[Lavin]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2011-04-29
Written: (4768 days ago)

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There's a very real possibility that I might loose my job in a couple weeks.
The friend who is my biggest musical inspiration is moving to New York in a couple weeks.
My best friend, my only remaining good influence, is leaving for a two year long mission trip in a couple weeks.
Last but not least, I'll be seeing my friend Ashley off as she moves to Georgia in a couple weeks.
I'm going to be...so utterly alone.

When it rains, it fucking pours.
Yeah, anyway. Just thought I'd keep y'all updated, I haven't abandoned you, I promise. ♥
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Written about Thursday 2011-04-21
Written: (4776 days ago)

Taking an e-break. See you all...er, whenever I get back.
Stuff needs to get sorted out.

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Written about Tuesday 2011-04-19
Written: (4778 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2011-04-18
Written: (4778 days ago)

I ordered a Toddy for the first time at the coffee shop Cornerstone the other day. By way of reference, that's their most caffeinated drink. Something to do with cold brewing, I think. I ordered a 16 oz with an extra shot. That would have been fine with me, given my high tolerance for caffeine, except the barista made a bunch extra. She handed me a 12 oz cup in addition, saying, "I don't see any sense in throwing this away, so you can have it, on the house.”
So I sat down, drank 28 oz of their strongest drink, which had been made even stronger under my direction.
When it all kicked in…
I COULD SEE SOUND WAVES.

It was a good night. Who needs crack when you've got Cornerstone Coffee?

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Written about Tuesday 2011-04-12
Written: (4784 days ago)

http://vimeo.com/19614870
This is seriously one of the most beautiful performances I've heard in a long time. He plays a one note drone for the first minute and ten seconds or so, so please listen through that part.
It's just so...wistful and bittersweet. Ugh. I don't have words for how much I love it.

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Written about Friday 2011-03-11
Written: (4817 days ago)

I think you are worth it. I really want to make

this
work.

Somehow.

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Written about Monday 2011-02-28
Written: (4828 days ago)
Next in thread: 27605

Well well.
Loves, I'm sorry my replies have been so touch and go lately.
I'm in the process of what one might call a 'digital move.'
See, a few days ago I caved in and blasted a ton of
money on a delightfully fast laptop, which I should be
expecting in the mail around this Friday or so. For the
first time since...well...ever, I'm going to have my
own computer, all to myself. No sharing, passing, logging
in and logging out for other people.
However, I have what many would qualify as an 'ass-ton'
of files on the shared computer, and this week will be
dedicated to organizing and preparing the files for transfer.
Hoorah! Tedious menial labor!
So, you shall see little of me for the time being, but rest assured,
I'll soon be back, and in greater numbers.


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Ouuuuu Ouh Ouh Ouh!

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Written about Sunday 2011-02-20
Written: (4835 days ago)

So, I wrote this whole long, beautiful reply to a roleplay, and Fake goes and crashes on me, thus erasing all I worked on.
Yep. One of those weeks.

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Written about Wednesday 2011-02-16
Written: (4840 days ago)

"Thank you so much for everything, Alex! You are without a doubt the greatest person I know!! I Love You (:"

This made my day...er...week...er...life, impossibly brighter.
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Written about Tuesday 2011-02-15
Written: (4841 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2011-02-15
Written: (4841 days ago)

I will eat chocolate cake when I wake up. 
I will spend all day in my pj's. 
I will drink and extra glass of red wine tonight. 
I will toast to a glorious year of being single. 
As lonely as it gets sometimes, it's rather nice.
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Written about Friday 2011-01-14
Written: (4872 days ago)
Next in thread: 27184

<bitchwhinefuss>
I don't have anyone to share my life with.
I don't even have anything in my life worth sharing.
How did I become this pathetic?
</bitchwhinefuss>

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Written about Friday 2010-11-26
Written: (4922 days ago)

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He's climbing yo windows, he's snatchin' yo people up.
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Written about Wednesday 2010-10-27
Written: (4952 days ago)
Next in thread: 26741

He has tired eyes, skinny shoulders, and a smile that doesn't quite convince her.

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Written about Thursday 2010-10-21
Written: (4958 days ago)

"You used to be such a good kid," she said. "What happened to you?"

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Written about Thursday 2010-10-14
Written: (4965 days ago)

I cried yesterday. Why I was b'awwing is completely irrelevant.
I haven't cried in over a year. It felt fucking great.
Just thought I'd tell someone. :3

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Written about Friday 2010-10-01
Written: (4978 days ago)

Hey.
My music. You should listen to it.
If you like it, add me. <3
www.myspace.com/astridrpiano




P.S. :
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I can triforce. Can you?

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Written about Monday 2009-12-28
Written: (5255 days ago)

Aak, Been out for the hollidays.
I owe an apology to all those friends I've neglected the past couple weeks.
I'm so sorry, I can't wait to talk to you again soon and catch up.
And maybe play? ;]
Or talk. XD Whatever works.

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