I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker, I don't give a fuck!
I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker, I don't give a flying fuck!


Because apparently my boyfriend feels it needs posted don't look at me I didn't do it

Hey little liar
Tell me is it true
Did you really think I wouldn't find out?
Did you think I'd forgive you?
Well let me tell you little liar
I know what you did
And I don't forgive you
No at all
You should be ashamed
You should know little liar
I don't forgive so easy
You should known I'd find out
Now you look at me
With those sad eyes
Knowing I'm not going to take you back
And yet begging for me to do so
Well let me tell you little liar
If you loved me
You should never have cheated on me
I don't forgive you
No Little Liar
This is your fault

Marpsy
-written for a friend to her gf

Hmm I smell jealousy regardless I shall handle it in typical fashion and have a girls day which will appease them. I know this because they're my family.

You were born to be my baby
And baby, I was made to be your man


Hehe Bon Jovi is awesome.

Standing on the rooftops
Wait until the bombs drop
This is all we got now
Scream until your heart stops

Never gonna regret
Watching every sunset
We'll, listen to your heartbeat
All the love that we found


My ringtone. And one of the songs that I truly love.

It’s almost like you’ve been carrying me,
A little angel always watching over me.
Save me from the danger I can’t see,
So I know where I’m supposed to be.

Little Sister by New Medicine

Song reminds me of my baby brother...gah I miss him so

TIME FOR RANDOM SONG LYRICS!

Can you read between the lines?
Or are you stuck in black and white?
Hope I'm on the list of people that you hate
It's time that you met the monster that you helped create!
BOO!

I donno I'm feeling pumped up excited bored and wanting to get into a fight...anyone else ever feel like that?

I love him. He's an amazing person and he makes me smile even when my day has been one great big grr, I want to make him smile when he does

As the memories resurface one by one I feel my mind slipping away memories I thought I had buried forever...apparently not...Then add to that the slap in the face realization that other than four people in this world no one would care and many wouldn't even notice if I slit my wrists and died tonight...I'm not having a good today's in the past 19 days I've had four emotional breakdowns...Only one not in the last seven days. I'm glad Corey, Naomi and Casey (mainly Corey) have been around to keep me from losing it completely and killing myself...Honestly it's been very hard to keep myself from doing serious damage to myself

Alright it's a few days premature because technically it's not official for another 5 days but I am dating a wonderful guy named Corey. He's a sweetheart who makes me smile and calm me down from near black out

I choose death before dishonor/ I'd rather die than live my life down on my knees.... I've spent far too much of my life living my life down on my knees choosing the easy road rather than getting up and being the person I've always been. It's time to stand the fuck up and be the woman I was meant to be. I'm stronger than I used to be but unless I fight I'll always be afraid of being myself so now I'm gonna rise up onto my feet. Death Before Dishonor

So this has been my week. I gots a job. I'm getting my tattoo and I gots school funds FUCK YES

*sighs* I've been really down lately and while sleep has helped lately it's been confusing and broken in my head

You ever wake up staring at the ceiling crying from a dream you can't quite remember but you know it was sad? Every so often this happens to me and it colors my entire day.

What I learned this week in college
1. That I might be a moron for doing it but I can do it
2. I like German better than Spanish
3. That a painting rag does not make a good ceramics rag
4. That I CAN throw a pot…even if it looks like shit…
5. That wearing heels and standing or crouching for six hours becomes really painful
6. Somehow between Dad and I neither which of whom used a lot of it…neither one of us had WHITE paint…odd that
7. That my ex and I can get along…for a few minutes
8. I am always going to be Sharon to my painting teacher…*kersigh*
9. There are two Sharon’s in my Myth class…and somehow this makes my name Shane!?
10. My dad has relearned to raise his hand…
11. That an answer will be wrong no matter how many times you use it
12. My bag is heavier than my dad’s
13. I have more textbooks too…wtf?
14. The school store sells gumballs *nom nom*
15. I scare people…*sigh*
16. Somehow I miss the old painting four students
17. My skull looks better than last time but it still lack definition
18. I am a 15-25 year old slave boy…I protest. I am already in that age bracket!
19. I’ve got an idea but it makes no sense

Here's the deal. I do art commisions. I don't usually ask for money. I do however ask for compensation for whatever it is I'm doing...

Speaking of freaky dreams
I dreamt that my In Nomine poster came to life (they are an angel and a devil) the weird part is they looked like someone...both of them are on here so I shan't tell you who. Anyhow the angel and the devil both offered me their hand. I dreamt I took the angel's hand and I saw him proposing a wedding and kids...then dying old with him...then I dreamt I took the devils hand and I saw breif relationship then a life of prostitution and drugs ended in my youth. And then I dreamt I took neither hand and all I saw was a maze before my feet. WTF?

What i learned in College
1. That German has massive amounts of vocab
2. Myth teacher is crazy...and this is not a bad thing
3. My habit of raising my hand has paid off
4. I cannot throw a pot to save my life
5. Whoever said this was easy should be drawn and quartered ...for lying
6. Tattoo freak still has the skull from last semester
7. White + clay = disasator apparently not all of us knew this
8. Netflix has not changed my life
9. German is NOTHING like yiddish
10. Rammstein and Oomph good to listen to after class
11. Mythology for Dummies is a textbook
12. Landfills can be pretty?
13. My painting teacher learned something last semester too
14. My bag gets heavier every time I pick it up
15. I couldn't stick to Weight Watcher if I tried I love bread and cheese far too much
16. I may be the only girl in any of my classes to wear cat ears but this by no means makes me the weirdes

The darkness is coming
The hate is breaking loose
The black dragon is rising once more
You hear the call
You feel the sorrow
Eternal and oppressive
And yet you can not run
You hear the scream of agony
The black dragon is rising once more
And she's in pain
The agony of eons of hate sears her mind
She is a broken creature
Yet she rises again
You can feel it in your bones
Your world will end tonight

Marpsy

You remind me of the baby
What baby? the baby with the power
What power? power of voodoo
Who do? you do
Do what? remind me of the baby


...I still think David Bowie is hot...even if he is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too old for me...1947...

Having thought long and hard I've returned with a new outlook. And I must address a couple of people specifically

[Peace.] - You're a very sweet guy but I have to return your collar

[Shadz] - 私はこれを行うことはできません。時が来れば、あなたはなぜ知っているよ

[Agent47] - it was fun. That's all I'm gonna say.

[Daemon]- I hate you. I do. But I'm beginning to see that the person I hated wasn't just you it was myself so thank you for the lesson

[Body Breakdown] - sorry hun i'm taking my collar back