[Galeocerdo Cuvier]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2012-06-29
Written: (4533 days ago)

I think I can finally see the truth. I can't believe it's taken me this long. After everything that I've given up and sacrificed, I now see where I stand. So, this is me throwing in the towel.

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Written about Sunday 2012-06-24
Written: (4537 days ago)

So, apparently I've found out that some people on here think that I'm er...attractive. "Hot" I believe was the term used. *sigh* Sometimes I wish these kind of people would just come out and say it. No, I'm not fishing for compliments. It's just nice to hear once in a while from people that I'm not close to, I guess.

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Written about Thursday 2012-06-21
Written: (4541 days ago)

Random thought, here. I hate it when I just get comfy and my bladder decides I have to pee. =.=;

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Written about Wednesday 2012-06-20
Written: (4542 days ago)

Wow. I think my brain just exploded from the lack of grammar skills on display from some of the members here... I didn't think it would ever be possible.

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Written about Sunday 2012-06-17
Written: (4545 days ago)

Go ahead and laugh at me. I don't care. This song is amazing.

Enrique Iglesias - Heroe



Quiero ser tu heroe

Si una vez yo pudiera llegar
A erizar de frio tu piel
A quemar que se yo, tu boca
Y morirme alli despues
Y si entonces
Temblaras por mi
Lloraras al verme sufrir
Ay sin dudar tu vida entera dar
Como yo la doy por ti

Si pudiera ser tu heroe
Si pudiera ser tu dios
Que salvarte a ti mil veces
Puede ser mi salvacion

Si supieras
La locura que llevo
Que me hiere
Y me mata por dentro
Y que mas da
Mira que al final
Lo que importa es que te quiero

Si pudiera ser tu heroe
Si pudiera ser tu dios
Que salvarte a ti mil veces
Puede ser mi salvacion

Ahaa

Dejame tocarte, quiero acariciarte
Una vez mas, mira que al final
Lo que importa es que te quiero

Si pudiera ser tu heroe
Si pudiera ser tu dios
Que salvarte a ti mil veces
Puede ser mi salvacion

Quiero ser tu heroe
Si pudiera ser tu dios
Porque salvarte a ti mil veces
Puede ser mi salvacion
Puede ser mi salvacion

Quiero ser tu heroe
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Written about Sunday 2012-06-17
Written: (4545 days ago)

This will forever be my home state's song. :D

Petey Pablo - Raise Up


[David Nevermind (Petey Pablo)]
This is David Nevermind
And today's controversy is coming from yet another member
(Aiyyo tell 'em that we not gon' be playin)
or should I say members of the hip-hop community:
(I'll blaze 'em niggaz)
Petey Pablo - a new artist signed under Jive
(Aiyyo look at my homeboys)
and has teamed up with Timbaland, outta V.A.
(We gonna blow this up)
In a quest to redeem his title
And bring, North Carolina, and Virginia, to the front of the line
(Yeah, we gon' do it)
We're gonna stand by

[Chorus: repeat 2X]
This one's for North Carolina! C'mon and raise up
Take your shirt off, twist it 'round yo head
Spin it like a helicopter
North Carolina! C'mon and raise up
This one's for you, uh-huh, this one's for who?
Us, us, us; yes sir!

[Petey Pablo]
Who am I? Petey Pab motherfucker!
First to put it down for North Carolina
But guess what (what?), it's been worth it
I'ma superstar, bought me a big ol' car
Four-point-six, seen it 'cause
Black with the bars on the front and back
and got a button in the middle, make the trunk go eh-eh
But it ain't 'bout that
It's about gettin whatchu gettin and drivin all back here
Big fellas (six fellas)
Half of me and Carolina niggaz, I'm tired of y'all
Polk, Bladen, Marshall, Hoke, Greene County, Timbaland, damn
Transfer, Sandy Ridge, Browns over here (greens over here)
Pasqoutank, down on the, Odom East (lemme think)
Johnston County, Franklin, Burgaw, Newport, Warren, Shelby, Kenansville
(Man Catawba) Tarboro, Triangle, Goldsboro, Halifax, Statesville
And all my niggaz doin life behind the wall
This right here, right here, right here's for

