any one that want to be some thing that they just cant be is really sad...

He found her neither in the arching halls nor heady revels of their people, but walking the leaf-scattered paths that were once majestic and alive with the magic of the earth, and now fallen into the beautiful decay that marked human encroachment of the land.

Nuala knew the moment he approached, her skin coming alive with his presence. He wore armor when she turned to him, moving without sound across the ground, and she went to meet him under the heavy boughs.

"You have left their company, sister," he said softly. He did not touch her, dipping only in a courteous bow, but he did not need to. His very presence sang under her skin, a deep golden heat that was a precursor to touch, recognizable from childhood.

When they were young, it was second nature to turn to each other; to reach out. There was nothing more natural than the other's touch. They rarely slept without each other.

It was only as they grew, older and away from each other, that this warmth became not the precursor of touch but the substitute for it. Nuala bent her own head, felt his dark eyes heavy on her as she rose. "I have," she said softly. "As have you, my brother. Do not tell me you bore of our celebrations."

A thin smile, too grim. "Perhaps not."

"Will you walk with me, then?" She did not need to ask, and she saw it in the flicker of his eyes. The illusion of distance, she thought, but stepped back, her skirts moving with a sound like the sighing wind. He followed her with the silent, animal grace he had grown into after beginning to train in the arts of war, tracking her footsteps with wordless focus.

She could feel the earth beneath her. Days like these, heady with dying summer, she didn't even need to reach out, to open herself, to feel it like a golden heartbeat echoing up through her feet, making her skin feel a thin sheath for such life. She did not realize she had made a sound until Nuada reached for her the way he always had when they were young, stopping his fingers a hairsbreadth from her face.

She saw the hesitation in him before he spoke. When they were children he had often spent the whole day and night pressed against her; it was only through their bond that he could feel the earth so intensely, and it made the energy echo between them two-fold. But how long had it been since they had touched with so little hesitation--with so much innocence?

Nuala leaned into his touch, letting her own smaller hands curl around his wrist, fingers curving against the smooth press of skin over bone, feeling the shift of muscles as he turned his hand to cup her jaw.

The sensation ricocheted between them and she made a small, helpless sound and shivered, opening herself and allowing the heartbeat of the world to draw up through her. Through them for the first time in years.

He caught her when her knees might have buckled, her skirts folding around both their legs, his hand against the small of her back. Her fingers caught against his armor, it pressed hard against her belly as the contact filled them both with something neither of them will name.

Nuala did not know how long they stood their together before she stepped back, drawing away from him, almost hesitating to look him in the eye. "I should...return." She finally said quietly.

"Perhaps you should." Before she could turn and walk away from him he reached out and his fingers caught her hair, sliding a long section over his palm. Nuala stopped breathing, her eyes almost ghosting shut, and swayed toward the touch.

In the end, it was he who turned and vanished into the trees. Nuala did not fool herself that he left her completely, and she stood there in the path for long moments with her hands pressed to her stomach and her eyes closed, feeling his eyes on her, before she moved to return to the others

I now have a new man and we are very happy...No beef ,but I would love it if you all would stop trying to get with me and calling me by pet names...so NO BABYS OR SEXY OR NOTHING LIKE THAT...I would like to stay friends with all and share this happy time,but if you cant respect what we need then peace....

ok I had the best sex I ever had in my life...Not goin to tell who.but wow...they were so loving and strong and free...Im still on like wow mood...passion...fire...I needed that so bad I did not know it for I never had it as far as I know:P

This party is a place were people can come and do there art...Like if you have a slave you can bring her and or him show your art of bdsm ...We have 2 people that are cumin and doin Japanese style rope art ...A Mistress that is bringing her slave boy slut and topping him and showing what she dose...girls that will be here in between the bdms sections there will be girls dancing showing there stile of dance... 2 women are goin to do a site together and show there stuff..A male dancer is coming up from d.c. to show you how they do it in the big city....A master is coming for any one that needs or wants to be topped and I will be of service as well ...and all this is 3 dollars...if you want to come just e-mail me or call or tex ...

This Sunday...Door opens at 6pm 3 dollars per person... Live sdsm rope play... Live mistress slave.action... 2 girl show doin it up for you ... and strippers:-)... any girl that wants to dance e-mail me to chat about it k :-) There no were in town were you can get all this for 3 dollars... see you all there...2 seconds ago clear

I run from the feeling of loving you cause I just dont like pain,and I wanted to do the right thing...,feeling there hate over us,again...not havin you here... But on this day ...I have to say...that when I let my self feel the pain, of being in love with you ...Its hurts like all hell,but its better then not having you at all...Im sorry I ran,well... now I sit here full of the pain... of love,,, thank you ...dame he did i again...Please forgive me...bty...Don't be a slave to me...Be a slave to love...us we are One... in the same but not ...Want to kiss my feet ...and want to be all over me ...all of the time... we will blow your mind...Its a love that lasts that can't be had... by no other,man...but you Just you...You see me... and I saw right thew...you are me ...I am you we are the ones that are fun...So what we dont fit... what they think it should be,but we can do this...A real love with no pain,no bondholders ...only the pain of when you cant be near me...Just laying there and being.... just laying there and just be ... there and be...Just be... 

1/6/2010 12:02:35 PM [Report Entry]
Olny srmat poelpe can raed this.
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I was just walking down the street with a friend of mine and he is a white boy... and A straight black boy sucker hit him in the ear...On Martin Luther day wow..

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This is a friend of mine ...in loy...

Im scared of love it plays to hard...I dont want to fall I dont want nothing at all...I just want to be safe...and stay away from snakes...Love is to hard to do...when it comes to loving you... 

Fucking you up is what I do best...I cant wait to put you in a dress...stockings and high heals...OH its just a trill ...To see you beg on your knees ...saying oh my master please...as you lick all over me...dame slow down slave take your time...dont for get that you are mine...When will you just face the fact that you are my kitty kat...you for get your role I will throw you on the floor,,,and pick the next fake you ,then there out the door...Until you come thats what I;ll do...So safe us both some time and space...and come get me so I can sit on your face......

Big bad wolf dose'nt want to play any more...what you see the truth that its you to hit the floor...Jail hhhhmmmmm let me think...I know you were a sneak...always talking about what you are...when your behind bars...not mine this time...ones of your own regard...I tried to save you,but your a retrod ...I see I am not your dope... you were nothing but a joke...You said I was the drug for you ...Im a now gone what the hell you goin to do... 

I am your candle...
shining in the dark,,.
You light my flame...
you make them go away...
that try to hurt me,,,
You shin right throw me...
sitting right from your window...
Mo one come to your door...
Unless you say so...
You are a soul that gives this glow...
what they came for...
To save the no mare pain ....
Blood sweet and tears....
all gone away...
there so more fear...
You take and guide ...all of the time ...
It slips my mind....
wow Im not drivin...
This lass...I hold your hand...
You show the way....
I will not go..I will aways stay...
You make me hole... A soul from old...
I would begg you to stay...
I love you...My heart ...the beats in side of me...
I want you ...over alll others on the face..
Of the world...Just like a girl...
All up in your face I'll stay...