If i died would anyone really miss me, would anyone really care? Up until recently i thought the asnwer would be yes but now i don't know. I know i have a few people who will answer yes but most people wouldn't give a fuck if iwas dead and some would rather have me dead. I have very few if any reasons for even being here today and the ones i have a slowly dropping to one or none. If it seems like i'm going to kill myself i'm sorry but i'm not at that stage, but it has come close many times before.