[Chorus]

[Petey Pablo overlapping Chorus]
Uhh, uh-huh, uh-huh, beat it, beat it
You remember them days y'all, we used to play y'all
The radio and put our own lil part in the song y'all
We used to (Rep our city, rep our city!)
Runnin through the school halls
just before our basketball pep-rally jumped off (hah!)
My house, my home, my hood (hah!)
My brother, my sister, my cous' (hah!)
My niggaz that was there from the beginin
been wit me even 'fore they knew what bein with me was
Y'all niggaz just glanced at it, now I gotcha starin at it
Wouldn't been the same ol' North Carolina, it's been then
Y'all niggaz just gettin it, oh it's a shame isn't it?
Oh you thought we said we were comin wit a whole lotta songs
we were bullshhh! (ahh!)

[Chorus]

[Petey Pablo]
Man I had to do it
just incase you were one of the ones who wanted to come and ask somethin stupid
(What you think you doin?) What it look like?
Puttin it down for my niggaz in the south side
North Carolina, South Carolina
And all my little bitty ova looked hick towns
We gonna hit y'all asses, ain't nothin but a T.D. blast
that we got comin atcha, (beat) slammin, (first) classic
(Go for this) What's after platinum?
(Baby you don't want the bomb) And I don't meant to scare ya
but I'm about to bring it home
Blow these fellas, these hills, these streets and N.C. out the water
How's it feel to look a mothafucka dead in the grill and tell 'em I told ya

[Chorus]

[David Nevermind]
Uhh, af-after seeing this
I, I have no other questions, I, I mean I
Hey look, this is David Nevermind
I'm signing off, but before I'm outta here
Remember, if I ever talked anything about the Polk guys, nevermind
North Carolina and V.A. are definitely at the front of the line
You have my vote of support, over and out

[*music until fade*]
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Written about Friday 2012-06-15
Written: (4546 days ago)

So, apparently I've decided that I'm going to try to do something with my lack of talent as a musician. I'm in the process of working on a song, and hopefully Mike will text me or something and tell me he's coming over to help with it. The song is mostly his idea, but I'm going to be lame and try to work out a solo for it. Maybe if we have something decent when it's all said and done, I'll post a link to a recording or something.

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Written about Saturday 2012-06-09
Written: (4552 days ago)

So, I'm thinking about clearing my friends list here pretty soon. Apparently, it's gotten to where a lot of people on it and myself don't really talk anymore. I guess if you want to stay, shoot me a quick message. I'll give you guys until Friday, June 15th. :)

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Written about Saturday 2012-06-02
Written: (4560 days ago)

Thank you so much for feeding my suicidal thoughts. It's just what I needed from someone that I was supposed to be close to. It's okay though. I'll still be here tomorrow, regardless of what you say or do. You can't tear me apart any worse than I already am. I have no place in my life for someone that does nothing but abuse the friendship that I've done nothing but try to keep together, regardless of all we've been through together and apart. It's funny how I discover something new every day. And it's also funny that every time I take a positive step, it only takes three words from you to drop me back to square one. Right back to the state I've been fighting to get out of for the last six years. Thanks for all you've never done for me.

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Written about Thursday 2012-05-24
Written: (4569 days ago)

DevilDriver - Clouds Over California


Come forth for the cattle call
Confront the evil river you can't control
Wicked ways and venomous eyes
Just human nature in disguise
Lost in this world
Out on the edge
With death by our sides

Today I sworn that I wouldn't mourn ya
Cloud over California
If that's the way it's gonna be then I'll fuckin' go it alone
I'm a saint in sinners eyes
Curse the clouds over California
This is the call to obey
Let the chaos reign

Bloodshot and weary-eyed
We took you in full of sin and pride
It'll take you and break you away
It'll tear you apart

Today I sworn I wouldn't mourn ya
Clouds over California
If that's the way it's gonna be then I'll fuckin' go it alone
I'm a saint in sinners eyes
Curse the clouds over California
This is the call to obey
Let the chaos reign
I'm a saint in sinners eyes
Curse the clouds over California
This is the call to obey
Let the chaos reign
Reign!
Noo!


