hey everyone i have a new apartment and it rocks

kidney pains were back today

sometimes the world is not enough for those that take it for granted. I know that I see more than most but i am not the only one the holds my world in high regard. Most that I see are not like the rest, some are immortals, some are not, some are lycan, viper, cobra, wolf, vampire, and many more.

hey everyone so that you guys are not worried i just want to let you knwo that i was in the ER on thursday the 18th cuz my kidneys were all fucked up, but i am back home now and everything is okay

more to be added

songs that i can relate to

1) Walk a Little Straighter By Billy Currington
2) Butterfly Kisses By Bob Carlisle
3) Imortality By Celine Dion
4) Hallelujah By Bon Jovi
5) Dreaming of you By Selena
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Yay for me I am getting a new place to live

Sometimes i think that i have messed everything up and when i look back at things they are not the best

you shine down form heaven yet hell drags you under

I come from a dark and lonely place my heart hurts because it is being torn in two

it is sad to see the darkness closing in, it is like an utter suffocation that doesn't seem to end,

By dawns early light i will be gone but when night comes to call my name i will be back again

People never really know whta they have until it is gone. There are people that I will never know because of this, there are also people that i can't know as they will never take the chance to get to know me. I know what it is like to be hurt. I also know what it is like to hurt someone else. What is the world coming when all that we do is hurt one another? Answer me that if you can.

Death is a state of mind, but the dying is the hard part. How can you be dead without ever dying? Come to my house on here and I may tell you, maybe divulge my little secret to you, but then again maybe I won't you will never know unless you show up now will you. So come and see if you are special enough to know the secret of the Living Dead.

Some people take their time in what they do where as others want to race through the things that they do, but I am one of the few that takes my time while being quick and thourogh. I see that some people like to tell everyone that they are something that they are not, but there are others who do not tell people who they are as it may bring back bad or tragic memories.

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[X] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[X] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[X] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[X] People have often called you insane.
Total: 8

.:WATER:.

[ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[X] You like to go to the beach.
[ ] You rarely get angry.
[X] When you do get angry, you know how to control it. (sometimes)
[ ] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[X] You are a good swimmer.
[X] You like the rain.
[X] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 6

.:EARTH:.

[X] You are physically strong.
[X] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[X] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[X] You could easily survive in the wild.
[X] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[X] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 7

.:AIR:.

[X] You have a free spirit.
[X] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[X] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[X] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[X] You wish you could fly.
Total: 10

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[X] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[X] You like creepy things.
[X] You like to play tricks on people.
[X] Black is one of your favorite color.
[X] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[X] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[X] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x] You love to break the rules.
Total: 9

.:LIGHT:.

[ ] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[X] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[ ] You hope for world peace.
[X] You are generally a happy person.
[X] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 3

after so much time alone someone of the night has found a love.

Give me ideas everyone need help with this poem

don't worry all i am looking for a new place since i was not able to get the last one

this sucks found out that I won't be able to get my new place, life sucks when you really want something

getting a new place yay mes, will have to sleep on the floor tonight but i will be okies. after i wake up i will need a hell of a back rub, but i will be fine.

got sun burnt today while swimming