why is every thing i do wrong in one persons eyes and u know who u are

all the times i wanted to kiss you
all the times i wanted to hold you
all the times i missed you
all the times i hugged you
all those times they went away..
if i knew that our last kiss was going to be the last, i never would've stopped.
if i knew that the last time we held eachother was going to be the last, i never would've let go.
if i knew that the last song we danced to was going to stop, i would've replayed it.

and if i knew that that was the last time i would ever look into your eyes, i would've kissed you.

but how can you look me in the eyes and tell me you love while breaking my heart at the same time?

ok i have a question which is in my mood what would u do if i escape ur love? many people have asked me that and had no answer for that but its my turn to ask people the question

wow its so hard to lose someone speacial to u and sometimes they will not forgive u for what u did to themm or told them or showed them.why can't any one trusted me*tears slide down face*there is a person i lie to and they said they will forgive but i don't really know if he really forgave me so yea.im scared what other people think of me.well a i maybe beautiful or drop dead goreous. but people call me a slut cuz of it. *crying now as writes more*why can't people just say ok i forgive u next time there will be no next time will there*tears and more tears slide down face*