he is gone .... and i am sad!!!! for 3 weeks ... no contact.... and i am sad!!! how am i going to sleep without him by my side??? how will i make it through without even talking to him??? him telling me how is day was.. me telling him of mine??? how???

ok so tonight sux... my love is sick and not here so i can take care of him. i feel bad.. cant sleep.. and i miss him dearly...... but i know he will get better and i know he is thinking of me as i am of him.

he loves me and i love him dearly... with all my heart and all my soul.... until forever never comes....