If that's the way it's gonna be then I'll fuckin' go it alone
I'm a saint in sinners eyes
Curse the clouds over California
This is the call to obey
Let the chaos reign
I'm a saint in sinners eyes
Curse the clouds over California
This is the call to obey
Let the chaos reign
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Written about Monday 2012-05-14
Written: (4579 days ago)

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted



Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all
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Written about Sunday 2012-04-29
Written: (4594 days ago)

New Found Glory - My Friends Over You


I'm drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it's all right to pretend
That we still talk
It's just for show, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
You need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)

Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was nowhere to be found
And it's all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)

Just maybe you need this
You need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
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Written about Sunday 2011-11-13
Written: (4762 days ago)

Night Ranger - Don't Tell Me You Love Me


It ain't the way you move
It ain't the way that you move me
Oh no

It ain't the way you shake
It ain't the way that you shake me
Oh no

I've lived 25 years
I'm a kid on the run
I got a pistol for action

Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me
I don't want to know

Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me
I don't want to know
I love the way you use
I love the way that you use me
Oh yeah

I love the way you shoot
I love the way that you shoot to kill me
Oh yeah

It's taken miles of lines
To learn the right from the wrong
I'll keep you hangin' on

Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me
I don't want to know

Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me you love me
Don't tell me
I don't want to know
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Written about Sunday 2011-11-13
Written: (4762 days ago)

I'm curious. If you have my page on your watch list, name three of my favorite bands from my bands for jaffar wiki. Without looking :)

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Written about Tuesday 2011-09-27
Written: (4808 days ago)

Simple Plan - Perfect World


I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my world is falling apart
Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think that I can deal with the things you said
They just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing,
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
'Cause I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces But to you
this means nothing, Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go
Yeah, yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing,
Nothing at all

You feel nothing,
Nothing at all
Nothing at all
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Written about Tuesday 2011-09-27
Written: (4808 days ago)

Simple Plan - Thank You


I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen.

But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.

I’ll be the one you miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back
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Written about Monday 2011-09-19
Written: (4817 days ago)

Aiden - The Last Sunrise


You sink your teeth in.
Bite the blood that drains the life inside of me and fills your soul with love and hate and all those things you need to breathe.
My body dies,
But still my soul remains eternally in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves.
Explain, why me?

This nightmare (this nightmare won't last long) won't last long.
Are you scared? (are you scared sing this song) To sing this song.
I'm right there (I'm right there by your side) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.

I watched the sky bleed grey with see-through shades of violent
Bloody stains and felt the evil prime and wicked start a course straight through my veins.
I'm so alive
My skin so cold and fake.
I close my eyes
I know that now's the time to take my chance with death and realize.

Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain?
Sunrise, sunset, can you wash away the pain?

This nightmare (wont last long) won't last long.
Are you scared? (sing this song) To sing this song?
I'm right there (by your side) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.

This nightmare (wont last long) won't last long.
Are you scared? (sing this song) To sing this song?
I'm right there (by your side) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.

So mute and beautiful to me
A promise kept on high
An angelic look at life through open eyes.
Don't be scared
We'll make it work.
We're right on time
Don't make things worse.
Now I'm right there by your side.

(Sunrise) I will avenge
(Sunset) I can't pretend
(Sunrise) I won't forget this vain
(Sunset) attempt and promise kept.
Just one more night to make up for the loss of love and time.
Here comes the sun to rid this world of see-through blood and swollen light.

Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain?
Sunrise, sunset, can you wash away the pain?

This nightmare (wont last long) won't last long.
Are you scared? (sing this song) To sing this song?
I'm right there (by your side) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.

This nightmare (wont last long) won't last long.
Are you scared? (sing this song) To sing this song?
I'm right there (by your side) by your side.
Tonight we've got a chance.

