Day 16. Someone that's not in your state/country.
you know who u are and we talk all the time..*HUGGLES*

Day 15. A person you miss the most.
again..see day 10

Day 14. Someone You've drifted away from
see day 10

Day 13. Someone you wish could forgive you.
hhhhmmmmmmm.....

Day 12. A person you hate the most/caused you the most pain.
ok..this is one if those where someone else's pain is like a dagger to ur heart..its the one person i will always love..and forever hate..and i do not use that word lightly..hate..it is a KARMA killer..
my daughter's father..ran from a 5 yr old b/c she NEEDED him..she was attached to him in ways only a daddy's girl could understand..and he ran..to his 2 grown kids in another state..
lier and a thief..lied to the most precious thing he could have ever done..and stole a bit of her innocence when he ran away..

Day 11. A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
this one..no..i talk to my mom on her birthday and her death day..same w/ my dad..and..those talks are my personal cleansings..

Day 10. Someone You Don't Talk To As Often As You'd Like.
I know we could still be friends after you 2 got back together..I just didnt want to cause any issues..I know how insecure I made her feel when it came to you..we always said our friendship came first..I'm sorry I had to let our friendship go so you could be happy..I love you..

Day 9. Someone You Wish You Could Meet
ok..I used to want to meet the man of my dreams..but I have met someone better..a dream is just a fantasy you cannot see/feel..MY man..is a glance away..

Day 8. Favorite Internet Friend
ok..soo..ur married..big delio..im soory uo got that txt 3 days after i sent it..sorry ur wfe was the first to get to it..it was JUST a question..I had NO clue thats what u were doing at that moment..I sent it THREE DAYS AGO..(yes I KNOW that is over..but still..it was FUNNY)
love u loads..ur my cyber bestie..and I MISS YOU Ninja..

Day 7. Your ex
I have said all I need to say to you

Day 6. A stranger
momma told me..never talk to strangers..

Day 5. Your Dreams
you have NOT escaped me..u shall be mine..this game of hide and seek will not last forever..

Day 4. Your Sibling(s)
what siblings?..was told i wasnt part of the family after step-mom died

Day 3. Your Parents
dont have any..both are deceased

Day 2. Your Crush
u werent the kind of person to take no as a final answer..and i am glad..we are getting to know each other and i am happier w/ each passing day..matbe one day i will tell you how hard it was to admit to actually \feeling something more than a passing lust for someone..and how much it scared the hellout of me at first..but then..if we r meant to be..u already know this..

Day 1. Your Best Friend


ok..ur my bestie..or the closest i have to that term..but then..we both know when i make a friend..and let someone inside my circle..u can NEVER leave me..hotel gina..lol..even though i was HIS friend first..and he will NEVER let either of us forget that..ur my other half...not soul-matey..but the yin to my yang..the feng to my shui..the peanut butter to my jelly..and ur just freakin fun..

no biggie..it was attached to a pic i liked..


See The Demons.

They heard your call, oh Grayside West
They came from far, no halt, no rest
When Hell sets foot on mortal lands
The demons fight with stronger hands

Bond by death, by life and pain
Brought through brimstone, storm and rain
Strong are those with eyes ablaze
Strong are those who mend their ways

Demons come, from deeper dark
They find their place and leave their mark
In this darkened city, they will strive
See, death itself has come alive

And in the place where Hell resides
On final waves, the demons ride
Every demon a brother, every brother a friend
Know, loyalty to the end

See the demons, their eyes ablaze

...just some notes..


A fallen angel is an angel that has been exiled from heaven as a punishment for lapsing into sin.

In Manx folklore, fallen angels are fairies that are trapped on the earth until the Judgement.

walk with me,as we tip-toe,across the shards of my shattered soul
dance with me,as we waltz amongst the remains of my broken heart..
sing with me,as we lift our voices in song,and try to drown out
the sound of my silent screams...

there is no such thing as a wound that heals..some pain lives on forever, the cuts that bleed go down to your very soul..and the shards of your broken heart are caught in your throat for the rest of your days... the world is never the same...

Absolution..
..~eowyn

Absolution...

            sometimes,you do things you regret..

sometimes you do things you refuse to admit

              sometimes,you do something so bad,
                          that you lay awake at night,afraid to sleep.
        afraid...
                 of the memories that chase you in your dreams..

 
             there are days that you look behind you,

to see if the memories have caught up,

                to make sure the skeletons...
                            are safely tucked away inside the closet

       to make sure Justice...

           is not reaching out to grab your arm...

                   then there's the days in-between..

                the ones where you hide in the sunlight,

         when you look up to Heaven...
                                  and wonder...
                     if....
                          Forgiveness is really as easy as they say,