[Rushuna]'s diary
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Written about Friday 2010-04-09
Written: (5341 days ago)
is wondering what's really wrong with the new picture up loader??
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Written about Thursday 2010-01-07
Written: (5433 days ago)
A place in the Great Lakes Crossing Mall.
NEVER EAT THERE!
I found a Hair in my food! It wasn't just sitting on top or anything, I had to pull it out of my noodles, it was covered in the sauce that was in my meal. I showed it to the waitress and she asked me if I wanted a new plate. I said no, I wanted to speak with the manager. And when she got there she was waving her hands about in a frustrated fashion, like it was my fault there was a hair in my food, She said "I'm sorry, but this sort of thing happens, hair falls out."
I was so fucking pissed off. When she walked away I took the chop stix off the table and stuck them in my purse. My cousin asked me what I was doing and I said, "I'm sorry, it just happens, people steal things."
She started cracking up and she paid the bill, my meal was taken off. After she paid we walked out with out leaving a tip.
We are never going there again. And I suggest you don't either!
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So I have to say this.. I'll probably say it again next time too.. but I justs never get tired of saying it...
Talk to you all NEXT YEAR!
Usually you hear people saying, "Merry Christmas!" but I'm going to be different and say...
And yet... I'd feel like a scrooge if I didn't post this...
[They don't like to play the freeking song I've been requesting every day for the last month!]
[Every time I call and request the song "Ayer" by Flo rida they talk to me for a few minutes and say that they'll play it. I listen intently for the song.. They ALWAYS put me on the radio... but they never play the song... ]
The darkness grips at me like a vice,
squeezing out my breath and I
want to bawl.
The emptiness is making my
skin crawl;
Now I'm as cold as ice.
It creeps around me,
snuffing out the light.
It muffles out the sound,
and takes away my sight.
Who knew it could be scarry?
It cloaks me like a thick void.
Now a-days I'm oh so warry;
like shooting star in the sky.
Some people think I'm silly,
for being so scared.
Other's agree willingly,
but to me they just don't get it.
They don't feel how it grips at my soul;
tearing at my hair, like an ugly troll.
No matter how hard I try,
I can't seem to get away.
The more I try to calm my fears,
the more I want to cry.
Emotion is flooding through me now,
its getting harder to breathe.
I'll get past the fear some how,
while I clench and grind my teeth.
This fear is very real to me,
I don't know what to do.
I wish I could make you see,
what I feel, in my eye, is true.
When you mock and make fun,
all you see is the sun.
You're not being very fair,
and I can tell you just don't care.
"Turn on a light," you say,
"and it'll all go away."
If it were only that simple.
I could play it like a cymbal.
I feel as though the darkness
could take me down and out.
On an invisible map, with an
unfathomable route.
I'd bite my lip bottom lip
as it'd take me.
fighting back my screams,
my tears blinding me so I can't see.
"Into the darkness you must go!"
a thick voice said.
"Do not worry, in the morning you'll
be dead!"
Will you notice I'm gone?
I guess I'll never know...
Well, that's the end of that..
Sadly.
I just had to say good-bye to one of the most important people in my life.
He's deleting me and blocking me so that he never has to talk to me again, as long as he lives.
As much as I don't want to say good-bye, I know I have to. So Good-bye, it was nice nowing you, take care of yourself.
As much as you don't want to believe it, know that I did and still do love you.
~Kristen
I did a really stupid thing. I am so mad at myself that I can't even think straight. I just want to cry, because I made the most important person in my life angry.
I just acted before I thought about what I was doing. And once I thought about it, I realized that I messed up big time.
Now I don't even know if the love of my life with ever forgive me. He's never once been angry at me, just at the situation or topic of conversation. But today, he was, is, angry with me. And I feel absolutely horrible.
I've said sorry a hundred times, and I'll keep saying it until he believes me. But after this I don't think that he will.
When I told him that I love him, he said that if I loved him so much I would have thought what I did through before I did it.
I don't know if we'll bounce back from this.
Hell, I don't even know why I'm putting this all on here.. Maybe wishful thinking? Hoping that he'll read it and forgive me? But I doubt it.
I do, though, hope that he does read this, so that he know's how sorry I am. I don't know how else to say it other than the ways that I have. I can't take back what I did. I can however, prevent it from going farther than what it already has. Wheather he believes me or not is the question.
Well, If you are reading this, then please know that I am truly, truly sorry. And I do hope that we can get past this. I do love you, with my whole heart. I hope you feel the same.
I love you.
Truly.
Dear (Jordan,)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (I'm enjoying the convent and our socks don't match). I think I realized it (when I finally changed my underwear, at the mental hospital) and I saw you (sit on my boyfriend). I'm sure you're (middle-class) enough to understand (how awful you are). I'm returning (the couch cushions) to you, but I'll keep (the results of that blood sample) as a memory.
You should also know that I (love your sweet sweet ass) and (I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo).
(Best of luck on your sex change)
~Kristen
Dear (someone you enjoy talking to),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) and (11)
(12)
your name
1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other -I dislike your eyelashes
2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear
3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper
4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over
5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other --The elephant in the corner
6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat -shamed
7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exsist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks
8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montanna underwear
9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards
10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweetsweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities you stole the whale from the back yard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you
11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Mineral Water – I'm scratching my ass as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetis
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose
12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself
Italy - have fun SHOVEing NOODLES UP YOUR ASS