Sunrise.
The last sunrise.
The last sunrise.
The last sunrise.
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Written about Monday 2011-09-19
Written: (4817 days ago)

Aiden - World By Storm


"You people have been chosen to reveal our existence to the world.
You will witness what happens here today, and you will tell of it later."
Look what dreams have done : look what life is like without them
"Each day we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies."


Sometimes when fear strikes home
We hit back hard now with a
Vengeance all our own
The slate has been wiped clean
My eyes have been opened up
I feel the pride pushed away
And bad feelings stop I know now
I feel it coming

Here we go
Standing side by side
right through the door
World by storm
They'll syndicate and
complicate this war
World by storm
We're standing side by side
right through the

Disintegrate-Follow me
Now I see
Now I see the truth
Disintegrate-Follow me
Now I see
Now I see it's you

The bridges burned
have been swept away
The past has been erased
our minds feel awake I know
The slate has been wiped clean
I wont pretend to
let the world pass by
and there's kids in the world
who's dreams will die I know now
I feel it coming

Here we go
Standing side by side
right through the door
World by storm
They'll syndicate and
complicate this war
World by storm
We're standing side by side
right through the

1-2-1-2-1-2-3-4

The world By storm [x2]

It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
The world by storm
It's in our heads
It's in our hearts
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Written about Tuesday 2011-09-06
Written: (4830 days ago)

Panic! At The Disco - Lying Is The Most Fun a Girl Can Have(Without Taking Her Clothes Off)


Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
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Written about Tuesday 2011-08-16
Written: (4851 days ago)

Mushroomhead - Your Soul Is Mine


Very many few can hear me
and if any two come near me
Nothing, Everyone and nary
Find this truly quite Contrary...

I want to see the light leave your eyes
Feeling your breath one last time
I want to see the light leave.

God rest your soul is mine.
Chew up and spit you out
I hate my words right now!

Very many few can hear me
and if any two come near me.
Vision, wisdom, long division
wipe away your name.

(I want to see)
God rest your soul is mine.
Digest you whole in time
Chew up and spit you out
I hate my words right now!

I want to see the light leave your eyes
Feeling your breath on my lips one last time
I want to see the light leave your eyes.
Feeling your breath for the last time.

God rest your soul is mine.
Digest you whole in time
Chew up and spit you out
I hate my words right now
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Written about Tuesday 2011-08-16
Written: (4851 days ago)

Mushroomhead - These Filthy Hands


Haphazardly, Tumbling Hard
Fall Right Down,
Laugh Out Loud
All In The Scheme Of Things,
We're All Looking Up Growing Tall
It's Like Pulling One Hair
You Are What You Are To Me
With Wet Fingers
In My Eyes You're A Star
Petroleum Jelly
You're Something I'll Never Be
And Watch The Rain Dance
You're Something, I'm Frightened Of
I've Got To Get Clean
The Rain Will Cleanse Me
And I've Got To Wash These Filthy Hands
Because It's All Just A Futile Plan
That'd Mean I'd Have To
Believe Again
It's Like A Career To Breathe
An Existence I Can't Conceive
Emotionless As In Slug
In My Imagined Oblivion
It's As Much Fun
As Poking At A Nerve
You Would Swear,
That I Could,
Walk And Talk
No One Wants To Fail
But No One Wants To Work
But I Doubt You Will Ever
Vocabulary Test Is Graded On A Curve
Ever Prove Enough
Smartest Kid Is Stupid
Word Is Never Heard
I Doubt You'll Ever Prove It!
I've Got To Get Clean
The Rain Will Cleanse Me
And I've Got to Wash These Filthy Hands
All These Thoughts And Feelings
Are For Naught Unappealing
So You Expect Them
To Dull And Fade
Still They Remain
Caught Waiting For The Rain
Time Devours Life
With My Soul As The Defendant
Don't Catch Me If I Fall
I May Have Jumped
You Never Know
You Don't Know Me At All

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