[Galeocerdo Cuvier]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2011-08-16
Written: (4848 days ago)

Machine Head - Beautiful Mourning



Fuck you all!

My redemption is knowing
This will be over
My aggression, I fear I’ve lost control

Who is this man I stare?
Mirror reflects a stranger
Fist shatters the despair
Awake the pain to anger

[Chorus:]
How do I close thine eyes of murder?
How do I close thine eyes of murder?
Staring into me?

My obsession is dying, sinking me deeper
My depression, this world has disavowed

Razor at wrist I seethe
The flesh is peeled apart now
Gone is my faded dream
Failure, I welcome in thou

[Chorus]

This lifetime with sorrow,
God let the angels die
This is our last goodbye,
In love and death we cry
Our last goodbye

[Solo: Flynn]

No, no, no, no

Spit in the face of loss
Coward, my own self-hatred
No more I bear this cross
Struggle, and rise from the dead

This lifetime with sorrow,
God let the angels die
This is our last goodbye,
In love and death we cry
Our last goodbye
30504  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2011-08-16
Written: (4848 days ago)

Children of Bodom - Are You Dead Yet?


Don't hear, don't deem. Drown in before you dive.
Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die

Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be,
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself
Are You Dead Yet?

Wake up, don't cry. Regenerate to deny the truth,
The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes.
Disclosure, self loathing. This time you've gone too far.
Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me?

Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
30473  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2011-08-13
Written: (4850 days ago)
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"I don't like you anymore, thanks."

"What'd I do now?"

"You didn't call again. Bye"

"-.- Kay"

"Oo-Kay"

Gee thanks. I don't have these issues like depression, exhaustion, and just wanting to be left alone sometimes. I'll make sure to bow down to your every whim and call.

Yeah..fuck that.

30350  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2011-08-06
Written: (4858 days ago)

YO HO (A PIRATE’S LIFE FOR ME)
Lyrics by Xavier Atencio and music by George Bruns


Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate’s life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don’t give a hoot,
Drink up me ‘earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate’s life for me.
We extort, we pilfer, we filch, and sack,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.
Maraud and embezzle, and even high-jack,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate’s life for me.
We kindle and char, inflame and ignite,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.
We burn up the city, we’re really a fright,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.

We’re rascals, scoundrels, villans, and knaves,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.
We’re devils and black sheep, really bad eggs,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.

Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate’s life for me.
We’re beggars and blighters, ne’er-do-well cads,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.
Aye, but we’re loved by our mommies and dads,
Drink up, me ‘earties, yo ho.
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Written about Thursday 2011-05-19
Written: (4936 days ago)

                

Love Drunk


Hey, hey, hey, hey

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)

The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)

You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)

There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over
26890  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2010-12-17
Written: (5089 days ago)

Memphis May Fire - Ghost In The Mirror


I am the air on your lungs
and the blood in your veins.
I am all the voices you hear,
and i will never go away.

The deafening sound you hear
is coming straight from your mouth.
Choke on your words you're so shallow.
Bite your lip!
Bite your lip when you hear it.
hold your tongue.
You gotta hold your tongue.

Don't be so blind.
Time is not on our side.
Look me straight in the eyes.
Do not say you will be alright.

Put it all on the line
and for a minute the earth will stand still.

I am the ghost,
the ghost in the mirror that re creates,
painting your soul with every color you hate.

I am the voices that you hear
and the decisions you make.
I am the air that you breath
and I will never go away.

I will not carry you through.
Is that what scares you the most?

My friend, you fooled yourself again,
into thinking it's real.
They can not save you like I can.
They can not make you feel.

Swimming in regret
but the water is much too deep.
This is your very last breath,
Chose your words carefully.

I am the ghost,
the ghost in the mirror that re creates,
painting your soul with every color you hate.

I am the voices that you hear
and the decisions you make.
I am the air that you breath
and I will never go away.

Save yourself from the lies that brought my father to his knees!

OH!
Don't be so blind!
Time is not on our side!
Look at me straight in the eye!
Put it all!
Put it all on the line!

26421  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2010-11-04
Written: (5133 days ago)

Yet another great Atreyu track.

Demonology and Heartache


So unaffectionate
So insecure
You claim to know, a thing or two about heartache
And what it’s like, to have your insides pulled out

And I believe you!

I see it every time, your pallbearer’s pallor is
Obscured by the darkness (The darkness)
Dancing across your face (Across your face)
And when the blackness veils, your eyes, in pain.
I know what it’s like when memories make you wince
And love letter read like obituaries
And photo albums, are the books of the dead
I need no reminders (No more reminders)
I’ll forget the past and lay it to rest!

If I had my way I’d cut
The calluses off your
off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with every kiss I could give to you
I’m holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats!

Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?
Am I being too cryptic?
Am I being too obscure?

Love kills! Romance is dead!
And I don’t even trust myself, but I love you!
And you can pull my wings apart
And pin me down under glass until the end of days!
If it can help you discover that we share the same pain!
I just hope you write your thesis before
Your subject is dead
No life after death!

If I had my way I’d cut
The calluses off your
Off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with every kiss I could give to you
I’m holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats!

If I had my way I’d cut
The calluses off your
Off your breaking heart
If I could get past the sternum
Cauterize those wounds with every kiss I could give to you
I’m holding your heart in my hands
The reason it still beats!
26420  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2010-11-04
Written: (5133 days ago)

Just thought I'd post lyrics to one of Atreyu's greatest songs. At least in my opinion.

Atreyu - Our Sick Story(Thus Far)

When we danced so pristine, and
knees deep in sin balls deep in hate I see your face
I see your face and it tears me, tears me up
My mouth is full of love.. my head is held in shame.

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her?
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name?
Does your body still scream my name?

Hold your breath to keep it
Trapped with secrets
'Til you're turning cold blue with guilt
Still, no blood is spilled
had I seen the plot twist coming
Would I had checked out the book
Even if I was dead
You would never be off the fucking hook

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her?
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name?
Does your body still scream my name?

Can you, take it?
While I fake it?
Can you, take it?
While I fake it?

Cross your heart, false your heart
Cross your heart, false your heart

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her?
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name?
Does your body still scream my name?

Cross your heart, false your heart
Cross your heart, false your heart
Cross your heart, false your heart.
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Written about Monday 2010-03-01
Written: (5380 days ago)

Silly little man, it seems you had,
A big idea in your head,
To come and conquer me.

Now I don't mean to go and wreck your day,
but ya better turn and run away,
Or there'll be a big, big price to pay..

Cuz I am the one you should fear the most..
Cuz I am the one who will take you..down.
And as long as I exist..
There's hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world..

So, the battle field lights your way,
It's what you want, well then okay.
Prepare to disappear.
I'm gonna crush you down till you're so small,
That a mouse will seem like stories tall.
It's what you want..good bye!

Cuz I am the one you should fear the most..
Yes, I am the one who will bring you..down.
And as long as I exist..
There's hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world..

Never a time, I fall apart...I must be strong.
Cuz the winners win, the losers lose.
Choose your sides...it's your move..

And I am the one you should fear the most..
Cuz I am the one who can bring you..down.
And as long as I exist..
There's hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world..
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world,
Hope for the world...

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