I miss...

I am sorry jenifr

I miss the people i love im sorry i want someone to talk to i wish everything would be the same

lol. sometimes people piss me off! but not Abraham!!!! haha the lil coconut head will always be close to me. it's not just cause we're seeing who can be more "EMO" but also cause we're really good friends. I LOVE EARSHOT!!!! specially the song Body Crumbles. well.....if you want some news, my neighbor's best friend wants to rape me and he molested me. I kind of enjoyed it :O I dunno, I guess I'm just weird like that. hmmm and Vance has taken to calling me Blondie even though my hair is now black and hasn't been blonde for almost a year :P lol

haha so I definitely had fun today! my neighbor and I totally wet each other down with my watering hose. I was nice and brought him a towel at least :P and then I stripper danced for a passing car. lmao I had a lot of fun. too bad I didn't finish my homework.....

Wow so I'm posting a lot of diary entries lately! Yeah it's another little rant about one of my beloved bands (not MCR this time!) but get used to it, it's me lol. So I found out today that listening to 30 Seconds To Mars really calms me down. I don't know why but just listening to them....Jared has a different voice. Something about his voice paired with the guitar....dunno their music sounds a bit futuristic. I like the fact that 30STM have a distinguishable sound though...sort of like MCR (0k I mentioned em once) and Blue October. Then again there's also the fact that I'm thinking about this one part of the From Yesterday video :P some of you may know what I mean ;)

OMG so I was just watching some MCR vids from Halloween (live of course) and I realized I love these guys!!!! Gerard sings awesomely and really gives a show, Bob always ends up drawing a lot of attention to himself in the best way possible, Frankie manages to look super-cute while rocking out on his guitar, Ray....omigosh...Ray sings backup like NOBODY'S biz while playing lead guitar, and Mikey is simply awesome moving around on stage almost like he keeps them all together. Gerard makes the best comments and really puts himself into it when he sings. This is the band I would love to see over and over and over again. I swear I could never get tired of them playing the theme songs to my life.

Peace. Love. And Mcr.

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"My biggest addictions have been chocolate cake, mashed potatoes, and butter sandwiches.” - Frankie


"Yeah, I had a headache, really bad. I was in a gas station and there was a pot of coffee and I looked at it for about a minute and then my brother (motions at Gerard) got a coffee and he taunted me." -Mikey


"Be Yourself, Don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive..." -Gerard


"We were birth control." (On Gerard’s and his days in high school)-Ray


"I get these urges to fuck off sometimes." -Bob


Ok I'm Really into MCR and Its gotten worse ever time a cd comes out so just bare with me with the quotes k. k thanks a bunk.


With all this talk about movies, wouldn't it be interesting to see a My Chemical Romance movie? But what would that movie be like? How would it end? Who would act as the members? Well, I decided to get their opinion on it and casting themselves wasn't exactly the easiest thing to do. GERARD: I'll talk about the ending first, I think the ending would be really good. And I think in the end everyone would kind of go back to normal doing that they did before the band or maybe something new like living in the woods, or writing children's books. Bob would be, probably, an airline pilot or something. I'd like to think that when this band it through that everyone's lives would go back to normal, not that we're not happy right now but I'd like to think that everybody is going to have a really good life when this band is done.
As far as who would play us, I don't really know. What do you think Mikey?
MIKEY: Bob would be played by Lou Ferrigno.
GERARD: Bob knows a lot of celebrities. He's just knowledgeable, you know a lot of celebrities. You spit out names I don't even know. Come on man, cast the movie, it's your job.
BOB: Gerard...Brad Pitt. Obviously.
GERARD: Obviously.
BOB: Mikey. What was the dude we saw the other day? Caddie Shack 2 guy?
GERARD: Oh! Jackie Mason. I think Christina Ricci would play me, Brad Pitt would play Mikey.
BOB: Ray would be...that's a rough question.
GERARD: How about Ashley Simpson.
BOB: No, Ashley Simpson would be Frank.
GERARD: Okay, Ashley Simpson will be Frank.
BOB: Definitely. Ray would be that American Idol dude.
After some discussion over which American Idol dude he was talking about...
MIKEY: OH! Clay Aiken!
GERARD: Okay that works. We've gotten it all.

