my life has plummeted into darkness. no one cares is how i see it so i don't really have a reason to tell you this except the reason to vent. but i figured out i can't handle being hated especially by the one person i really love. he really could care less about me just like the rest of you. but i still try so much. at least in my mind i do i pretty much gave up on life. i realized that i'm just not strong enough to handle this torturous life i call my own. i am too weak to handle the bad parts of love i can't handle love at all. i'm not capapble of surviving in the real world. thanks to my imagination i have a whole other perspective on life thinking i will survive and thinking i will always be okay. i was wrong, in less than a week my life has been destroyed.