anthony
31) Ben & Jerry's Flavor : chocolate chip cookie dough
31) Starbucks Drink :never been to starbucks
32) Season : Winter

[Have You Ever]
33) Wished on a star : many times
34) Been in love : AM CURRENTLY
35) Been out of the country : no
36) Talked on the phone all night : yes
37) Bungee jumped : no to scared of heights
38) Driven cross-country : nope
39) Had surgery : yes
40) Been told you might die : nope
41) Told someone you love them : yes and i tell him each and every day
42) Wished you HAD told someone you loved them : no
43) Asked someone out : yea but he turned me down and its funny cause he is my mans best friend but i had asked him out years ago
44) Kissed someone (made the first move) : more then once
45) As a child, had a skip-it : no
46) What about a sock-em-bop : no
47) Kissed the same sex : yea
48) Gone out in public with you PJ's on : yea
49) Laughed so hard that a liquid came out of your nose : no
50) Had sex in a car : yes

[Past Relationships]
51) Who is the person you last broke up : brandon
52) How long did you date that person : 1 week what he wouldn't talk to me thought i was moving to fast for him
53) Was it love : nope just lust
54) Did you have sex with them : hehe yea
55) Were they older/younger : older by a year and a half
56) Were they shorter/taller : taller he's like 6'2
57) Have you had other boy/girlfriends? : yes
58) Any you wish you could talk to : nope not really
59) Any you hate : yea
[Current Relationship]
60) Do you have a boy/girlfriend : more then that im engaged to him
61) Where did you meet : school
62) How long have you been together : 1 year and 7 months
63) What is your anniversary date : october 29 06 is when he asked me out
64) What is his/her full name : James T. B. thats all im gonna put
65) Were you attracted to them from the first moment you saw them : yes i had "stalked" him since the 6th grade he didnt ask me out until i was in tenth.
66) Do you trust him/her : entirely
67) Have you cheated on him/her : no i haven't
68) Is it love : totally and completely
69) What's his/her favorite meal : Golden City 3's House Lo Mein
70) What's his/her favorite band : Rathkeltair there's an umlaugh in it but i can't really put it on there

[High School]
71) Public/Private : Public
72) Best Friend : from school Ke'yona, Malice is in nursing school
73) Boy/GirlFriend :James
74) Job : none
75) Prom Date : none haven't hit my prom yet
76) Best Memory : flashing a family in front of my old church
77) Worst Memory : my ex billy
78) Graduate(?) : haven't yet this is the end of my junior year
79) Leave a virgin : wtf?

[This or That]
80) Strawberries/Blueberries : strawberries
81) Meat/Veggie : Meat
82) TV/Movie : movie
83) Hugs/Kisses : kisses
84) Guitar/Drums : Guitar
85) Chinese/Mexican : Chinese
86) Day/Night : Night
87) Cheerios/Corn Flakes : neither Fruit Loops
88) Snickers/MilkyWay : Milky Way
89) Gold/Silver : Silver
90) Black/Brown : Black
91) Elvis/Beatles : Elvis
92) Sprinkles/Icing : Sprinkles
93) Cookie/Donut : Donut
94) Cake/Pie : cake
95) Coke/Pepsi : coke
96) Top/Bottom Bunk Bed : bottom

[I]
97) am : not wanting to go to school
98) thought : i wonder whats going to happen today
99) need : to graduate
100) want : my own place
101) love : James
102) hate : most of my ex's
103) wish I was : taller
104) will always : never know what to do with my hair
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Hmmm what to write for today umm last night my best friend malice came out of the hospital she had her appendix removed, and i left my purse over at her house with my medicine in it because she was asleep and she needed her rest so yipppie no purse today lol umm today is my friend Ke'yona 's birthday she is finally legal umm i don't have much going on right now but after school i know my phone is gonna be vibrating up a storm heheh cause we have to figure out what her and hippie are doing so we know when to chill with her wether its tonight or tomorrow night but its most likely gonna be tomorrow night because it is her birthday and she is probably gonna spend it with Hippie and Katrina. Which means im probably going to the movies with James tonight to see Speed Racer go speed racer,go! Yay lol yes im a nerd leave me alone...

A – Age: 18
B - Best Quality: I think its my being of outgoing
C - Choice Of Meat: Deer
D - Dream Date: food movies mall then beach
E - Ex: as in what example or ex-lover?
F - Favourite Food: meatloaf
G - Greatest Accomplishment: i think it was licking my own boob other people might say otherwise though
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: october 29nth
I - Internal conflicts: umm my period thats about as internal as it gets
J - Job title: babysitter
K - Kool-Aid: good i guess
L - Love: HIM!! and no not the band
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: my rings
N - Name: Miss Bialk
O - Outfit You Love: my catholic school girl outfit
P – Pissed: not currently my be around 11:30
Q - Question you want to ask: why does my dog look at me like im retarded?
R - Red is what: the color of blood
S - Sport To Watch: I don't watch sports i play them
T - Television Show: Dexter hehe
U - Unique habit: when my nose itches i look like a gerbil
V - Very bad habit: putting things off till the last minute
W - Winter: my favorite season
X - X-rays you've had: at hopsital 12 at orthodontist when i went like 20
Y - Year Born: 1989
Z - Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius

In pain from my eye my back my stomach my leg and my ankle. If your wondering why i am about to tell you, so here it goes the pain from my eye is where i fell out of malice's chair in her living room and hit my skull on the floor by the door where its tile on top of concrete. The pain from my back is from where i stretched too hard this morning while doing my excercises and fell on my floor. The pain from my stomach is a gross woman thing that im not gonna go into. The pain from my leg is from where my dog got under me yesterday and i tripped over him while i was carrying in my bags from shopping. And last there is my ankle i got it from at how many times ive sprained my ankle but shockingly have never broken it. It was hurting from where i tripped on my dog and landed on it. Can you say OUCH? Well apart from all that my ears are now hurting cause my earings which is like grrrrr.