MCRmy:
"I will always stand by them no matter what they do or decisions they make... as a die-hard soldier of the MCRmy..I solemnly swear to give my blood,sweat and tears for the sake and well being of Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Ray Toro, Mikey Way and Bob Bryar... "


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The Ten Commandments of Gerard Way
1.Thou shall never let them take you alive.
2.Thou shall drink Starbucks coffee
3.Thou shall play World of Warcraft as an Undead Warrior
4.Thou shall admit that they are not okay freely
5.Thou shall unleash the fucking bats
6.Thou shall strike violent poses
7.Thou shall stay out of the light
8.Thou shall suck thy enemies blood
9.Thou shall overcome thy weaknesses
10.Thou shall not be afraid to keep on living



The Ten Commandments of Frank Iero
1. Thou shall run around until thou can no longer breathe
2. Thou shall eat skittles
3. Thou shall let the singer feel thou up
4. Thou shall wear a badge on thy shirt collar or hood
5. Thou shall get tattoos
6. Thou shall kick random objects if they are in thy way (yes that means if they are in Gerard/Mikey too)
7. Thou shall grin with all teeth
8. Thou shall change hair style every year
9. Thou shall wear sunglasses in situations of conflict
10. Thou shall burn everything and call it Cajun



The Ten Commandments of Bob Bryar
1. Thou shall never get mad at those more annoying than thou
2. Thou shall look cool with sunglasses
3. Thou shall declare that Gerard makes thou heart burn openly
4. Thou shall love cats
5. Thou shall walk in the other direction/lash out if a camera is shown
6. Thou shall T.P New York
7. Thou shall drum until thou can drum no more
8. Thou shall give out Mikey Way’s phone number
9. Thou shall be the hardest working drummer ever
10. Thou shall love Mr. Bean as thou equal



The Ten Commandments of Ray Toro
1. Thou shall head bang till thou can head bang no more
2. Thou shall stick thou hands in cupcakes
3. Thou shall hide thy contacts well (I never even knew he wore them)
4. Thou shall not like to read
5. Thou shall not bother to cook
6. Thou shall play until thou gets ‘Guitar Burn’
7. Thou shall hate thou hair when straightened
8. Thou shall sing back up as if it were the most important part
9. Thou shall ask Gerard to not do ‘that’ in thy direction
10. Thou shall be proud of thou afro



The Ten Commandments of Mikey Way
1. Thou shall move as little as possible on stage
2. Thou shall choose coffee as thy poison
3. Thou shall straighten hair with dignity
4. Thou shall love sushi as much as thineself
5. Thou shall be the spiritual advisor to thy peers
6. Thou shall wear glasses as close to falling off as possible
7. Thou shall have epic battles with brick walls
8. Thou shall hate small spaces, large spaces and grocery shopping
9. Thou shall love unicorns with all thy heart
10. Thou shall be dangerous around toasters/heaters


The Ten Commandments of The Black Parade
1.Thou Shall Accept Death As It Corners
2.Thou Shall Sing And March Without A Question
3.Thou Shall Face Fear And Regret
4.Thou Shall Let Go Of Thy Dreams
5.Thou Shall Give Blood
6.Thou Shall Not Fear Thy Sins
7.Thou Shall Protect Thy Brothers In Arms
8.Thou Shall Darken Thy Clothes
9.Thou Shall Not Walk This World Alone
10.Thou Shall Carry On



1.Real M.C.R fans know more songs than Welcome to the Black Parade.
2.Real M.C.R fans know Gerard Way's brother's name
3.Real M.C.R fans shout 'YES!' when one of their songs comes on.
4.Real M.C.R fans punch their cousins/brothers/parents/friends for dissing Gerard's hair.
5.Real M.C.R fans know the names of everyone in the band and what they do.
6.Real M.C.R fans shop for hours just to find a jacket like the band's have for a M.C.R concert.
7.Real M.C.R fans take time to right on the front of all there underwear "I love Gerard".
8.Real M.C.R fans ask their mom whats for dinner and are disappointed when she dont say Gerard.
9.Real M.C.R fans start smoking 'cause they think they will be hott like Frank and Gerard.
10.Real M.C.R fans ask for Bob for christmas and cry when they dont get him.
11.Real M.C.R fans do dirty things with their M.C.R action figures and are proud to admit it.
12.Real M.C.R fans sleep with a picture of M.C.R and actually have to wipe off the drool stains.
13.Real M.C.R fans piss themselves when they see them.. on T.V.
14.Real M.C.R fans would admit to let them rape you.
15.Real M.C.R fans go in a rendition of Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge when they hear a guy in a restaurant say "So Long"
16.Real M.C.R fans have this on their profile.

