Today I composed a song for the first time in over a year.
And just now, I discovered that a musician I respect very much has retired indefinitely from creating music for health reasons.
I can't even express how heartbroken I am right now.

So, I've been sick as a dog for a couple weeks now, so I go to see my doctor.
He writes me a perscription for some antibiotics and a bottle of cough syrup with vicodine in it.
I get the scripts filled, and the bottle of syrup is HUGE. The pharmacologist told me I have enough to last me till 2013. I fucking love my doctor.

No fap November.
This is one of the hardest, most sexually frustrating month of the year. And so help me god I'm participating. I'll be on and off this month, because you sexy people drive me wild, and I can't fail so early in the game. <3 ;D
I've got a bet going, my friend lizzy doesn't think I'll last past the fifteenth. X3

OH HOLY FUCK OWCH SWEET JESUS HOT SPICY RAMEN JUICE RIGHT IN MY FUCKING EYEBALL OH FUCKITY OW JESUS SHIT MOTHER OF GOD SOMEONE SAVE ME AAGGGGHHHH

I'm going to start posting gorgeous REAL music nao, kay? Kay.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XL2Uzz4j01s

Ever hear a song so beautiful, that despite yourself, tears stream down your face?

Because dicking around in FL Studio makes me a DJ.
Check me and the sample of my first track out.
http://soundcloud.com/dj-dayji/aagghh

Face down in the shit,
Promise I will never quit.
Pourin' till the bottle's done,
Tell me are we havin' fun?
Pick your poison.
http://soundcloud.com/diplo1978/diplo-datsik-pick-your-poison

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPo1EjPRvuI&feature=feedf
"The sunlight hurts my eyes."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZxdKaKuAb8
Gettin pumped for Skrillex. Mmff.

I will be insanely lucky if I'm ever able to hear from my right ear again.

Skrillex in October, Awolnation tomorrow.
Life is pretty damn good.

HHNNGGHH. ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PnGbJodnnu0&feature=player_embedded#at=95

SWEET MOTHER OF GOD.
I'm so out of it from last night. Amazing rave was amazing.

Tyree McCarroll
Why are things from japan a million times cuter?
Is there a cute gene that america just doesnt have like they do?
I bet thier flowers even smell nicer.
  
Zach Marten
Yeah, but you have to factor in this is the same country that sells used schoolgirl panties in vending machines, spawned tentacle rape, and where reading porn magazines on the morning train is just part of daily life.
They're cute.
But..
There's also something slightly disturbed with them.

Tyree McCarroll
but..
  
Zach Marten
Oh.
And their porn is pixelated.
Like, WAT.

Tyree McCarroll
mmm tentacle..
i mean..
used panties.. ew. D:
 
Zach Marten
X3
  

Tyree McCarroll
Iwanttoseeproofofthat.
Isn't that a health hazard?

Zach Marten
Not to ronery businessman.
Remember, this is a country whose populace eats live squid and Fugu. Health hazard doesn't mean the same thing over there that it does over here.

Tyree McCarroll
"Fuck, I love the train rides to work! Porn and sniffin' dirty panties. God damn I love japan."

Zach Marten
o_o

Tyree McCarroll
You like it.
Point is, their flowers smell nicer..

Zach Marten
I bet they smell like used tentacle panties.
Ohgod.
I freaked myself out with that.
  
Tyree McCarroll
Why am I still hungry after that..? xD
  
Zach Marten
ono
  
Tyree McCarroll
Can tentacles.. wear.. panties..?

Zach Marten
Technically, they can wear a whole girl.

Tyree McCarroll
OMGALEX
e __e

Zach Marten
XD

Tyree McCarroll
-mind explodes-

Zach Marten
YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE.

Tyree McCarroll
I cried a little.





It's moments like this that make me love life.

OH SHIT MOTHERFUCKER.
BACARDI 151 UP IN THIS BITCH.
*passes out*

Oh please GOD let me be able to go to this. Please, work, don't schedule me for this day.

Remember that feeling you'd get as you'd fall asleep on the night before your birthday, wondering if you'd feel different in the morning?
You'd wake up feeling exactly the same, right?
I have to say, it actually feels...different, being 20 now. It's not a bad feeling, by any means! Just, an odd thing to put into perspective. My teen years are officially over. I feel like I've actually left a chapter of my life behind.

Oh well.

PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD PARTY HARD.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4h7xEEh7mFg&feature=feedlik

I'm throwing a rave, and I'm putting this in my DJ set. You're all invited. Bring lots of drugs. I mean friends. Yeah. Friends. >w>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4U1_pkEm858&feature=feedlik

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DpS7nCweYZI&feature=player_embedded#at=123
Don't even tell me you didn't get up and start shaking yo thang after the drop.

Fucking hell.
Working a long day.
Cute girl randomly hands me her number on her receipt, says 'call me' with the cutest blushy giggle I've ever heard.
fuckyeah.jpg
Wait a day.
Call the number like a boss.
It's a rejection hotline.
Forever alone.

This shit seriously makes me want to go gay.