You know you’re a My Chemical Romance Freak when
1. Your carpet is soaked with drool after watching them play on TV
2. You cry when u hear them play your favorite song live
3. You hear someone say My Chemical Romance and you snap to attention
4. You stand your ground and defend them when someone tries to criticize them
5. You feel like burning the TRL building down
6. You read a story and claim you saw one of the band members names, though its not there
7. You have a MCR song for every point in your day
8. You lick the TV when there on it, Mmm..MCR
9. You recite the words to the song when someone even mutters just a word of it.
10. You Live by the words of My Chemical Romance
11. You've asked your parents millions of times if you could make MCR your religion!!



Here's to the kids who were never okay,

who brought their bullets in return for your love.

To the kids who live life on the murder scene, seeking revenge on those who wronged them
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To the kids who lost their fear of falling,

who refuse to drink to show their support for Gerard's decision.

Here's to the kids who sign their name xoxo, fuck sincerely.

The kids who love demolition style, who would end their days in a hail of bullets for thy lover.

Here's to the kids who will spend their nights dreaming of what life would be like if they were G. F. R. B. or M. instead of partying with others.

Here's to the kids who play with action figures instead of doing homework.

Here's to the kids who mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses,

here's to the kids who put bars and X's over their eyes to be just like their heroes.

Here's to the kids who scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with them.

Here's to the kids who believe they're vampires, just like the MCR boys.

Here's to the kids who were welcomed to the black parade.

Here's to the kids who are not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.

To the kids who could've been a better son.

Here's to the kids who raise their glasses high for tomorrow we die, and we all go to hell.

Here's to the kids who put sister to sleep, who set ferris wheels ablaze.

To the kids who take pills that counteract the booze they drink.

Here's to the kids with poison and pills.

To the kids who Fire At Will.

Here's to the kids who loved pansy, and all its glory.

To the kids who cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW.

Here's to every soldier, vampire, and parader, to every Fan.

Here's to each and every one of you My Chemical Romance fans.

Your dedication is what makes the world go round.

♥ If You Ever Felt Alone ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Rejected ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Confused ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Anxious ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Wrong ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Wronged ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Unclean ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Angry ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Ashamed ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Curious ♥
♥ If You Ever Felt Used ♥

♥ Be Prepared To Feel Revenge ♥
♥ Feel The Romance ♥

♥ My Brutal Romance ♥
♥ My Beautiful Romance ♥
♥ My Innocent Romance ♥
♥ My Childish Romance ♥
♥ My Miserable Romance ♥
♥ My X-Rated Romance ♥
♥ My Harlequin Romance ♥
♥ My Selfish Romance ♥

♥ My Chemical Romance ♥

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This is for all the kids who doodle MCR lyrics instead of paying attention in class.

This is for all the kids who listened to 'I'm Not Okay' on repeat because it made them feel like they weren't alone.

This is for all the kids who have seen 'Life On The Murder Scene' twenty bajillion times.

This is for all the kids who bought 'The Black Parade' the second it came out and clung to it like a security blanket for a month.

This is for all the kids who love Gerard, no matter what color his hair is.

This is for all the kids think Mikey is awesome, with or without glasses.

This is for all the kids who wish they could play guitar like Frank.

This is for all the kids were worried about Bob when he burnt his leg.

This is for all the kids who secretly fantasize about playing with Ray's hair.

This is for all the kids who know that as long as there is a My Chemical Romance, they will never be alone.

This is for all the kids who love My Chemical Romance with all their hearts.

This is for all the kids who wear their t-shirts not just to look cool, but to promote them too.

This is for all the kids who saved up their allowance for months, babysat, and mowed lawns to go to their concert and sing every word.

This is for all the kids who were never okay.

This is for the MCRmy.




You Know You're an MCR Fan When...

1. You have at least one MCRSavedMyLife story
2.When someone says "'fro," you say "Ray Toro!"
3.When someone says "Chemical," or "Romance," you think..."MCR!"
4. When you think of New Jersey, you think of Belleville.
5. When someone talks about St. Helena, Montana, you think Helena.
6. You've had their CD for two weeks and iTunes says it's been played at least 46 times.
7. You have mixed feelings about the Used. Bert? Or Gerard?
8. You wake up at two AM thinking about Mikey.
9. You view Alicia Simmons as the new Adrienne Armstrong.
10. You truly believe the Black Parade will come to you when you die (Hello Gerard!)
11. You believe they should hire you to be in all their videos since you dance to the songs like nobody's business.
12. Black is your favorite color.
13. The only reason you watch 24 is so you can have something in common with Ray.
14. It pains you to watch Aqua Teen Hunger Force because of the rejection it caused Gerard.
15. You know Bob is a fuzzy bunny and Frank is a princess.
16. You wouldn't mind watching Gerard draw all day.
17. You count the days to and from your MCR concerts.
18. You have their tour schedule on a Word Document on your computer.
19. You've writeten at least one fanfic.
20. You'd join the TMNT, just to be with Bob.
21. You wouldn't mind Gerard and Mikey smellling like shit if it meant you got to go on tour with them!
22. You'd offer Frank your shower at 3 AM.
23. Even your parents know the words to Welcome to the Black Parade.
24. You dye your hair like Gerard did a few years ago and lament as that random red splotch at the back of your head fades away.
25.You scream when your parents accidentally throw away the review of the show you went to a week before. Then you immediately get it off the internet.
26. None of your friends like them but they could probably write a book on them you talk about them so much.
27. You've Googled their high schools.
28. You adhere to the MCR Bible, the Ten Commandments of the Black Parade, the Ten Commandments of Gerard Way and the Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romantic.
29. You don't care anymore when people call them emo because you know they're not.
30. You'd cut off Bob and Ray's hair if it meant you could have it all to yourself.
31. You relate to Mikey and his unicorn/coffee/sushi fetish.
32. You really wish Frank would talk on stage.
33. You celebrate their birthdays with religion. Yes, that means costumes.
34. You've named pets/stuffed animals/instruments after them ("C'mere Mikey! Good boy Mikey, good boy!"
35. The people in your band have set a ban on you singing anymore MCR at practice. Needless to say, this is a rule meant to be broken.
36. You sneak into your computer lab at school at lunch to watch their videos.
37. You call your younger sister "Mikey." Therefore, she hates you. But you can't help that she is skinny, tallish and wears glasses.
38. You plan on making a pilgrimage to Belleville, New Jersey as soon as possible.
39. You listen to every band they say they like during interviews.
40. You only tolerate Brandon Flowers because Gerard Way says he likes the Killers and Brandon likes MCR.
41. Your daydreams consist of commentary on your school day by Mikey, Frank, Gerard, Bob and Ray.
42. You call Gerard "Gee."
43.Your friends all get a glazed look when you mention MCR.
44. You've read Ecstasy: Three Tales of Chemical Romance, by Irvine Welsh.
45. You wrote an essay about how you admire Gerard when your English teacher told you that you had to write something about someone you admired.
46. You're known to wear a black stripe over your eyes to school when you're feeling extra MCR-ish.
47. Life on the Murder Scene=LOTMS
48. You support Bob Bryar's solo project.
49. Even if they went gansta, you'd still love them.
50. You just wrote and or read this (or forced a friend to.)




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hmmmm. really wishing I still had my bellybutton ring :'( instead I have a big scar. haha well it goes to show ya, piercings NEED to be done professionally.

argh. stupid fucking lies get me no where. so often i think they it helps, but really it just causes hurt and pain.....is being in the room with someone the same as participating in what they are doing?